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theacidtest said:
Well the last few days have been interesting. I spent 4/20 going to see Electric Wizard for the finale show of their first US tour in 13 years. My best friend and I each took 150ug AL-LAD for the show. It was awesome, everything I ever hoped they would be live.
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That would be awesome. Electric Wizard are fucking great :)

Hows this-

 
vortech said:
I've had to take a step back from my current love interest because she has multiple personality disorder apparently it used to be pretty severe but in recent years has been managed for the most part, so it has been not an issue until last week when she switched over to her 'alice' personality, and it really kinda freaked me out and hurt my feelings. Alice is a 10 year old boy,so it was strange to stay the least when someone who I've a lot of love for looked at me like she didn't know me and wanted nothing to do with me, especially sexually. I mean I don't blame a 10 year old boy for not wanting to show affection for me, but it was a pretty hard head fuck. Why is it so hard for me to find mentally stable friends!?
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Whoa dude, that's intense. 8o I hear actual multiple personality disorder is pretty rare. That would really freak me out too. I watched my ex slowly succumb to some sort of nervous breakdown from which I'm not sure how much she's recovered, she started to change pretty dramatically and often didn't even seem like the same person, and she would even have increasingly frequent periods of psychosis, but she certainly didn't turn into a 10 year old boy...

yepyepwoah said:
I was thinking about my cat last night. She no longer lives with me, and when I see her its not the same. I think part of her loves me and part is pissed I wasn't around for a while and am still not. That cat kept me sane for a few years though, and I think I owe her more than I owe most people.
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That's sad. :( I don't know what I'd do without my cats. When my ex and I split up and she moved out, they stayed with me, because she was in no place to take care of anything. The idea has been since then that when she can take care of them emotionally and financially, she can take them for a while, and we'll switch back and forth periodically. But that seems like a bad idea honestly, for two reasons. First, they have lived in my house almost their whole lives and they love it, and moving for cats can be traumatic (my cats get very settled into a place, whenever we moved they hated it). And also, she's been gone over a year now and me and my cats are closer than ever, and the time is stretching on since she has been around for them. And she's still living with her mom only occasionally making money doing substitute teaching, so it seems that the time when she will be able to take care of them is still far away (they are both on expensive prescription diets and if you recall one of my cats has had quite a few hospitalizations which I am still paying back). I need to make sure that if my kitty's urethra gets blocked again that it will be taken care of, and I know I can do it, but I don't know if she can even if she's able to pay for their food and litter and flea/heartworm medication, etc.

So I'm kinda hoping it never happens or that eventually she will come to understand that it won't be best for them to go to her again ever. My one cat (the one with recurring health issues) is like my soulmate, he and I have this really intense connection that he only has with me (not with her though he certainly loved her), I don't think he'd be happy without me... even when I'd go away on business trips when we were together, she always said he would be pissed and standoffish until I came back. Our original agreement when we got them was that if we ever split up, I would get him and my ex would get my girl cat. I could live with that but it would also leave a hole inside if I didn't have her.

It's the one unsettled thing between us... we haven't really talked about it either since she first left. My house would seem so lonely without my cats... I live alone besides them. She lives with her mom and even if she moves out she will be right next to her whole family. I just think the correct thing is for me to have them permanently. I wish that wasn't painful for her, but it's just the way it worked out. The thing is, we haven't gotten all the way divorced yet and she isn't asking for anything at all from me in the divorce, it's a pretty ideal situation, so I don't want to do anything to make her want to ask me for alimony or anything. Kind of a weird situation really.

theacidtest said:
Then yesterday, I proposed to my girlfriend. We've only been together a few months, but I'm more sure of this than anything in my life. I've been through a number of relationships, including two very long term relationships. This is the first time in my life where I feel I really connect with another human being at an incredible emotional and primal level. I'm really ready to settle down with an actual life partner and I feel that she is my perfect companion in every way.

She feels the same way. When I asked her to marry me last night she broke into tears and we embraced for at least ten minutes before we made love.

I guess everything is great in my life, better than ever.
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Wow man, that's awesome, congrats! :) That moved quickly but if you're sure, I get it. It sounds like you guys have a great thing going from what you've shared.
 
I just read in the paper that there has been a dozen overdoses on fentanyl laced heroin in my area. I don't doubt that it's those analogues that are the cut.
Be safe out there especially when messing with this stuff, it's too easy to OD on it.
 
Xorkoth said:
Guess who our new moderator is? Hint: look at the first post on this page (if you've got it set to 25 posts per page). :)
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I is set to 50.....so I see Willow :P

Delsyd said:
Well deserved. Trozz is like rule enforcer extroadonaire even before he was modded.
I can't imagine what the combo of the mod stick with those muscles will produce. I'm scared and excited.
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bahahahahaha I laughed just a little too loud at this! Awkward look from the dude next to me would've been a bit more awkward if I filled him in :P but thanks mate :) I'll actually tone down my approach a little bit now that I'm posting with a mod title...can't be too much of an asshat any more hehe :)

Just A Guy said:
Good choice! Good for you, Trozz! :)
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Thank you too mate :) really glad I've been chosen, especially considering I know it wouldn't at all have been an easy choice :) there's a lot of keen contributors here in PD lately!
 
Trozzmoddog?
I meant like
what literature do you enjoy
trozz
i'm makin wafflez
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Yeah, congrats trozzle :D Well deserved.

Kind of puzzled why I started becoming active on here again, but I guess the space elves are calling my attention or something. Or I just missed getting serious about chemicals
 
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Music = awesome. That is all. :)

Cookout also = awesome.

I'm gonna eat this Cookout, post a little here and read a book til I go to sleep.
 

these guys are awesome
its like real life trailer park boys
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FLOCKA FOR PRESIDENT
 
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willow11 said:
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C'est la vie.


Dudes, I'm hammered. Went and played volleyball with some friends and drank a lot. I had a long chat with a girl I care deeply for earlier today and all it has done is left me feeling more empty. Fuck.


... because why not?
 
vortech said:
I've had to take a step back from my current love interest because she has multiple personality disorder apparently it used to be pretty severe but in recent years has been managed for the most part, so it has been not an issue until last week when she switched over to her 'alice' personality, and it really kinda freaked me out and hurt my feelings. Alice is a 10 year old boy,so it was strange to stay the least when someone who I've a lot of love for looked at me like she didn't know me and wanted nothing to do with me, especially sexually. I mean I don't blame a 10 year old boy for not wanting to show affection for me, but it was a pretty hard head fuck. Why is it so hard for me to find mentally stable friends!?
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I've recently had quite similar experience with someone (who used to be dearest of them all to me) regarding switched personalities, especially evil ones, if you wanna talk feel free to drop me a PM. That shit can be a real mindfuck indeed. I can never look at another person the same way anymore. Snap and the eyes, the fucking eyes change and they're no longer there.. no memory for them afterwards either.
 
My ex has a rage issue, the littlest thing could make her snap. She was always either not angry or as angry as it was possible for her to get, no middle ground. Sometimes something as little as me putting a dish back in the wrong place when she was having a bad day could make her snap. When it happened, she would utterly change from this sweet, loving person into the meanest a person has ever been to me in my life. Her eyes would change completely and she'd start attacking me emotionally and sometimes physically, saying the most hurtful things possible things to me, as far below the belt as possible, trying to make me feel like a bad and pathetic person. It creeped me out so bad because I literally did not recognize that person, the look in her eyes was totally different, cruel, hateful, alien. And then after she got it all out, she'd revert suddenly and feel bad and apologize. She did remember though I don't think she ever grasped how bad it was, I think she had selective memory about it. She'd deny saying a lot of the worst things and I really don't think she was aware of it.

I realize not the same thing you guys are talking about but it reminded me. So glad that's in the past...
 
Same with my ex-wife. Somehow forgiving her was made that much easier (or even obligatory) believing that the only reasons she could have done our family the way she did was because she was defective somehow. It's a harsh adjective to use. But it was how I could empathize with her own situation.
 
jackie jones said:
I have come to believe that the most damaging type of abuse is emotional.
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I'd probably agree...

Nice gloomy rainy day outside. Not much fun to have today, I think I'll stay in and listen to music and smoke weed all day... :)

Oh and Congratulations Trozzle; a most excellent choice for PD mod :):) <3

Winter black metal:
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