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Yeah I was very pleasantly surprised. I kinda expected to be let down, I just got it because it was too cheap not to, but now I'm thinking I may see if that deal is still out there and get some more. I really prefer it to any other empathogen in some ways, I can go higher with some other things but this felt absolutely benign and comfortable in every way, and it was pretty strong too. I have felt a few times today that I wanted to do more, but logic prevailed, obviously I should wait and recuperate. Even during the experience, I had no compulsive urges to redose, I did redose a lot but it was intentional. It was never because I felt compulsed or uncomfortable and wanted to get more of the feeling back or anything.
 
3-meo-pcp and ketamine combo was fun. i went to see this show and later we continued the night with my closest friends and their girlfriends. I talked really deeply with one of my best friends gf.

I gave the rest of my 3meo to a friend. There was a few hundred mgs left. I told him to save me about half of it. Time for a break!

I will see my girlfriend today, finally <3
 
Enjoy. :)

I have combined 3-MeO-PCP and MXE, the combo is really intense, very reality-shattering. I remember I did modest amounts of both at a show at a venue I am very familiar with. I was so dissociated that I didn't even know where I was, the place looked totally different, the music didn't even sound like music, it was like some infinite moment of synchronicity. Someone was talking to me for a while and it was all I could do to stand there staring... I couldn't even see them, I just knew somewhere it was happening. Had my friends not been there anything could have happened, I had no ability to care for myself at all.

Fun experience but more dissociated than I typically like to get for sure.
 
Yesterday I went to the local airshow. I volunteered with my father's church group (was weird, one of the guys was my old CCE teacher hah), and as such I was actually working as I watched the show. Their booth always borders the VIP seating area though, so I got to sell rich people 8 dollar beers (some easily spent 100 bucks at our booth) and have a front row seat essentially. They had a plethora of old and new aircraft from all over. Japanese Zeros, British Spitfires, P-41 Warhawks, TBM Divebombers, all sorts of WW2 era plains. They even had an effing Messerschmitt Me 262, which was easily my favorite. If Germany had gotten those things into production a few years earlier, the Luftwaffe would have torn up Allied bomber raids before the escort fighters would even know what had happened. There was a MiG-15 and another interesting Russian plane I can't recall the name of. It's amazing how tiny the cockpits of old planes were; even in the old bombers there's barely enough room to get to the various positions.

They had an F-35, which is was a really amazing sight to see flying at hundreds of miles an hour, far, far ahead of their engine sound. The thing is so darn futuristic looking. Truly modern warfare. They put gold in the cockpit windshield so that it can reflect radar signals and avoid detection. In past years they've had a B2 Stealth Bomber sitting for you to see, but it was always under armed guard and you couldn't really learn much about it. Unfortunately, it was MIA this year. My father worked in aerospace for many years so he loved telling me all about the aircraft while we looked at em. They had a number of bombers and other aircraft. The B52 was probably the most impressive, being so damn huge and knowing it was our method during most of the Cold War for delivering nuclear destruction to our enemies.

I got to eat a lot of free food and drink two pints of free beer, and I got into the show for free. All I had to do was volunteer for the easiest customer service type job ever. It was a real good time, airshows always make me feel real patriotic and secure and safe, knowing how superior American air power is.
 
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Wow thats pretty cool Ive never seen an airshow.. and to have your dad tell you all about stuff no less is really sweet.
I've always invariably fired countless questions about anything about anything at my dad..

Made sushi today and now back home enjoyed some homemade salsa and oven baked potato chips shaped for dipping. My project to build a plant growing habitat is coming along, I'll be erecting it shortly and should very well be done with the major part of construction next weekend when friends are visiting me from the north (or middle if you will). Just ordered arduino stuff and thin vegetative LED panels for it...

Am also waiting for a japanese saw (ryoda) to do carpentry / joinery.. I'm fascinated by japanese methods anyway on top of those blades being so great: they are very thin and sharp and you saw with pulling rather than the western pushing... very nice to make fine cuts in a controlled way, very balanced and in harmony with your breathing etc.

It's fine that I can't trip anyway next weekend, I think I am building a little tolerance, psychological at least... although I probably won't skimp out on some 3-meo-pcp or somesuch..
Friday was pretty nice on acid but a little uneventful and not so dramatic for about 270 mics. Will have to check schedule for 2 weeks from now but I do plan on progressing and pushing deeper, the therapeutic part is not the only amazing thing about it. :D

good weekends all around? :)
 
Great weekend here Solipsis, thanks for asking! That airshow sounds awesome Gravy, I'd love to attend one with someone so knowledgeable, and a dad at that.


125ug of ALD-52 was even stronger than I expected it to be after having read one tab is good for a trip. I was utterly blown away by what I experienced. I ended up dancing / hip shaking / swankily and seductively dance walking/moving around my house for at least the first five hours of the experience with amazing psychedelic downtempo stuff playing the whole time. Six sets of 45-70 minutes of music, each a complete journey. I experienced so many new things, so many archetypes, so many lessons. A bout of soul shaking and lifting laughter on my floor watching the fan create shifting circles above that was so loud I was scared I was going to have the neighbor next door knocking on my door. I finally got into my Tarot of Marseilles deck, as restored by Camoin and Jodorowsky, which was extremely powerful and significant as well as the beginning of a lifelong study. In the words of Jodorowsky, "The Tarot of Marseilles has been us for centuries." New revelations into the nature of hyperdimensional interference and the influence archonic energies have on our species as a whole and how to transcend and break free of the matrix. Realizing that I need to find a teacher or master that can show me how to use my mind and body, not just tell me what to think. Possibly dance school if nothing else so that I will learn my body yet be able to take my mind wherever I want. Mmmm so nice. Last night and today is the best I've felt in months. I've been acting like an idiot, wasting my time on useless and distracting endeavors. Now is the time to devote myself to my studies of the world, my mind, my body, and now the Tarot. What a beautiful time it is we live in when such shakers such as ALD-52 are available with the click of a button.

I see now that it had to be LSD to kick start the spiritual and social revolution of the 60's. LSD is the wake up call, the amplifier of every aspect of experience, the rainbow alarm clock. The real shadow work is to be done with -DMT molecules and other tryptamines. LSD doesn't have the meat to take me where I want to go. My next step is now a purchase of 4-AcO-DMT - I haven't experienced her in years, DPT, and possibly MPT. I am excited.


On an unrelated note. I can't decide whether I feel like inviting this girl I've had over a few times for cuddles and casual sex to my place tonight. Do I want that? I'm horny but I also don't seem to care for meaningless sex anymore, so is it worth it? I haven't had her over in a month or so so it's definitely getting to the point where if I don't have her over soon that'll be bye bye....
 
^^ Do you like her, or is it just sex for you? I'd say if you like her, go for it, otherwise, there's someone you'll be into out there. Sex is by far the best with someone you're really into.

Nice post. :) Yeah, ALD-52 is the real deal.
 
I've got weird muscle spasms in my legs when about to fall asleep. This related to 3meo or defiency of something, like potassium? to be honest its pretty scary but hopefully will go away after being sober for a few more days.
 
I've got weird muscle spasms in my legs when about to fall asleep. This related to 3meo or defiency of something, like potassium? to be honest its pretty scary but hopefully will go away after being sober for a few more days.

It's myoclonus / myoclonic jerks and it's not a huge concern itself although yeah I guess it can be sign of either some mineral imbalance but in a case like this more clearly from certain drugs. Yeah I got them from GHB, and they are common with other specific drugs as well. I guess with 3-MeO most likely from SRI action.

Awesome psy, I love Jodorowsky :) Tarot by him??

Yeah getting a bit lonely myself, I wouldn't mind something casual even though I am more the committed relationship type. Flirting and having fun is cool if you have a suitable partner but having to chase them a whole lot is definitely not something I would do for it. Casual and desperate are pretty different things and I am not wired to stoop to certain lows no matter how long its been for me.
There are pretty nice women at the academy I work for but I am having trouble reading signals... I hate the awkwardness of being the new guy having to get to know all those people, hopefully I can relax more soon.
 
^I took MDMA a week ago saturday and later on the comedown some 3-meo-pcp too and next day a lot of 3-meo. This happened after that for the first time and now last night again. Sure it's from mdma and 3meo? Good think I'm taking a break from 3meo and all drugs.
 
^^ Do you like her, or is it just sex for you? I'd say if you like her, go for it, otherwise, there's someone you'll be into out there. Sex is by far the best with someone you're really into.

Nice post. :) Yeah, ALD-52 is the real deal.

Just sex, really. She's a pretty cool girl, smokes weed and occasionally does other drugs, is really bubbly and full of laughter and joy, is pretty, has an amazing body, etc. but she just isn't internally/spiritually/emotionally aware. Which is my number one necessary criteria for someone I'm going to be into. Oh and is to a degree sexually repressed, and just not comfortable being naked. That's a big one too. Like the last time I had her over I was going down on her, which in the most humble way possible I am amazing at, and in the middle of it she just makes a joke about how pronounced her tan lines are and starts to laugh. I understand the whole varying degrees of discomfort with nakedness and sexuality present here in the US, but I'm a damn comfortable and sexual dude and looking for mind-blowing cosmically orgasmic sex, which I just don't think is possible with her :( I enjoy spending time with her besides the cuddling, trading massages, and sex though. Again, she's just not where I am. So it's a little effort having her come over, even if we both know what it's for, as I have to put more effort into the whole talking part. But it's still nice to have someone to cuddle and be intimate with seeing as I'm not even looking for a relationship as I want to be moving to Berlin in January, or June if not then. And we all know what serious relationships can do to plans like that.


Awesome psy, I love Jodorowsky :) Tarot by him??

Tarot by him, yes! He's one of my favorite famous humans, I highly respect him! He and Phillipe Camoin of the Camoin house went back and restored the true Tarot of Marseilles, spending years digging through personal collections, museums, and anywhere they could look to find what had been lost in centuries of copying, sub-par printing, and intentional changing from various sources. Here is the restored deck: https://en.camoin.com/tarot/Tarot-Marseilles-Camoin-Jodorowsky.html It can be purchased on Amazon. Jodorowsky also wrote a huge book on Tarot with Marianna Costa that is fantastic that I've been reading as well. As far as I can tell it's Jodorowsky's highest calling, the studying of the Tarot.
 
I've got weird muscle spasms in my legs when about to fall asleep. This related to 3meo or defiency of something, like potassium? to be honest its pretty scary but hopefully will go away after being sober for a few more days.

My girlfriend gets those every time she's falling asleep, sometimes quite strongly. It seems to be her hips that twitch, or sometimes her legs, sometimes pretty violently. She hardly does any drugs either, she smokes weed sometimes, doesn't drink anymore because it rips up her stomach, and she's had mushrooms a few times and MDMA a few times, that's it. Actually my ex-wife would twitch as she was falling asleep too.

I was going down on her, which in the most humble way possible I am amazing at

Haha, me too. My girlfriend didn't even like guys going down on her when we met, I guess she'd never been with anyone who did it well. For her it wasn't a body image thing though as she's really comfortable with her body (she did nude art modeling for a few years, there's a bunch of naked sketches of her out there).

Sounds pretty harmless honestly, especially if you enjoy spending time with her anyway. As long as she's not looking for something more and you'd hurt her by continuing to hang out with her. I've never had a chance to randomly hook up with anyone since I met my ex when we were 18, split up at 30, and the next person I managed to have sex with was my girlfriend, but my girl had some guys she just hung out with with no intention of it going further between her previous serious boyfriend and me, she enjoyed their company and wanted to have sex with someone, no harm was done.
 
but she just isn't internally/spiritually/emotionally aware. Which is my number one necessary criteria for someone I'm going to be into.
Honestly, I've met a number of guys who use this as an excuse to not like a girl they're into, and I don't really get it. My girlfriend of 7 years is an atheist because her life circumstances have led her down that avenue; me, I'm something else, I dunno... hate labels when it comes to spirituality. I guess some people might say I'm 'awake'. I never let it interfere with my relationship though. I empathize with why my girlfriend is spiritually repressed and I respect that. She can't see past all the nastiness in the world and as such can't believe there to be a higher meaning to life. Me, I see all the beauty usually... the way I see it, we're two halves of the same whole, we complete each other. She's my rational side and I'm her emotional/spiritual side.

I don't know your exact situation with this girl psy, and I'm not trying to say that you're view is wrong; simply that I would be wary of letting a difference in spiritual outlook conflict with a truly good emotional connection. Being that you're moving though, I can definitely understand why you would remain distant.

Also I would love casual sex; though, I've literally never had it, on a general scale women don't want me. So when I hear guys being all, "Oh, I don't need/want casual sex, it's meaningless," it almost upsets my stomach with jealousy and distaste for their not having to live in the sexual hell I live in. I get laid multiple days a week and it is not enough. I want sex 24/7. At least 50% of young women I pass in the street I rubber-neck to check out their rears. I want casual sex more than almost anything in life, and yet I have lived without it and always will.

Just wanted to give you my perspective on the subject. I bare some strong emotions in regards to sex and love.
 
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I just tossed the needles i had. Im officially on suboxone now. I just got into a huge fight about it with my dad. Shit like this makes me wonder why i bother trying tonget clean cause nothing changes even when I do.
 
Has anyone seen my bike?No but really I lost a really nice bike lock the other day, moral of the story don't ride around while blacked out on benzos with your bike lock hanging unsecured to your handlebars.
 
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I just tossed the needles i had. Im officially on suboxone now. I just got into a huge fight about it with my dad. Shit like this makes me wonder why i bother trying tonget clean cause nothing changes even when I do.

Good job, man. Just do it for you. Work on yourself and shit gets better, you become less affected by the shit around you and you attract good things. Sounds like you have some good things now, try to focus on them.
 
Xork yeah I was just scared about the twitching because I've never had anything like that before. My mother has a neurological disorder which could have symptoms like that so I was worried.

Wonder how life will be without 3meo, this year has been smooth sailing. Winter is coming and it's so dark here. First snow soon.
 
I'm not even looking for a relationship as I want to be moving to Berlin in January, or June if not then. And we all know what serious relationships can do to plans like that.

Berlin is a wonderful city and cheap by European standards. I'm a big fan of Germany where they seem to have their priorities in a more sensible place, i.e. Not wasting huge chunks of their salary on expensive property.
FWIW, I got together with the woman who is now my wife literally a week before I departed to work in the US for 2.5 years, so it doesn't always scupper plans. Mind you, you know if she's the right one anyway!
BTW, empty your inbox again!
 
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