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After giving it a lot of thought I'm moving back to America's penis, this time right on the beach. The only downside is no one will send me drugs in the mail down there. Everything else is an upside, and I know my mental health is going to improve 10-fold the second I step off the airplane.

Cream Gravy? said:
^Paint party? Things never get that wild 'round here :sus:
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I ended up not going but if you live on the east coast and want invites PM me sometime. I usually know of one going on at least twice a month and I live in the boondocks. I imagine they're way more common in the cities.
 
Ahh, I live far from the East unfortunately. I'm sure such things happen here too, I live in a huge city. I guess I don't know the right people 8)
 
You guys, we finally made it.... We made it to the tryptamine revolution. First there's the return of 4-HO-MPT, 4-HO-DPT, and MET, then EPT, MPT, and PiPT start popping up, and now... 4-HO-EPT and 4-HO-MCPT have made it on to the scene. It's only going to keep snowballing from here. Ride the wave while you can guys, it's going to be a fun time for indole lovers. =D
 
Xorkoth, am reading your report on Erowid on 4-FA and 4-HO-MET... was wondering how bad your opiate addiction got during that 10-year period? Maybe it's cause I only rarely tread into OD but I don't recall you talking about it much. Kratom, yes, but not pill popping or worse - injecting etc. If you don't me asking, of course. :)

I couldn't trip today, after visiting my father yesterday and having some drinks and some more when I got home, I had too much of a morning / early afternoon hangover to start with AL-LAD + LSD in time. I can't afford to stay up late riding it out... So hopefully next week... but it was a nice sunday anyway, I'm getting more active again with my interests.
A pregabalin cap here and there can still be invaluable but I will run out soon. It's all just to get me going so that I can do it all on my own. Usually a well-timed trip has also helped get my spirits up when I am already in an upwards spiral.
 
Kaleida said:
You guys, we finally made it.... We made it to the tryptamine revolution. First there's the return of 4-HO-MPT, 4-HO-DPT, and MET, then EPT, MPT, and PiPT start popping up, and now... 4-HO-EPT and 4-HO-MCPT have made it on to the scene. It's only going to keep snowballing from here. Ride the wave while you can guys, it's going to be a fun time for indole lovers. =D
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Oh my lord, my lord oh my .. yes.. yes oh yes oh yes.. This is so good man, so good, so good.

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^ This guy gets it. <3

I'm about that excited myself. I've been waiting a long time for some of these, and wasn't expecting them any time soon!

Solipsis, sorry you couldn't trip, but I'm glad you had a good day anyway. :) I'm sure it'll be great when the time is right!
 
fuck me, I don't even do drugs anymore and I want some particularly anything 4-xO+- or 5-MeO-N,N-asymmetrically-substituted-T
 
I should probably stock up on 4-HO-DPT while I still can, if that's in circulation. Such good medicine.

xammy said:
tonight has been anything but dull. I had the most intense romantic experience in my life and it involved 3-meo-pcp. I met her for the first time and she holed for the first time.
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Jealous.



I had an insight about my psychedelic use today, which may also be true for some of you. I realized that psychedelics opened a sort of Pandora's box for me, which I'm finally learning to properly handle. Tripping so much from an early age was a double-edged sword. On one hand, it legitimately helped me understand myself far better than most people do. But on the other hand, being able to see the intricate mechanics of your own mind has a downside, which is that it becomes very tempting to attempt to improve yourself by controlling that inner machinery, which is often a mere distraction.

Eventually I learned how to rediscover the way of thinking that comes easily with childlike innocence, and I'm sure that my trips were ultimately for the best, but it was definitely a challenge.
 
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don't mean to be a Debbie downer but for the love of God don't mix first dates/romantic/sexual encounters with drugs, seriously, from the firsthand, it can see bad results in either direction
 
^What happened to you?

Anyway I'm going to write a report when I can. I have never had that kind of chemistry with anyone and it was from the beginning when sober and the next day too.

The time dilation with her was unreal, time almost completely stopped and the outside world vanished. In a way, it was more intense than my first love.
 
first the drugs wear off
then the drug induced perceptions wear off
then reality sets in
then you wonder, was it the drugs
then you take more drugs
things fall apart

a short narrative of the part before that, though
which is pretty cool
 
Indeed we were wondering was it the drugs

Today confirmed it wasn't

God how madly I love her
 
TheAppleCore said:
I had an insight about my psychedelic use today, which may also be true for some of you. I realized that psychedelics opened a sort of Pandora's box for me, which I'm finally learning to properly handle. Tripping so much from an early age was a double-edged sword. On one hand, it legitimately helped me understand myself far better than most people do. But on the other hand, being able to see the intricate mechanics of your own mind has a downside, which is that it becomes very tempting to attempt to improve yourself by controlling that inner machinery, which is often a mere distraction.

Eventually I learned how to rediscover the way of thinking that comes easily with childlike innocence, and I'm sure that my trips were ultimately for the best, but it was definitely a challenge.
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Yeah I feel exactly the same, I know too much about myself as a semi-insecure adolescent, which definitely cuts both ways. For me, understanding my own mechanics a lot makes me able to trick myself better, not doing what I really want to (quit smoking, cleaning my house). Tripping has helped me grow for sure, but I can get trapped in my own thinking (having ASD doesn't really help), analyzing myself and then ending up not moving an inch.
 
Nah, let the man enjoy the moment... Infatuation can play a part in any growing relationship, regardless of drugs being involved. What's to fear, anyway ? We always risk getting hurt in love - and we know it, yet we still love.

It is always important having a mature distance with our own feelings, yes, but it is also important to enjoy and live what grows inside us ... True love, pure excitement, drug-induced shared euphoria ? Time will tell, just be aware of yourself... But that's a given, isn't it ? Live this moment, it won't repeat. Grow from it, take what it has to offer. Getting to know someone in an intimate level is always a magical thing.
 
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I remember Shulgins said in an interview that they were looking at the clock (while tripping I guess) and it slowed so much they wondered if they could make it stop completely. I think it was Sasha who was too afraid in the end though :D

This time dilation thing when in love seems to be some kind of evolutionary thing. Interesting.. Because often time flies when you're having fun, and now it was the opposite.

When we took 3-MeO-PCP with this girl, we were cuddling so much and it felt that we couldn't get close enough even if we were so close that was possible (without having sex, that we saved for the morning when sober, and it was the best sex I have ever had).

I have never taken 3meo with a girl, I don't think any disso. I love it.
 
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Solipsis said:
Xorkoth, am reading your report on Erowid on 4-FA and 4-HO-MET... was wondering how bad your opiate addiction got during that 10-year period? Maybe it's cause I only rarely tread into OD but I don't recall you talking about it much. Kratom, yes, but not pill popping or worse - injecting etc. If you don't me asking, of course. :)
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Well I talked about it sometimes back then while I was happening, but mostly didn't try to call attention to it. However when I came back in 2014 it's about all I talked about, and then took ibogaine for it and got off, I'm surprised you don't remember. ;) But yeah it was really bad, I had been taking kratom every day for 7 years and then directly from that, poppy tea every day for 3 years, with a brief 2 week period of heroin too. I wanted to die every day, it was horrible, I felt like a shell of a human being. During the experience I wrote about, it was a shortly after an ibogaine flood dose, the dust had settled, I felt really good, I was starting to work out very regularly. But it wasn't long since the addiction.

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I found Her, she has to be the one.
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I do have to say though, just be chill man. Don't put too much pressure on it in your head. Just let things unfold naturally, you don't really know her yet, despite however intense an experience you shared. I've seen lots of people (generally without drugs, this is just something people can do) get so infatuated right at the beginning that they push everything too fast. The best relationships are built slowly over time, even if the whole thing is an intense, powerful experience. I guess I'm just saying, don't try to make this into something it isn't. She might be the one for you forever, but you can't possibly know that yet, so don't try to turn it into reality before it becomes reality. <3
 
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^I know and we talked about this because it was so intense and everything is happening so fast that it could be detrimental to other life stuff. Good thing she lives in a different city. Thanks though :)

Img_9999 said:
Nah, let the man enjoy the moment... Infatuation can play a part in any growing relationship, regardless of drugs being involved. What's to fear, anyway ? We always risk getting hurt in love - and we know it, yet we still love.

It is always important having a mature distance with our own feelings, yes, but it is also important to enjoy and live what grows inside us ... True love, pure excitement, drug-induced shared euphoria ? Time will tell, just be aware of yourself... But that's a given, isn't it ? Live this moment, it won't repeat. Grow from it, take what it has to offer. Getting to know someone in an intimate level is always a magical thing.
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Thank you! <3
 
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