🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine
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Xorkoth
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Yeah I am wondering the same...
Xorkoth
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This is the second day in a row my stomach hurts. It's in a particular spot. I think it's because I have been drinking pretty regularly, haven't drank regularly in quite some time, years actually. I can't abuse my body like I used to. I hope it goes away... I didn't drink at all yesterday and my plan is to continue that. Which means I have to stay away from stimulants, which is also a good thing. Maybe a blessing in disguise. Except it won't be if I develop long-term stomach issues... probably a bit premature for that, but I am paranoid because of how much my girlfriend's stomach/digestive system controls her life. And it wasn't that way when we met.
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Just found out my buddy (not really a close friend, but a guy I've hung out with in group settings and partied with a lot, who is close with some of my friends in my band circle) got busted today... like major busted. A combined total of about 5 POUNDS of ketamine and MDA... 112 pounds of weed, 2 guns (unclear whether they were his because 2 guys got arrested in a joint raid by the department of Homeland Security and the county police), 214 grams of mushrooms, and 7 hits of acid. And drug paraphernalia, and "maintaining a dwelling for sale of a controlled substance" (so, like, not being homeless and selling drugs?) Ironic that it was only 7 hits of acid, because acid was his main thing, he would get 5 grams at a time and lay his own sheets. He would always give me acid every time he saw me. I kept meaning to buy a couple of sheets from him at an insanely cheap price, but I never had his number (probably good now) and whenever I'd see him it wouldn't be the right time.
He's 27 years old... probably gonna be in prison for a long time.
I had no idea he was moving that volume of drugs though... jesus.
He's 27 years old... probably gonna be in prison for a long time.
I had no idea he was moving that volume of drugs though... jesus.
Xorkoth
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Can I just say how much I love how chill it is here in PD? Sometimes being an admin is intense man. Lots of drama goes on in this forum. But we like to chill in here and I love that. 
Most chill place on the internet, I think.
Most chill place on the internet, I think.
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I never knew how much you mods worked in the other forums. But wow can it get out of hand. Clearing out bad vibes and threatening posts that should never be. Like cleaning up a food fight. And then you all getting crapped on for keeping the peace. This is a big place though and topics can and do get out of hand. Politics, covid, etc... can't read all that stuff. lol Everyone is their own self proclaimed expert!
Xorkoth
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Yeah honestly the politics forum is a HUGE part of it. In the HR forums it rarely happens at all, and the people who become angry and break the rules in the political forum usually don't do so at all elsewhere. I sometimes wonder if it's worth even having one. However it would undoubtedly spill over into other forums, in this day and age where the entire Internet is filled to the brim with political vitriol.
"Interesting" times we live in...
"Interesting" times we live in...
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Fortunately, if you're just modding PD, you have no need to get involved in all that. 
Dreamflyer
Bluelighter
I try to avoid the religion and politics forums because it just depresses me how nasty some people can be. Why people can't just agree to disagree is beyond me.
cosmic charlie
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Personally i find alot of those forums tend to draw alot of nutters that are obsessed with conspiracy theories and just refuse to listen to reason. Then when people try to inform them of the reality of whatever situation that might be they become hostile and abusive. Xorky is right being a mod in PD is a whole other world. It was my favorite place to do so when i was on staff.
But this forum is the best part of Bluelight, all of us get along with eachother great and it pretty much runs itself. The vibe here is like no other place on the internet. Ive been hanging out in these PD socials for 15 years now which is pretty wild to to think about, its a huge portion of my adult life. Ive met some of the best people ive ever known here. There is alot of us that have been regulars for many years and its pretty cool how we move along thru life together.
Honestly some of my friends here know me best, mainly cuz i feel comfortable enough to talk about my true self without worrying over judgemental opinions. You always get positive and constructive feedback and its why i like to bounce alot of my plans off you folks, cuz not many other people could truly understand the lifestyle i lead.
But this forum is the best part of Bluelight, all of us get along with eachother great and it pretty much runs itself. The vibe here is like no other place on the internet. Ive been hanging out in these PD socials for 15 years now which is pretty wild to to think about, its a huge portion of my adult life. Ive met some of the best people ive ever known here. There is alot of us that have been regulars for many years and its pretty cool how we move along thru life together.
Honestly some of my friends here know me best, mainly cuz i feel comfortable enough to talk about my true self without worrying over judgemental opinions. You always get positive and constructive feedback and its why i like to bounce alot of my plans off you folks, cuz not many other people could truly understand the lifestyle i lead.
Buzz Lightbeer
Bluelight Crew
CEPS has been pretty decent in the last few months imo, it was worse at some points (probably had my petite share in that as well), but I don't check all threads. Where else would I share Musk's latest idiot moves
PD yeah... it was good for me during some hectic years in my life, despite heavily influencing my approach to and intake of drugs, but I'd probably do it all over again if I had the choice. Now I just don't know what to say anymore. I'm slowly forgetting psychedelics, and finding another passion that it as engaging, rewarding, and plain fun is not really possible I think. So yeah, boredom for now, it ties into the not knowing what to say.
PD yeah... it was good for me during some hectic years in my life, despite heavily influencing my approach to and intake of drugs, but I'd probably do it all over again if I had the choice. Now I just don't know what to say anymore. I'm slowly forgetting psychedelics, and finding another passion that it as engaging, rewarding, and plain fun is not really possible I think. So yeah, boredom for now, it ties into the not knowing what to say.
cosmic charlie
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Out of the massive amount of different drugs ive experimented with (easily over 150) i would have not taken most of them if it wasnt for Bluelight. Is that a bad thing, i dont think so in retrospect because ive had incredible experiences i wouldnt trade for the world dancing around with chemicals. Ive always had a deep love for drugs ever since the first time i was given a Codeine prescription when i broke my leg at 9 years old.
Remember that warm fuzzy glow and waiting until my Mom was asleep and id stand on a chair in the kitchen to get at them in the upper cupboard and pop another pill what a little dope fiend, lol. That should have been a massive flag to myself to what would come down the road. Then when i started experimenting with Cannabis/Shrooms/LSD when i became a teenager it gave me a sense of identity and i wore all my tye dye shirts like a flag.
After i got into Heroin when i was 17 years old i had some really ruff times and then in my early 20's i had this massive psychedelic resurgence where things dialed up about ten notches after some mindblowing experiences on heavy LSD doses and it was at that moment i discovered Bluelight, and it was the perfect time because i had this deep desire to connect with other people that were obsessed with Psychs like i was. All my friends thought i was a little too far off my rocker, i mean some of them tripped once in awhile but i wanted to dose every week, or more.
Then after hanging around here awhile and learning about all these different RCs i had this fire lit under me to find 2C-E, and eventually i did. And once i had that i wanted to try as many other 2C-x as possible, and then that led to the 4-substituted Tryptamines, 5-MeO and Base Tryps, Empathogens, Synthetic Cannabinoids, Dissociatives, Lysergamides, DOx, Other Phenethylamines, Designer Stimulants/Benzos and so on so forth as the years went by and ive been off to the races ever since.
There was couple times where i tripped twice a week on different drugs for roughly 5 year periods. It was great and i used to take Mephedrone and Methylone alot as well for long stretches, it was amazing having access to these drugs at such a low cost and i got to have so much fun. The times i had were pricless, i wouldnt change a thing. Ive been really excessive at times but at the end of the day pretty much all of my experiences have been positive besides getting naked or acting like a wacko on ridiculous doses of PCP analogs.
All throughout this was Bluelight and when i was trying all this stuff so were the other heads in PD and we would talk about it and share all are exploits. Sure this place triggering, i think that goes without saying. But at the end of the day i love doing drugs and if im gonna be taking anything at all im better off doing RCs mainly psychs/dissos that are way more likely to be pure than street drugs here in the US. Especially these days with the prevalence of Fentanyl here.
Still to this day nothing else thrills me more in life then trying a new Psychedelic or Dissociative for the first time, something about that comeup and not knowing exactly what your gonna be in for yet is so exhilarating. And then the pay off when it does blow your mind is so rewarding. If it wasnt for Bluelight id never get to know such joy, certainly not as often as i have. So at the end of the day i love Bluelight ohh so much, it has paid me back in spades for all the time i spent on here studying chemicals, like a drug geek.
Remember that warm fuzzy glow and waiting until my Mom was asleep and id stand on a chair in the kitchen to get at them in the upper cupboard and pop another pill what a little dope fiend, lol. That should have been a massive flag to myself to what would come down the road. Then when i started experimenting with Cannabis/Shrooms/LSD when i became a teenager it gave me a sense of identity and i wore all my tye dye shirts like a flag.
After i got into Heroin when i was 17 years old i had some really ruff times and then in my early 20's i had this massive psychedelic resurgence where things dialed up about ten notches after some mindblowing experiences on heavy LSD doses and it was at that moment i discovered Bluelight, and it was the perfect time because i had this deep desire to connect with other people that were obsessed with Psychs like i was. All my friends thought i was a little too far off my rocker, i mean some of them tripped once in awhile but i wanted to dose every week, or more.
Then after hanging around here awhile and learning about all these different RCs i had this fire lit under me to find 2C-E, and eventually i did. And once i had that i wanted to try as many other 2C-x as possible, and then that led to the 4-substituted Tryptamines, 5-MeO and Base Tryps, Empathogens, Synthetic Cannabinoids, Dissociatives, Lysergamides, DOx, Other Phenethylamines, Designer Stimulants/Benzos and so on so forth as the years went by and ive been off to the races ever since.
There was couple times where i tripped twice a week on different drugs for roughly 5 year periods. It was great and i used to take Mephedrone and Methylone alot as well for long stretches, it was amazing having access to these drugs at such a low cost and i got to have so much fun. The times i had were pricless, i wouldnt change a thing. Ive been really excessive at times but at the end of the day pretty much all of my experiences have been positive besides getting naked or acting like a wacko on ridiculous doses of PCP analogs.
All throughout this was Bluelight and when i was trying all this stuff so were the other heads in PD and we would talk about it and share all are exploits. Sure this place triggering, i think that goes without saying. But at the end of the day i love doing drugs and if im gonna be taking anything at all im better off doing RCs mainly psychs/dissos that are way more likely to be pure than street drugs here in the US. Especially these days with the prevalence of Fentanyl here.
Still to this day nothing else thrills me more in life then trying a new Psychedelic or Dissociative for the first time, something about that comeup and not knowing exactly what your gonna be in for yet is so exhilarating. And then the pay off when it does blow your mind is so rewarding. If it wasnt for Bluelight id never get to know such joy, certainly not as often as i have. So at the end of the day i love Bluelight ohh so much, it has paid me back in spades for all the time i spent on here studying chemicals, like a drug geek.
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Deleted member 521610
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PD is the best. CEPS probably became less of shit show after i got sober lol.
2023 is gonna be my full year of sober living.
I put down the psychedelics and quit K after my traumatic bad trip in a k hole lol that shit was terrifying.
2022 I moved to the land of kangaroos and felt better. Got a partner, but idk if i acutally love her. Had a intense dream that made me question it, shes lovely, nice and a wonderful person but we have zero things in common as this relationship progresses, i find it very boring. Shes never done drugs, and i kinda accept that most women out there will not do drugs or accept them.
But psychedelics were my life, and i miss having friends to discuss the depths of consciousness with who understood those realms. I also realizing talking it about brings back my urges to go deep which is not good thing for me in hindsight. Looking back at my craziness of 2021 i went off the rails believing in really wild shit lol. Lockdown + head full of k destroyed me.
I will probably jabberwocky my account next week, to start afresh i may or may not eventually come back to bluelight with a new acc in the future.
This year had me reflecting on morality, my values and what i acutally believe in.
i got quite disheartned at points seeing all the evil going on in the world, kinda wish i could back to been 18 and ingorant of the world.
Bluelight helped me alot, i remeber when i had never done ketamine and the advice i got helped me alot. Now i been over 60 + k holes.
As i get older and older i realize tripping over the past decade as allowed me to adapt to tough situations in life better.
Whatever awaits this crazy world ima take it in my stride and be a good person. I will never have kids, i am not responsible enough to look after other people than myself costs to much aswell.
So ill spend rest of my life enjoying the small things striving to live a better life based on morals and values and sobriety. Unless weed gets legalized then i want to enjoy some of that when im old.
Wish i could change the world but ima just a tiny fish in the big ocean at the bottom of the ladder.
2023 is gonna be my full year of sober living.
I put down the psychedelics and quit K after my traumatic bad trip in a k hole lol that shit was terrifying.
2022 I moved to the land of kangaroos and felt better. Got a partner, but idk if i acutally love her. Had a intense dream that made me question it, shes lovely, nice and a wonderful person but we have zero things in common as this relationship progresses, i find it very boring. Shes never done drugs, and i kinda accept that most women out there will not do drugs or accept them.
But psychedelics were my life, and i miss having friends to discuss the depths of consciousness with who understood those realms. I also realizing talking it about brings back my urges to go deep which is not good thing for me in hindsight. Looking back at my craziness of 2021 i went off the rails believing in really wild shit lol. Lockdown + head full of k destroyed me.
I will probably jabberwocky my account next week, to start afresh i may or may not eventually come back to bluelight with a new acc in the future.
This year had me reflecting on morality, my values and what i acutally believe in.
i got quite disheartned at points seeing all the evil going on in the world, kinda wish i could back to been 18 and ingorant of the world.
Bluelight helped me alot, i remeber when i had never done ketamine and the advice i got helped me alot. Now i been over 60 + k holes.
As i get older and older i realize tripping over the past decade as allowed me to adapt to tough situations in life better.
Whatever awaits this crazy world ima take it in my stride and be a good person. I will never have kids, i am not responsible enough to look after other people than myself costs to much aswell.
So ill spend rest of my life enjoying the small things striving to live a better life based on morals and values and sobriety. Unless weed gets legalized then i want to enjoy some of that when im old.
Wish i could change the world but ima just a tiny fish in the big ocean at the bottom of the ladder.
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We change ourselves not the world. The earth is a schoolhouse of sorts. Like when we were in high school we did not say we were going to change the curriculum, we just wanted to pass and get the hell out.
Deleted member 521610
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that is trues. I had many lessons to go through and many to come. im glad i aint 100% out in the clouds anymore lol
looking back at my old playlists over the years of tripping i complied. So many insane pieces I came across.
looking back at my old playlists over the years of tripping i complied. So many insane pieces I came across.
Chris Timothy
Bluelighter
Oh I changed the curriculum alright! I had offered to give chess lessons to enhance the school's studious image. They just happened to coincide with detention hours, so I could come in late to early morning rubbish all I wanted, they couldn't lock up their volunteer chess teacher, lol.We change ourselves not the world. The earth is a schoolhouse of sorts. Like when we were in high school we did not say we were going to change the curriculum, we just wanted to pass and get the hell out.
Eventually they arranged special detention hours just for me.. but only after a while, and even then they weren't able to process the huge backlog of consigned punishment, heh.
Change starts locally. But you never know what goes viral.
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Ok I'll bite (as I usually do with your thoughts CT lol) Society can change. But I still think it is people's attitudes that change. The sky, trees, rocks do not change. But if a person makes a law that ripples outward and helps others that is a change in society. It still came from a person and others with similar attitudes.
But like with chess we should still mix it up. But not worry if the outer world changes. If someone learns chess it is still an inner job.
Xorkoth
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Just got my web platform at work to successfully output the second product type I've programmed into it in a test! This is huge! I had to build out tons of more functionality in the platform to accomodate this product, which is the most complex one. Ad it works! Now I need to debug, test, and then develop the reporting side of it (an online, interactive reporting platform, that allows downloading to client0ready Powerpoint presentation). The report platform is already operational, I just need to program al of the custom, product-specific pages/slides.
The platform is coming along so nicely! I'm ahead of schedule, and very proud of what I've accomplished! All by myself, too.
I'll be hiring a handful of people, but not developers... hopefully they will be able to grow into helping me develop, bit for now they'll be survey programmers who use my platform to execute projects. Although it would be nice to have some help, as it's a ton of work (about 300,000 lines of code so far across ~50 files, mostly Python), I actually kinda hate working with other people, I only trust myself, really. Everyone else I've worked with has coding styles that I... uh, dislike. And everyone else cuts corners.
The platform is coming along so nicely! I'm ahead of schedule, and very proud of what I've accomplished!
All by myself, too.I'll be hiring a handful of people, but not developers... hopefully they will be able to grow into helping me develop, bit for now they'll be survey programmers who use my platform to execute projects. Although it would be nice to have some help, as it's a ton of work (about 300,000 lines of code so far across ~50 files, mostly Python), I actually kinda hate working with other people, I only trust myself, really. Everyone else I've worked with has coding styles that I... uh, dislike. And everyone else cuts corners.