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In two hours I'll be seeing the one and only Nicolas Jaar and I could not be more excited :D It's a bit of a shitty circumstance seeing as A) it's at a rather shitty venue for dance music ie. not great sound system, not great space, etc. and B) either him or his management decided that he's only playing a one hour live set, and the hour before that putting on some kind of playlist/mixtape? (the promoters aren't even sure yet, but apparently that's what happened last night in Houston) so it's not like he'll even be able to really show off his skills, but oh well! It is what it is. It's disappointing but I'm sure I'll be able to catch a three or four hour set from him at some point in Europe, and he'll only be getting better :)

https://soundcloud.com/otherpeoplerecords/csp06-nicolas-jaar-essential
 
xammy said:
Carbon Based Lifeforms is one of my favorites. I remember holing to the album World of Sleepers when I started experimenting with MXE and finally holed for the first time. I think I also listened it when I took DXM for the first time, 600mg or something.
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Haha, that's wild. World of Sleepers was the soundtrack to my most intense DXM trip (second or third time taking it). It's perfect dissociative music. <3
 
My god.... Nicolas Jaar KILLED it. He played 30 minutes past when he was supposed to, thank god, and it was unreaaaalllll. I'm on such a high right now. Vyvanse earlier today, a few small bumps of 3-meo-pcp before the show, and cocaine for the show. What a night,

Everyone check out this song: https://soundcloud.com/animal-rec/bloum-welcome-to-the-light

That soundcloud account, Animal Records, is my sister's best friend's boyfriend's label and everything they release is amazing. Based in Paris, their whole thing is pairing fresh music with fresh food. The main AR guy is Anto, Antonin, and he is an amazing chef. Animal Kitchen is the related food project.

Shit, I am feeling so good right now. There's no way I can fall asleep and I have class in nine hours. Eeeeeeee it may be keyboard practice time. I wish I had some bud right now. What an amazing night. My jaw is straight locked still.

Thank you all for everything you contribute to this forum, I feel so blessed to be a part of this community <3
 
I have never tried kratom or seen it. I just saw an almost empty bag of it yesterday for the first time. It's very rare here. What's it like?

I think I holed on 3-MeO-PCP yesternight at my friends place. I could feel the energy vibrating. It was an intense night. My friends' brother had ordered a gram of 3meo, it looked just like my 3meo but could've been a different batch. Anyway I was really high man.

Synchronicity happened, my friend put on some Carbon Based Lifeforms. It was amazing. <3

My friend is depressed and I just read about ketamine and depression (Hydroxynorketamine metabolite and mTOR) and my another friend just scored some. I will give some to him, to my girlfriend and maybe take one K-hole myself. Maybe combine it with 3-meo-pcp, anyone did that here?


“We accept the love we think we deserve.”


― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
 
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Kratom is opiate-like, it hits delta and mu opiate receptors, but also some others, dopamine I believe. Mitragynine and 7-HO-mitragynine, the main alkaloids in it and they are really structurally similar to tryptamines. For people who aren't opiate-tolerant, it produces really nice effects. It was what I was primarily using the first 7 years of my opiate addiction, and my early experiences with it were my best opiate experiences of my life.

Hope everyone's doing well. I feel kinda weird today, just down. My usual time of the year to feel down is right about now, as it really shifts into Fall and starts quickly getting dark earlier. It coincides with right when my girlfriend leaves for 2+ months too. She's been gone over a week and I really miss her. :\
 
I'm doing well enough, my work week starts today so I'm just kind of alert but relaxed right now. Thinking quite a lot about psychedelics as I often do.

I like the fall. :) But I understand where you're coming from. Summers here are just too muggy for me though, I always welcome the change.

Sucks about your girlfriend too. :\ I remember you saying that already but that's still quite a long time for her to go away.... Hopefully you're able to make the most of it and the time will just fly by!

psy997 said:
Everyone check out this song: https://soundcloud.com/animal-rec/bloum-welcome-to-the-light
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Pretty chill, and sounds like an awesome night. :)

Amphetamine and 3-MeO-PCP and cocaine? That's way too much stimulation for me, but I'm glad you enjoyed it haha.
 
Yeah I like Fall itself, but my body and mind react pretty strongly when the amount of light reduces. In addition to less light, winter is my least favorite season and Fall means winter is near. Generally after a couple of weeks I adjust and it's fine. But yeah, normally my routine is, I spend about 3 nights a week playing music with my friends, and the rest of the nights I hang out with my girlfriend. Now I have like half the week to spend alone at home and without other things to distract me I miss her. I value the alone time too but honestly I have never needed a lot of alone time, I like being around people I love, it charges me up. I tend to hang out with friends more often when she's gone, but there are still plenty of nights I don't and my mind tends to go to a sort of flat or sad place because of it. It's also easier to be bored. I am going to try to take this opportunity to spend that time investigating new things. Reading is always a great go-to, but I devour books so I have to pace myself.
 
Now my stupid brain is annoying me... I was chatting with my girlfriend on texts yesterday and then went to do something else for a while, and later I sent her some more stuff... no reply. That's no big deal, the Internet there (on a trim farm in Cali way out in the middle of nowhere) can be spotty. But today still nothing. Obviously the most likely case is the Internet is down for a while, but last night I had a brief dream that she got sick out there and no one knew what to do (which would probably the case, a bunch of near-constant stoners with little common sense except for her). Before she left we were talking about meningitis, and how she never got the vaccine for it (she has gotten very few vaccines due to her hippie upbringing). Yesterday she was talking about how she might be getting sick because her throat relatively quickly started to hurt a lot. She was also talking about how there are mountain lions around and she is a tiny little 100 pound girl who's really short. So now all my mind can think about is that she got meningitis and died overnight, or got some other intense sickness, or attacked by a mountain lion. It's not that I really think that's what happened, it's just that my brain is nagging me with this worry and it's going to keep doing it until I hear from her. I'm not even sure if they would think to contact me if something DID happen. They're 2 hours away from the nearest hospital, with no land line phones.

I tend to get nervous about people I really care about when I have no way of knowing what's going on. It's annoying...
 
My girlfriend is coming to get me. I cant wait. I really like spending time with her. Im so glad im going on subs. I dont want her seeing me strung out. It would break her heart. Shes so awesome. Weve been spending a lot of time together. She is very supportive and emotionally she really cares about me. I really care about her too. Her last boyfriend used to hit her and abuse her. I feel so bad for her. She said she feels safe with me and that she knows that I would protect her from anything. I wasnt comfortable talking about sex with her for a while. The first time we had sex was after she had told me she was ready to start having sex. I wanted to wait and she respected that and she was impresed that i wasnt trying to get in her pants as quickly as possible. I cant wait to cuddle with her when we get to her house. Shes very unique and shes her own woman. Im so glad i met her. We met on Okcupid, she messaged me first causd she saw that i like to read and shes into writing.
She also thinks that i am sexy which makes me feel good about myself. I try to make her happy as much as i can. Her dad said mean and hurtful things to her last week and it really bothered her so she called me and we talked and i made her feel better. She has been through a lot.
I think me and her are perfect for each other
I still love my ex, the one on here but she changed. She made me cry last time i tried talking to her by saying very hurtful things to me about me and my new girlfriend when all i wanted was advice about how to deal with my new girlfriend so i wouldnt drive her away from me (this was before we got together fornally).
I really am falling for my new girlfriend and we just met less than a month ago. She really is the good in my life. She makes me feel genuinely happy without drugs. I havent felt tbe way i do about/around her since i first met my ex.
 
^^ That's amazing man, I'm so glad for you. <3 It sounds like you have a good thing going. I met my girlfriend on OK Cupid too, it really can be a great thing, I think my girlfriend and I are perfect for each other too. We've been going for over 2 years now and it's better than ever. Not even a hint of a fight or anything, it's about as perfect as I can imagine a relationship being.

Well my girl responded, I'm feeling a significant amount of relief now. I'm glad I can go on with my day without being preoccupied. All the BL deaths recently plus just getting older have made me realize how fragile life is and it's hard not to go there. I think I'm a little traumatized about it honestly. It's like, god, people die all the time, how can I not worry about it? Especially when she's thousands of miles away, with no one who knows how to contact me. I was just imagining her getting ambushed by a mountain lion and dragged off somewhere and no one being able to find her and no one being able to contact me or her dad because her phone was with her.

It's only been a little over a week too, out of 2 months or more. :\
 
wow chill guys <3 you see what love can do?! it's divine

Xorkoth said:
^^ That's amazing man, I'm so glad for you. <3 It sounds like you have a good thing going. I met my girlfriend on OK Cupid too, it really can be a great thing, I think my girlfriend and I are perfect for each other too. We've been going for over 2 years now and it's better than ever. Not even a hint of a fight or anything, it's about as perfect as I can imagine a relationship being.

Well my girl responded, I'm feeling a significant amount of relief now. I'm glad I can go on with my day without being preoccupied. All the BL deaths recently plus just getting older have made me realize how fragile life is and it's hard not to go there. I think I'm a little traumatized about it honestly. It's like, god, people die all the time, how can I not worry about it? Especially when she's thousands of miles away, with no one who knows how to contact me. I was just imagining her getting ambushed by a mountain lion and dragged off somewhere and no one being able to find her and no one being able to contact me or her dad because her phone was with her.

It's only been a little over a week too, out of 2 months or more. :\
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Yeah I'm really worried about my girlfriend too if I don't hear from her for a while. Its natural but sometimes I could just learn to relax. We have a motto here in our group of friends, it's something like "everything will be fine" :). Glad that everything worked out!

She is thinking about moving to the city where I live, that would be great. She doesn't live too far, about an hour and a half drive from here but even a few days away from her feels too long.
 
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Certain stuff might be better taken to PMs honestly.

I dropped by my friend's house and I wasn't going to do any drugs today, but I ended up doing a moderate bump of 3-MeO. Got dissociated for a minute but now I'm back home, appreciating the plateau stage. I feel peaceful, gonna just Bluelight around and make some food, and probably watch a documentary or some episodes, and get a good night's sleep. :)

I just remembered a dream I had last night, it was really strange. When I was age 3 to 5, I had a "girlfriend". We went to the same church and our families were active and also family friends so we saw each other a lot. I remember wrestling with her and being like, hmm, this is nice, not sure why but I like it. We, in the infinite wisdom of childhood, decided we were going to grow up, get married and have 10 kids, 5 girls and 5 boys. We had names for them all too, I don't remember them though. Anyway, in this dream, me and her started dating, but as adults. It was quite a vivid dream, I remember the feeling of it being so crazy that we'd "dated" as little kids and then started again as adults. It was kind of shy and awkward at first but it was really sweet too. We lived in this huge, falling-apart house, that had 2 separate basement entrances, but the basements were actually 2 entirely separate and different cavern systems that led to hundreds of different exits in all sorts of places. The feeling of the house and caverns reminded me really strongly in some indescribable way of my ibogaine dreams.

The subconsciousness is weird. =D
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah I like Fall itself, but my body and mind react pretty strongly when the amount of light reduces. In addition to less light, winter is my least favorite season and Fall means winter is near. Generally after a couple of weeks I adjust and it's fine. But yeah, normally my routine is, I spend about 3 nights a week playing music with my friends, and the rest of the nights I hang out with my girlfriend. Now I have like half the week to spend alone at home and without other things to distract me I miss her. I value the alone time too but honestly I have never needed a lot of alone time, I like being around people I love, it charges me up. I tend to hang out with friends more often when she's gone, but there are still plenty of nights I don't and my mind tends to go to a sort of flat or sad place because of it. It's also easier to be bored. I am going to try to take this opportunity to spend that time investigating new things. Reading is always a great go-to, but I devour books so I have to pace myself.
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Heh, we must be at opposite ends of some of the sliding scales of humanity. I'm not sure if I really have a favorite or least favorite season these days, but when I was younger winter was always my favorite season. I also have alone time as a pretty high priority and generally will get stressed out easily if I don't have a lot of it, even though I enjoy hanging out with others too. Apparently I inherited this from my father, as my mother will every so often joke that he would never leave the house again if she didn't make him, and I guess we're both similarly anxious at parties even though we're very fluent and talkative when there are only one or two other people there. Posting on forums doesn't feel like it cuts into my alone time though, which is nice.... Definitely one of the reasons I'm drawn to places like this.

Well, I hope you manage to find something to keep yourself busy. :) There's certainly a lot out there in the world to find or do, if you just look hard enough.... I'm sure you'll figure something out!

Xorkoth said:
Now my stupid brain is annoying me... I was chatting with my girlfriend on texts yesterday and then went to do something else for a while, and later I sent her some more stuff... no reply. That's no big deal, the Internet there (on a trim farm in Cali way out in the middle of nowhere) can be spotty. But today still nothing. Obviously the most likely case is the Internet is down for a while, but last night I had a brief dream that she got sick out there and no one knew what to do (which would probably the case, a bunch of near-constant stoners with little common sense except for her). Before she left we were talking about meningitis, and how she never got the vaccine for it (she has gotten very few vaccines due to her hippie upbringing). Yesterday she was talking about how she might be getting sick because her throat relatively quickly started to hurt a lot. She was also talking about how there are mountain lions around and she is a tiny little 100 pound girl who's really short. So now all my mind can think about is that she got meningitis and died overnight, or got some other intense sickness, or attacked by a mountain lion. It's not that I really think that's what happened, it's just that my brain is nagging me with this worry and it's going to keep doing it until I hear from her. I'm not even sure if they would think to contact me if something DID happen. They're 2 hours away from the nearest hospital, with no land line phones.

I tend to get nervous about people I really care about when I have no way of knowing what's going on. It's annoying...
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On the plus side though, maybe the lion will get meningitis too as a result...?

If you listen to your brain it will drive you insane lol. I've been in two long-distance relationships and this aspect of them was absolutely horrendous. It was so bad that despite that good things I did get out of those experiences after the second one ended I vowed to never begin a third no matter how perfect I thought the person was for me. You're lucky in that you only have to wait a certain amount of time, but that's still a lot of time to go crazy in.... Do yourself a favor now and just tell your brain to shut it. ;)

Xorkoth said:
I just remembered a dream I had last night, it was really strange. When I was age 3 to 5, I had a "girlfriend". We went to the same church and our families were active and also family friends so we saw each other a lot. I remember wrestling with her and being like, hmm, this is nice, not sure why but I like it. We, in the infinite wisdom of childhood, decided we were going to grow up, get married and have 10 kids, 5 girls and 5 boys. We had names for them all too, I don't remember them though. Anyway, in this dream, me and her started dating, but as adults. It was quite a vivid dream, I remember the feeling of it being so crazy that we'd "dated" as little kids and then started again as adults. It was kind of shy and awkward at first but it was really sweet too. We lived in this huge, falling-apart house, that had 2 separate basement entrances, but the basements were actually 2 entirely separate and different cavern systems that led to hundreds of different exits in all sorts of places. The feeling of the house and caverns reminded me really strongly in some indescribable way of my ibogaine dreams.

The subconsciousness is weird. =D
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Triple quote! That's really funny, starts out sweet enough but takes kinds of an odd turn at the end there haha. I really love dream architecture, gets a kick out of me pretty much every time!
 
xammy said:
Bagseed lol I love Tycho :)
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mah man :D. if you ever happen to be in Austria, hit me up ;)

my day so far is busy, but not stressful. went to uni for a lecture, stayed there to study and hang out afterwards, now I'm home, cleaned my appartement and made some bread which will be pretty dope i believe. also more studying. need to finish that degree before the sun will stop shining, to be honest ;)
 
Yeah I'm from Finland. No I haven't been in Austria yet... Have you seen the movie Before Sunrise?

Have you been to Finland? Has anyone here really? :D
 
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