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2 of my friends have also had deep experiences with 3meo lately. we are living interesting times
 
Yes, yes we are. I spent a while contemplating everything you've been experiencing with 3-MeO lately actually, xammy. Imagining what it would be like finding a new love on it, doing it with her, etc. etc. I can imagine, but it's hard to imagine it being real.

I'm really happy to have found the essence of this one. Yet now it's just another chemical my wallet has to supply me with :D

P.S. does anyone here listen to Anderson .Paak? I haven't been heavily into hip-hop/rap in quite some years but the other week when a friend was visiting she played a lot of his stuff and I haven't been able to stop listening since. He's absolutely brilliant and I can't get enough. Check out his newest album Malibu, start from the beginning.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXdW0g6jAxE - first track off Malibu, The Bird

It's such a magical combination of jazz, blues, funk, and hip-hop and man does he have an incredible voice.
 
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^Yeah it took a while to actually believe it myself, especially the falling in love part. It felt like a dream, still feels a little.

Btw this new Asus laptop I bought is amazing. It will motivate me to study even harder!
 
I live in vero beach I think Im about to see some seriously bad times.

Yeah man, good luck. That's some fucked up shit. <3

hey y'all, its been a while! missed you guys lol

In early july I had two intense blackout experiences while I was in the midst of a pretty bad depression, one from 3meoPCP, the next from alcohol. After the second blackout my family sent me to rehab and I've been clean since july 5th. I have been going to a lot of meetings and joined a few sober groups and they're pretty chill.

anyways, I recently got accepted to do the Zendo project at YOUtopia. YOUtopia is a burn in southern california at the La Jolla Indian Reservation Campgrounds, and Zendo is a psychedelic harm reduction group that pretty much provides therapy and assistance to those having a difficult time on a psychedelic drug. I'm going by myself, and I'm probably going to end up taking either a half a hit of LSD or a dose of MDMA. I see very little that could go wrong considering if I start feeling nervous I can just go to the Zendo tent and let them chill me out. I also have a small ration of etizolam that my family never realized was a drug because it was disguised as E-cig juice. So yea, I'm hoping to have a pretty spiritual/emotional/ego-softening experience. A big part of the whole AA thing is spirituality and I've had a hard time getting fully on board with it because psychedelics used to be how I got spiritual.

Lately I've felt very out of touch with my emotions and literally can't seem to find anything that can make me cry (I even got to the point that I prayed to god to help me cry). This could be because I've been working out a lot since I got clean and apparently increasing your testosterone levels has a number of effects on your mind, including reducing empathy to a certain extent. I kinda feel like getting accepted to do the Zendo project is the answer to my prayer in some way or another. It kinda sucks having to tell all the sober people I've been spending time with that I'm going because they all think that if I do relapse I'm going to go crazy and do a ton of drugs and not come back to the sober group afterwards.

anyways, I don't wanna end up taking LSD and feeling all guilty that I took a drug, and I figured you guys would definitely support my decision lol. Either way I know i'm gonna have a ton of fun, and hopefully I'll prevent someone from having a bad trip because that would be an amazing feeling.

Wow man, I was wondering where you'd been. I did think it seemed like you were taking too many drugs, like I was back in 2006-2008... I never went to rehab but still. Glad you're getting on an even keel. :) Drugs can have a place in a healthy human life but it has to be done purposely and with self-control.
 
I'm going to see Beats Antique at the end of the month with my little brother! I'm pretty sure it's his first live concert ever. I'm trying to decide what sort of better living through chemistry I'll engage in for the show... My bro is 21, so it's not like I have to babysit him, but I want to make sure he doesn't end up babysitting *me* so nothing too too crazy. I'll probably either go with low-ish dose 2CB, or just a good old fashioned roll.

We found a food truck here in Austin that serves some pretty legit NE style lobster rolls. Om nom n-ohmygod so good.
 
Do you ever take drugs with your brother? I always wonder how it would be to trip with a family member. If I ever have children I would definitely trip some day with my son/daughter.
 
I'm going to see Beats Antique at the end of the month with my little brother! I'm pretty sure it's his first live concert ever. I'm trying to decide what sort of better living through chemistry I'll engage in for the show... My bro is 21, so it's not like I have to babysit him, but I want to make sure he doesn't end up babysitting *me* so nothing too too crazy. I'll probably either go with low-ish dose 2CB, or just a good old fashioned roll.

We found a food truck here in Austin that serves some pretty legit NE style lobster rolls. Om nom n-ohmygod so good.

You're in Austin? And Beats Antique too?!? Shit dude I may just have to go, I've been wanting to see them forever! We should totally meet up if so :D

Do you ever take drugs with your brother? I always wonder how it would be to trip with a family member. If I ever have children I would definitely trip some day with my son/daughter.

I've rolled with my sister three times now, and smoked weed together a couple. It's pretty wild, I love love love it.
 
I can't imagine any situation in which my sister would ever even use a drug. Guess I'll never get that experience.

My best friend and his brother I've tripped with many times. I think there's something more to having a male sibling. I always wanted a brother when I was a kid. Would still be cool :|
 
I've tripped with my brother, we took AL-LAD and I think it was my breakthrough psychedelic experience. I took 450µg with A LOT of cannabis. It was his first psychedelic experience.
 
I used to smoke cannabis with my parents every single day of my life, and still do often. I've also smoked with aunts, uncles, cousins, in-laws, the distant relatives you only see once a decade.... I have a big family and pretty much any time enough of them get together in any direction you're bound to get high.

Other drugs are not as common. I have tripped (openly) around my immediate family multiple times though, and I've given my father a few different novel psychedelics over the years. We haven't tripped together, but mostly because we both prefer the heavy, introspective experiences, where being social is better after than during. We talk about the kinds of things people talk about on psychedelics all the time anyway so it's not really necessary.

Interestingly, I had never touched an illicit substance nor knew nor cared if my parents had before I turned 18, so I went from living a totally drug-free existence to this crazy situation.
 
Cheers, I've given my father shrooms, nitrous and MDMA too - none of which really worked that well for him; weakly or weirdly. He has experience with LSD, and I did my first acid trip ever with him tripsitting me. I had synaesthesia, he drove me around when the sun set..
<3

Just dissolved some co-enzyme Q10 in molten cocoa fat and divided into ice cube trays. Much cheaper than in supplement form that way.. :)
 
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Glad to see I'm not alone. :) How odd that none of those really worked for him! I also gave my father his first MDMA and nitrous experiences and he very much enjoyed both of them. I also gave him DMT for the first time and he instantly fell in love, he's been wanting more ever since then. That sounds awesome about your first acid trip too. :) I can somewhat relate to that as well. It was my first experience on blotter, and it was sold to me as LSD, but in retrospect I think it might have been DOC, or at least one of that family. It was the most intense experience of my life until then and I spent almost the whole thing alone in my room overnight, but when I emerged in the morning and told him what had happened he rolled me a thick joint and we watched old movies as I slowly came down and it all just sank in. Interestingly, his first ever trip was also on an amphetamine sold as LSD, but it was DOM.

That ice cube tray trick actually sounds pretty awesome lol. Makes me want to do something similar with my health supplements, I'd probably be more motivated to take them.
 
He has experience with LSD, and I did my first acid trip ever with him tripsitting me. I had synaesthesia, he drove me around when the sun set..

This made me pretty jealous haha ! Sounds awesome.

I've thought many times of giving LSD to my father, but I don't think he would be open to the experience. I think of it a gesture of love, but I'm sure he won't understand it that way haha... Many conversations would be needed beforehand. Sadly I don't see him very often.

Edit: For some reason, when I was trying to post this, the post appeared cropped, unless I deleted the heart from the quote. When I deleted it the whole post showed. BL is weird sometimes.
 
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My sister and my brother won't even touch alcohol, normally I'd say that's a good thing but they're both so fucking uptight about everything. My sister isn't as bad as my brother though, he's become a real prick to everyone in his adult life like he's ashamed of the entire family. My mother and I have smoked pot together once and gotten drunk together plenty of times, I don't like getting drunk with her anymore though because she feels guilty about a bunch of shit and always starts crying around the 8th or 9th shot when she starts to black out (she doesn't know when to quit). My step dad is a drunk too but he's a fun drunk and we get a long good, he loves to smoke with me as well, my only issue with him is he likes to rant about Jesus too much. I don't mind Jesus I just don't want to hear the stories for the 100th time and my Step Dad is one of those loud drunks that yells if he doesn't have your full attention.

My Dad gave up everything but alcohol for his job years and years ago but he's been counting down the days until retirement for a few years now. I can't wait to start toking with him on the regular since he's really the only parent I'm close to. We're just a like and all of that, I notice it more and more every time I'm around him. A few months back I did a double take on him because a group of people were discussing cocaine and he just randomly mentioned that he "always liked M-D better". I didn't want to say anything at first but finally spoke up and said I did too. No one else even knew wtf we were talking about. My Dad was a pretty heavy user/dealer and grower back in his day so he did most everything, we have plans to take LSD together the day he finally retires. He never really gave a shit about my drug use when I was growing up until I finally started messing around with pain pills. He caught me with my nose in an ounce of pot when I was 15 and told me as long as I only carried around a few joints worth and left the big bag at home he didn't care. Shocked me considering he issued regular beatings for minor things.

I'm pretty open about what I do with my immediate family. I figure if I'm tripping or fucked up at a family gathering there isn't much point in lying about it. The only time I will is when the little cousins are in ear shot.
 
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Trying to play chess whilst hallucinating is interesting.

I like how you said "trying to play", rather than just "playing". ;)

Apparently chess while tripping is a thing. Steve Jobs used to play Kriegspiel (a blind-chess of sorts) with his friend Daniel Kottke while tripping on LSD, according to his biography.

I've given my father a few different novel psychedelics over the years. We haven't tripped together, but mostly because we both prefer the heavy, introspective experiences, where being social is better after than during. We talk about the kinds of things people talk about on psychedelics all the time anyway so it's not really necessary.

Wow. I wish I had your dad. :D

I'm hoping I can lure my sister into tripping with me someday. My younger one, that is; my older one is hopelessly terrified of the whole idea. We have had awesome conversations when she was hanging around (sober) while I was tripping.
 
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Do you ever take drugs with your brother? I always wonder how it would be to trip with a family member. If I ever have children I would definitely trip some day with my son/daughter.

I used to wonder this too (my family are largely quite straight) - but i first took a fairly low dose of mushrooms with an older cousin of mine whilst watching the Pixies when they first reformed in 2006ish.
It was pretty magical.
 
Trying to play chess whilst hallucinating is interesting.

I think I am a bishop. If I was a chess piece. Never head first, sneaking laterally. My chess partner is a rook, straight to the point.

Who wants to play.

No way bro, you're a king! Don't be fooled by how cool some of your players are. You can only ever be the kind unless you aren't play imo.
 
I can't imagine any situation in which my sister would ever even use a drug. Guess I'll never get that experience.

My best friend and his brother I've tripped with many times. I think there's something more to having a male sibling. I always wanted a brother when I was a kid. Would still be cool :|

I have a brother, he's 7 and a half years younger than me but he's really smart and he was the coolest little kid ever, we've been really close his whole life. There is something special about it, just because in general you'll have more in common, you both experience growing up into a man which is something you want to have someone to relate to. Particularly I was there first in every stage with enough time to have some perspective about it, so he could come to me about anything. I remember when I was 17/18, I got caught smoking and drinking by my parents, and eventually my brother found out and he was traumatized. The worst time was when we were at a family wedding, I was 19, and my cousin (who is pretty douchy a lot of the time) came over and started loudly talking about drugs and sex, right in front of my brother. He was like, "yo, you got a girlfriend now? You guys FUCK ALL THE TIME or what? Does she like to smoke WEED with you? Do you guys ever fuck WHILE SMOKING WEED?" and shit like that. My brother practically went white and he got up and left, later my mom came to me furious because he had gone to her crying and saying he was worried about me. She thought I was being careless around him, but it was totally my cousin, really pissed me off.

Anyway, fast-forward to after college, I had moved far away so I didn't see my family nearly as much. I was 23 and he was 16. I had heard he got busted by my parents for alcohol, and when I came to visit one time, we went to a gathering and my brother hits the pipe! He told me he smokes now, and he's sorry for freaking out when he was younger. It was an awesome moment. :) He tried mushrooms once while drunk and didn't really trip, he was always curious and said he would only want to trip with me if he did it (I told him all about my adventures and Bluelight and stuff), but it never happened and now he has a high-stress career job and he still smokes and drinks but he basically doesn't alter his mind much, I don't think he wants to try anymore, I think he considers that part of his life over. It's a bummer because I really wanted to trip with him.

I used to smoke cannabis with my parents every single day of my life, and still do often. I've also smoked with aunts, uncles, cousins, in-laws, the distant relatives you only see once a decade.... I have a big family and pretty much any time enough of them get together in any direction you're bound to get high.

That's really cool... my parents revealed to me when I first got caught smoking by them that they used to do it in college. My dad liked it, and did it at parties and stuff, but my mom said she tried it a few times and didn't like it because it hurt her throat (smoking shitty 70s weed in joints) and it made her feel out of control. They eventually didn't really care much about me doing it, after I got older... they weren't thrilled but they accepted it, their concern was only that I would get in trouble. Then my opiate addiction caught up to me and they found out about all that, and it scared them so bad... nowadays my mom again accepts the weed but I think it really freaks my dad out, he thought I should quit all drugs (except alcohol he doesn't care about, of course 8)). He got his medical marijuana card at me and my siblings' urgings for the past year (he has ALS), but he doesn't want the kind with THC, he just wants CBD oil, which is good, but it definitely means I won't be getting high with my dad, and I can't imagine my mom ever will either.

On the other hand I have 2 uncles I've gotten high with, and a few cousins too. That's been fun. :) Oh, and my sister of course, my sister was straight-edge in high school and mostly through college too, but then after that she turned into a party animal for a while, she was so much fun to party with. Now she's married with a career job and doesn't really drink too much usually (although she'll still get drunk with us at family parties), and doesn't smoke anymore, but she's not against it at all.
 
Good shit SKL, really good.

Thanks everyone for the positive feedback.

I'm working on my flow but my actually try to record this

Metrically it needs some revision but basically this will be the whole song

Never recorded a rap before but I'm not all that bad, just for kicks I've battled some people irl, I'm not particularly talented but maybe it could be something

Xorkoth and other musicians in this thread you have a very different style this basically requires a minimalist hard-core hip-hop beat but I wonder …

Call it A Lot Story Part I

NSFW:
I get up in here and I flow first
Got six three five seven rounds but one will make your head burst
And what's worse — you're not even capable
If I run outta rounds I'll grab a tool box and staple ya
You're a base head, B, I'm a lyrical animal
Catch the lyrics out your throat then rip in like a cannibal
Yeah, I'm eating flesh raw, I'll throw up somethin to test y'all
Step up to this here rap battle
Or are you a snitch bitch a rat and a tattle
I'll never see eye / to eye / with a CI
A rat is a rodent is a cheese eating mammal
Recall when I was just a redneck gun thug in flannel
Round back in '99 when Purdue came out
with the O.G. O.C. blue 8 0 it was lights out
Run up behind a CVS, clip the phone lines flip the breaker
Run up inside with a flashlight a four five and take ya
pick of the pharmies that the store was holdin for ya
then shit was a joke flash your piece they was foldin to ya
Like you held a trump card that's made out of lead
Twenty thirty a job and that was mine till the Dead
Went back on the road in 0-4, I was graduatin college
But in my mind's eye all I saw was criminal knowledge
Less than a year later's when I bought my first gram
radio opaque vac packed from Rotterdam
And by then the west coast kids knew who I am
They said my shit wasn't shit and headiness flows east
Like the Good Book says, the greatest shall be least
Peace and love was the trope till I had to choke throats
Meanwhile my crew stayed smokin hard and bangin dope
Mini fourteen and a Mossberg in the tour truck undercarriage
Have your parents send a funeral wreath before flowers to your marriage
Message received, peace, West, East, we were relieved
And shit went well, so well that I laid low
Had enough stacks that I decided to go
Straight, further my education, but —
While on vacation still selling elation
By the gram pack print strip or single hit
Had kids on every level and my shit was always lit
While I chilled back stage or in a luxury hotel
No tents, beyond that, beyond meeting in motels
Beyond guns, beyond thuggin, beyond all that bullshit
It became abstract shit, became figures and profit
I graduated, passed boards, internship
And then don't you know / got dragged back by the bullshit
First the next group of stick up kids came and relieved me
Of so much cash and product,.numbers you wouldn't believe me
And then like plague behind war came L-E
Scooped up my L-Ts but somehow they left me
I thanked God I was free but was wholly alone
Just my straight job, some cash and a burner phone
So I moved down to the city, without a single friend
And that's where the next chapter"s set to begin
On the bus down state with all that belonged to me
Head full of acid and Dead, dreaming manic ontology
Got hooked up early, mad professor, creating in his lab
And hooked in early to the scene limos models ego trip shit's fly — fab

By then the first gen was already off of the net
Regards to the bees the clean the whole set
We was on some new shit now, drugs were obscurantic
But I was still running kids at shows for sick dough like frantic
Shout out to deemster teamsters, we delivered it east
And shout out to camp A, fast Eddie's a beast
It was prop nine time and mathematics was changin
Like factories going down we outsourced to the Asians
And one life to live free if you dig me but soon again knock, knock, knock, it's LE
Goon squad was back to snatch up my professor
He claimed what was his yeah, he was a confessor
But no snitch was he so so far it was safe for me
But thinking long term, I faced hard decisions
Even if a dozen kids still were making proportions
It was turn State's, go home, or become unfree
So I packed a bag and went home to this chick I'd known
Savvy, smart and like me with a business that's grown
But keeping up appearances was killing my profits
Stop, said the voice behind me head like deaths prophets
We had a few good runs, yeah, me and the new crew
But we ran with some foul motherfuckers who's violate you

it's been ten years now, I'm running and I will escape you
If it's stick up artists pigs or a task force
When I came to the lot I was idealistic
Thought I'd caught a scene I didn't have to use force
But it turns out I wasn't realistic
California, the Dutch, headier than thou
And wanna put up stops between you and the source
Well the money in that's all circumventing
And let me tell you my efforts were unrelenting
Attached again a sort of unwanted attention
Shorty had to chose between me and tradition
Me and my crew still remained with our mission
Making wads sittin on fold outs suckin nozz,
This is a shout out to J and my B B the bee,
Again like I said count it one two three
I'm still up in your lots there's no stopping me

and so word up to all y'all here's chapter the third
you claim old school you a faggot you a bird
and my works work in a different direction
K's a good gig no vet ket a new set hindu lab pre fab
but with most of my crew stuck in federal corrections
had to pick a new team, careful in my selections
only people like me, OK, even junkies that IV
but no blacks and no jews, still down with the AB
one two three, when I'm up in the lot there's no stopping me
and while on the surface it says light and love
I got the dark in my heart that you're nightmearin dreamin of
paisley mob by rights ought to exclude violence
but will still sneak up on you like the sound of silence
/// hello darkness my old friend
I've come to talk with you again /// [sung]
but if you come around bullshitin that'll be the end
yeah /// ride the snake, the ancient lake ///
got product got money? don't matter you fake
I'm after the latter silent like dark matter just for its own sake
love and light is a pretext, it's a marketing tool
if you buy into it hard you're another tie-die fool
you could be anyone just copy the style
soon enough you'll be set just cash and you'll dial
the number for the days you'll get your instruction
but don't think for a moment of exceeding your function
who's the man behind the curtain? no chapó here
but some tie died family thugs you still gotta fear
head of the west coast cult, a murder short of Chuck Manson,
living off the lot profits fucking whores in a McMansion
sippin coladas in a pool bitch you ain't shit you ain't cool bitch
you somewhere in Nor Cal, but fuck those paisley cock suckers
I'm coming from back east with some bad motherfuckers
I'll bring a righteous fire on you shit never even seen
When my anger boils over you're not another human being, I'm seeing
You weak, you ain't shit, your a step in a project, a reject,
I gotta get what's mine for it's my time to shine
The Paisley fucka can die slow, disintegration
We still here to there practice chemical creation
I got the E-T shipped from the S-E, the Asians
where the law's fast and loose, even nil on occasion
with the occidental money it's fast and efficient
the labs may be dirty but the chemists proficient
people I never met but just an email address
no mess, never confess, never depressed
when the money's flowing and I'm going
where hippie honeys are dancing fantastic
K'd out fished out on the side some are spastic
I could give a fuck, still profits, economically elastic
But still where we make dough, I'll be the man
And here's what custies don't just understand
It's easy to say it's not what you know but who
But in fact it's more about what you're willing do
And how far you'll go, down the hole like Alice
I may have ripped and robbed but never one shred of malice
I never lied never faked never misrepresented
Even now at the point my career is ended
I can say no regrets, or just a very few,
everyone I hurt in the game was getting his due
It's just how I got paid at the end of the day
And we all need a living — what else can I say?


as for how much is real nothing this in any of my other semifictional pieces either didn't happen to me, someone I've known or heard of, or a fictional account that is within the realm of possibility
 
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