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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: Somatic Swirly Sepia Summer Sausage Stage Set Suppository

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vortech said:
I've had a nightly spliff ritual for the past 5 nights (Northern Lights, a very nice indica), and today I thought a morning spliff was a great idea, whereas I usually abide by the 4:20 rule (no cannabis before 4:20pm. Rules are silly. I think I've officially adopted a new habit, and it's time to pop my head into the cannabis forum to see what I have been missing. Any other PD heads frequent it?
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definitely safer than a serious dissociative habit, enjoy that green

I traded some DMT for some top notch outdoor and now I have 4 strains of dank at hand :D
 
Viceland is airing an episode of Hamilton's Pharmacopeia about clandestine PCP manufacturing. Very insightful.
Honestly I'm just waiting for the new episode of Westworld. But pleasantly entertained in the meantime.
 
Well I had a great weekend with my brother. He hadn't been here to visit for 4 years, since before I got off opiates, split with my ex, and started playing music. Basically, my life is entirely different since he had been here last. I've of course seen him various times since then, but on his terms, back in Illinois. It was really amazing to get to show him my life firsthand. Basically the whole weekend involved music and friends, which is an accurate representation of my life. He's a serious lover and appreciator of music though he doesn't play, so he enjoyed every minute of it. He came to band practice, met all of my friends but one, saw us play a show, and we went out to see a show too. And we played Magic (the gathering), which is something I taught him and got him into when he was like 6 and I was 13. I kinda just stopped being into it although I still love the game and think it's one of the greatest games ever created, but it's his primary creative outlet to this day. The only time I ever play anymore is with him, and it was really fun, we stayed up til 5am like the old days last night and just played and talked. It's so cool we can still have the same relationship as adults that we had as kids, growing up I taught him everything I knew, we were always super close despite the age difference. And it's the same now. I'm really happy that he got to meet my friends and they got to meet him and he got to see what it's like for me here, it really means a lot to me. <3

But we partied hard and it's time to relax with a little bowl and go to bed now.

There are wildfires all over around here right now, which is really unusual for the appalachians, but it's barely rained at all for quite a while and we're in a severe drought (also unusual). I guess they suspect arson, some of the fires started from other causes but they have reports of a black truck driving around starting fires. Now it's a pretty serious situation, it's not likely to reach where I live but there is a lot of smoke, the air is hazy and it smells like smoke. I drove my brother to the Charlotte airport and for about an hour while driving back from the east, the smoke was so intense that it started to scare me. It was getting uncomfortable to breathe and my eyes were getting irritated, you couldn't see very far at all. The sun was a big blood red ball in the sky, you could stare at it and it wasn't even very bright. 7 years ago there was a forest fire around here and I remember it was a big deal and it smelled like smoke for days, but this is far more intense than that was.

I hope they catch the asshole who purposely started fires, what a fucker... Some areas are actually in "code purple", which means they recommend wearing gas masks to go outside.
 
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Bushfires, as we call wildfires, are a huge fact of life in most of Australia, especially Victoria. Where I live is heavily forested, there's trees and fuel everywhere. They are getting worse every year, we had hundreds die in 2009. Many are deliberately lit. Humans, we are fucking insane :\
 
swilow said:
Bushfires, as we call wildfires, are a huge fact of life in most of Australia, especially Victoria. Where I live is heavily forested, there's trees and fuel everywhere. They are getting worse every year, we had hundreds die in 2009. Many are deliberately lit. Humans, we are fucking insane :\
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California is basically always on fire. With the drought, the invasive bark beetle epidemic, and our historically combating fires that should have been left to burn, the future is grim for our forests. I hope we can turn it around, all that damned brown among Yosemite's conifers when I visited earlier this year (extend that to the whole of the Sierra Nevadas), was truly troubling.
 
The entire planet is on fire imo




NSFW:
In trouble with the dogs
Yapping like the trogs on that tape
Getting stepped on like a baby
Maybe slept too long
Is that so wrong?

So at sunrise we moved on
At lunch the storm had gone away
I didn't swim
But I watched the waves
While others stayed
Under for over an hour
While lovers hovered around the towel

We washed our mouths at the riverbed
When we noticed something glowing
It was growing
Things are going to change
Hot rainfalls made of magma
Melts Alaska
And in icy Argentine they say now I've seen it all

Who knew? Volcanoes!

In trouble with the gods
We didn't always misbehave
Where the sun shone, now it's gone
We've been waiting for so long
Now it's on.
Thought that we would do ourselves in,
Funny how things work out, in the end

I never learned to swim
Now I'm wasted, I'm too old
Just hold on for as long as you can
I'm so afraid to die

We washed our mouths at the riverbed
When we noticed something glowing
It was growing
Things are going to change
Hot rainfalls made of magma
Melts Alaska
And in icy Argentine they say now I've seen it all

Who knew? Volcanoes!

The frogs, the frogs got it first
And the birds all knew it too
The worst was the worse smell on earth
Silver and snow
Silver and snow

Don't breathe
Don't breathe
Don't breathe
Don't breathe

We washed our mouths at the riverbed
When we noticed something glowing
It was growing
Things are going to change
Hot rainfalls made of magma
Melts Alaska
And in icy Argentine they say
Now I've seen it all

Who knew? Volcanoes!

Who knew? Volcanoes!
 
Yesterday was maybe the worst day of this year. I felt despair, something I haven't felt for a very very long time. I knew it was because of the saturday's amphetamine and only sleeping for few hours but I was still taken aback by it. I knew it would be over today, and it is but it was still a scary feeling. I was surprised how euphoric the amphetamine was, I took it sober, something I haven't done in like 3 years. Only when I was already fucked up. But I've taken speed only a handful of times, I'm always dissing it, benzos and opiates to my friends and saying that those are shitty drugs.

Dissociatives, mostly 3-MeO-PCP, kinda ruined all drugs for me. Well not psychedelics, even though I'm not so interested in them anymore (at the moment) and prefer dissociatives over them. But speed and all drugs that have some kind of comedown are really shit and not worth it for me knowing I could be manic instead of depressed the next day after partying.
 
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Yeah dude, a good dissociative affair will change how other drugs are perceived, and I don't see that as a bad thing at all. In my opinion at least, straight stims and full agonist opiates are so one-dimensional and outmoded by dissos except for a couple rare applications. Too high a price to pay in terms of physiological hit as well as rebound of depression etc, not to mention how they are generally much more pricey financially as well. If you put in front of me $20 worth of amphetimines, $50 of heroin, and $5 worth of 3meopcp and could only choose one, I would take the 3meo without a second thought, every time.
 
Crashing said:
Yeah I was making 8 something for about 10 years until finding a job that can support my girl and I. Fake Piss is the way to go, I think the drug testing is just a way to test basic intelligence. It seems like a given that most entry level jobs are gonna be taken up by drug users or people who are still in their drug experimentation phase. I guess if you're too thick to piss dirty into a 5 panel, perhaps they won't want you on their insurance plan. The entire business world has a strong phony aspect to it that is hard to deny. Confidence, tranquility, and never incriminating yourself will go a long way.
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Last year they hired a new guy at my Dad's work place, I won't mention what he does but I'll just say you need pretty high clearance to get in there. It isn't a Government job or anything but it's a major target for terrorism/when we're at total war. The type of place where they spend weeks vetting you and shit testing you before you get in.

So they hired a new guy and my Dad could tell he was off, we talked about him over supper one night and I figured out pretty quickly that the guy was spending most of his day nodding at work. I told Dad he was probably on opioids and he'd be best off watching the guy when they worked together, basically told him never put that man in a position where he's responsible for you life. The very next day the guy said; "Only an idiot would fail a drug test, they're so easy to pass". A week later he failed a drug test, popped positive for opioids and cannabis a long with some other things. He'll never work in the industry again, if you fail once you're black listed for life. I guess he was right, only an idiot would fail and throw away $30+ an hour.
 
I made a long post at 3am the other night that I lost; short version is I'm doing good and hope y'all are well. I have one friend mad at me but I don't really consider them much of a friend so I'm not too worried about it, I hated that I upset her but I can't deal with drunken 2am rants and pouting from someone I haven't seen in years.

Anyway, do any of y'all find it hard to ignore other peoples issues? I find myself constantly judging others now that I've gone through a period of hard drug use. I guess I spent so much time around shitty people that I'm constantly picking apart new ones now. It seems like every new person I meet has a drug problem and I notice it right away. I really notice opioid use now, it seems so obvious but most people seem so blind to it. I guess I should seek out more people that haven't been through it but I find it so hard to relate to them. I come across a lot of alcoholics that look down on weed and everything else even though I consider their habit worse than someone that maintains on opioids. Just last week I had an alcoholic lecture me on the use of pills because "they kill your liver" when they go through vodka like water.

I've tried to look ahead in the last weeks, going back to school to finish my degree so I have the option to leave the country. I'm not leaving over politics or anything, I just think it'd be good for me to travel a bit and work outside the country for awhile. If I'm begin honest I hope I find a girl while I'm doing it because I'm not going to find a decent one where I currently live. All the good ones hauled ass out of here a decade ago like I should have. It's hard to find one near my age locally that hasn't ruined themselves with crack or heroin, I've been dating younger women lately but I find it so hard to relate to people in their early-mid 20s. Oh well, just have to keep looking.
 
I found the opposite effect after a period of hard drug use, that I am not at all judgmental of people's choices and issues, and I take everyone's issues for granted. If someone seems to NOT have issues that's when I start wondering what their secrets are.

How old are you H&LSD? I know what you mean about some younger 20s kids, but only when they are acting like they are still teenagers. I have quite a few younger friends that are mature enough to level with (34). I kinda want to go back to school too, like an engineering, biotech, IT degree, something with prospects that I could be interested in, but I've been saying for years that I'm getting too old, which I guess is increasingly true but the day.
 
I just don't even bother talking about drugs most times IRL these days. People will never understand, they won't let themselves.

I know what you mean about how you can tell when someone is maintaining an opioid habit. Opioids don't go around in my circles though, so I never see em.

My grandmother was telling me last summer about how when her family would go visit her grandmother, how she always seemed to be a such a bright and content personality; she then said, "Now that I think about it, opium was OTC back then. I'm pretty certain she was just on dope 24/7." It makes you realize that there was a time when prohibition didn't exist for anything whatsoever. 'The Great Binge' as it has been sometimes coined. What a fascinating period it must've been. Got a cranky baby? Feed 'em some codeine! Wife won't shut the fuck up? Feed her some laudanum! Got a tooth ache? Here's some cocaine!
 
^^ yeah, right? They were selling cure-all tonics with names like "grandma's medicine" and shit like that that contained morphine and cocaine. Got a headache? Take some of this! Feeling tired? Take some of this! Stressed, depressed, tooth ache, menstrual cramps, anxious, unmotivated? Take some of this! It cures everything!
 
My grandmother still enjoys hashish at 96, although all she can really get is weed. Which may soon enough be prescribed her; it definitely helps with various issues she has around neuropathic pain, whereas she wouldn't even take Dilaudid; earlier on that was a trade we would make from time to time.
 
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