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Skiing is the bomb, I love love love it. I'm heavily into longboarding (not surfing, but with four wheels and all that) but have never gotten into snowboarding. The one day I tried because I thought the skills would just carry over from longboarding I got so frustrated and such a painful tailbone that I said fuck it.


What is everyone's thoughts on statism and the necessity or lack thereof of government?
 
On the subject of girlfriends and drugs, when I first met my future wife I was a total pothead. The type who would smoke on arriving home from work right up to bedtime and all weekend.

Then I became very ill (unrelated to the smoking) and endured a six week stay in hospital followed by a major operation where I had part of a lung and a rib removed (for which I still receive prescription tramadol, although I rarely use it). Obviously I gave up smoking, and about eighteen months into my recovery we got together. She told me that she was initially put off by my level of smoking, but lived everything else about me.
Now, thanks to the wonders of vaping, I am able to enjoy the occasional bit of weed. The agreement is that I never take anything when she is around and it works just fine. Truth is the way forward; hiding anything will eat away at you.
 
So i took 12mg a half hour ago or so.
What is this business that people say they feel good when they start subs.
I dont feel anything i just feel normal.
 
I don't care for it myself. I found it to absolutely lack any mental content, it feels pretty nice physically but I'd never choose it over 3-MeO or MXE for any purpose.

Man, I am ONCE AGAIN waiting on this woman who works at my company to test my shit. Without fail, she takes forever and absolutely refuses to respond to emails for hours on end. This project should have taken her a half hour to test, I had it ready first thing in the morning, but so far not a peep from her and it's 30 minutes before the end of the day, she won't reply to my emails asking for an update on progress. She always comes in really late and then stays til like 8pm, but that's not cool because those aren't work hours. So I get stuck twiddling my thumbs at the end of the day. I have band practice to go to, dammit... gotta leave in 30 minutes. I have repeatedly stated I need to leave promptly at the end of the day. Could she maybe at least take 2 seconds to reply to my email and let me know that she's working on it? It's crazy... she's so inefficient, but she's been working there for 30 years and is part of the "crew" over in company headquarters. She's super nice too, I'm just so sick of always waiting for her. She tests 75% of all the projects, she doesn't program anything she just tests yet she makes more money than me since she's been there so long. But one of the other guys who is the second best programmer is a way better tester than her, he tests the other 25% of projects, and also builds complex things. And he tests stuff like 10 times faster, literally. I just don't get it. With him, you ask him to test one thing real quick that the client changed, and he switches to that for a second and gets it done promptly. With the slow woman, she replies like 2 hours later and then takes 45 minutes even if it's just a changed few words.

Grr....

Neptismismh shit goin on. All the good jobs go to morons cuz friends n family
 
LSDMDMA&13830526 said:
I just tossed the needles i had. Im officially on suboxone now. I just got into a huge fight about it with my dad. Shit like this makes me wonder why i bother trying tonget clean cause nothing changes even when I do.

Gongrats man. In a good world they would hNd you some H and lwt you be about your day. Here its suboxone. Its better than being locked up.

Try

Also. I do/did opiates occasioonally. A 1mg or two suboxone snorted fucked me up. Callsd into my work.

Went to get something and told my brother "there is nothing stimulating intgis house. Youll be good when I get back"

He snorted im not sure how much suboxone thinking it was adderall. Then se did a bunch of yay.. He was soooooo sick the next day.
 
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I need a new hobby to get through this long winter without abusing too much drugs! The first snow came today. Had to drive very slowly with my very old summer car tires lol.

I want to try snowboarding this winter.

Do it. Unless you have somethinf better to do
 
whitefox did they at least make you a decent apple-disliking girlfriend out of that rib?

I quite like tramadol but that probably passes if I ever get a seizure from it...

The muscles on your ribs are not all that easy to train especially at home... but hopefully rowing in the gym and sawing at work and at home help me with that, that movement is supposed to be good for the serratus (a name which is funny to me considering the sawing)
 
So i accidentally hurt my girlfriend. Somethig happened to her shoulder while we were going at it so im at the orthopedic place with her.
 
xammy, you are one happy guy, and your sheer optimism is almost manic. I hope you never have to come down. lol

Lol thank you, Just A Guy. That made me smile. I hope so too. :D Life wasn't always this good and won't be but let's make the best of it. Be the change you want to see in the world. :)



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So i accidentally hurt my girlfriend. Somethig happened to her shoulder while we were going at it so im at the orthopedic place with her.

Hope it isn't anything serious. It will be a really funny story someday in the future
 
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I elbowed my girlfriend near her eye accidentally while romping once. Hey, they don't promote abstinence among teens for nothin, right? There are serious dangers involved in intercourse ;)
 
So I fucked up hard. A friend sent me "a lot" of acid in the mail last week that his friends laid themselves, white on white family shit, the last stuff I had from them was the strongest I've ever had, and today when he messaged me to ask if I'd received it yet I realized I hadn't included my fucking apartment number in the address I gave him, and there's no management at this complex, so I just lost myself I'm sure 25-100 hits of the strongest shit I could imagine. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT UUUGGGHHHHH

It's not so big a deal on the grand scheme of things seeing as I really don't need it, the ALD-52 I have along with the other chemicals will last me awhile, and I just decided on Saturday that I really need to be going down the -DMT path anyways, LSD doesn't have anything else to show me right now, but still. Losing that much acid is hard to accept and not beat oneself up for.

Yea I'm going to have to take this as a learning opportunity to a) always double check addresses but more importantly b) not beat myself up for this. It's a lot of lost magic for myself and others but instead of making myself feel like shit and lament the fact that I lost so much, I have the opportunity to instead find peace in knowing I never needed it in the first place, someone else who needs it more than I do could possibly find it, and a whole myriad of other positives.
 
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That sucks, but I like your attitude about it. :) Fits in with what I'm writing about at the moment.

I've been working on writing the trip report/story for one of my really landmark trips, on DOC and 4-HO-MIPT, from last August. I'm finally about 95% done, I just need to fill in some parts from the least eventful part of the day. I think I'm spent for the moment though. I am pretty beat, I was going to stay in tonight but my friend invited me to go hang out and jam at his band's band house, and I think I'm going to take him up on it. You only live once and I'd rather spend my evening engaged in music than spend it sitting at home watching episodes and compulsively browsing Bluelight. :)
 
whitefox did they at least make you a decent apple-disliking girlfriend out of that rib?

I quite like tramadol but that probably passes if I ever get a seizure from it...

The muscles on your ribs are not all that easy to train especially at home... but hopefully rowing in the gym and sawing at work and at home help me with that, that movement is supposed to be good for the serratus (a name which is funny to me considering the sawing)

My own particular Eve loves apples so a mistake was made. Mind you, my daughter is the apple of my eye!

I also like tramadol, but will never mix it with anything else, including alcohol. Had quite a bad experience on my 40th with mixing the two. Having said that, I now drink alcohol very rarely, which for an Irish man is some going! I have a fine selection of whisky and will only take the occasional glass purely for enjoyment (love a blue label once in a while).
As for the rib, to this day it is a strange sensation (it will be 13 years in march since it was whipped out). Very painful surgery, but the plus side was that I did have diamorphin for a while and it is every bit as good as people say heroin is. When I first went into hospital I collapsed at the feet of the A&E consultant. They resuscitated me and gave me diamorphin; felt like I could have got up and run a marathon!

After the op I had prescription oramorph which was also rather nice. After about three months I stopped taking it with no problems which was great.

I use the tramadol about four times a year, mainly when I have to be around the in-laws for extended periods. Thanks to the NHS (which the current government are putting under immense pressure) I get a prescription of 100 50mg tabs for the princely sum of £8.40. Plus the operation and hospital stays were completely free of course! Can't believe that the Conservative government would even consider privatising it!
 
So I fucked up hard. A friend sent me "a lot" of acid in the mail last week that his friends laid themselves, white on white family shit, the last stuff I had from them was the strongest I've ever had, and today when he messaged me to ask if I'd received it yet I realized I hadn't included my fucking apartment number in the address I gave him, and there's no management at this complex, so I just lost myself I'm sure 25-100 hits of the strongest shit I could imagine. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT UUUGGGHHHHH

It's not so big a deal on the grand scheme of things seeing as I really don't need it, the ALD-52 I have along with the other chemicals will last me awhile, and I just decided on Saturday that I really need to be going down the -DMT path anyways, LSD doesn't have anything else to show me right now, but still. Losing that much acid is hard to accept and not beat oneself up for.

Yea I'm going to have to take this as a learning opportunity to a) always double check addresses but more importantly b) not beat myself up for this. It's a lot of lost magic for myself and others but instead of making myself feel like shit and lament the fact that I lost so much, I have the opportunity to instead find peace in knowing I never needed it in the first place, someone else who needs it more than I do could possibly find it, and a whole myriad of other positives.

I have a file with my address properly USPS formatted that I copy and paste

Did dude put a legit return address on it? If not it will probably get opened eventually. I wouldnt get more shit sent to my place. Maybe its being held in the main apartment office? Go ask and say your friend sent you something and you forgot to put your apt #. If you have the nerve call USPS and try and get the addy changed/rerouted
 
No return address and there's no office in this complex, so it's either going to some mail man or the USPS trash dumps I guess.

What is everyone's thoughts on having stuff ordered to my place in the future?
 
Kaleida, I used to have panic attacks when I was a new mom almost every time my son slept. Babies can go into such a deep relaxed sleep (kinda like puppies and kittens lol!) and I was constantly leaning over him to see if he was really breathing. I got over it as time went by but I can still remember the terror. I'm pretty sure after the terror of new motherhood wore off I was just jealous of his ability to sleep like that!;)

I'm curious as to whether anyone on here has tried microdosing acid for ADD? (or for anything else for matter....)

and BTW, everyone....hi. I visit this thread whenever I find the time but rarely say hi.:)<3
 
No return address and there's no office in this complex, so it's either going to some mail man or the USPS trash dumps I guess.

What is everyone's thoughts on having stuff ordered to my place in the future?

They didnt put ANY return addres or a fake one?
When was if sent? How big are your balls/labia ? Call fhe PO and tell em your friend forgot to put your apt # if its only a few days theyvmay still have it
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Was it tracked or regular letter?
 
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Kaleida, I used to have panic attacks when I was a new mom almost every time my son slept. Babies can go into such a deep relaxed sleep (kinda like puppies and kittens lol!) and I was constantly leaning over him to see if he was really breathing. I got over it as time went by but I can still remember the terror. I'm pretty sure after the terror of new motherhood wore off I was just jealous of his ability to sleep like that!;)

I'm curious as to whether anyone on here has tried microdosing acid for ADD? (or for anything else for matter....)

and BTW, everyone....hi. I visit this thread whenever I find the time but rarely say hi.:)<3

My mom said I would start crying as soon as she moved away from the crib. I just wanted to feel a presence there. Lil dif situation.hah

Never having kids hopeefully, though I will try and help the kids no one wants

Herbie you make me happy when I see you post. To see you still being positive, helpful, and accepting. Thanks for being a (seeemingly) good person.

I never microdosed lsd for add. I have microdosed it and either felt nothing or too much. Fuck add. Im sticking with my 13 year old mushroom vision that said "Its not you thats defecit, its this world"
 
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