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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: Firly Swolks Discussing Mitillating Tatters Fithout Wilters

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Only if youre an asshole, and u good MGS.

3 MEO pcp at first i swore off IN use. Too stimmy. Then I decided I liked the stimmy manic aspect as it made me wanna do shit.

I think O hit a hole around 50mg IN after multipld doses before. It was quite weird and I wpuldng neccesarily recommend. O pce spild be better suited for trying to hole.IME
 
I haven't done any dissociatives since Saturday and I'm kind of fiending. But I need to be responsible for two more days and one more night, then I can Escape. I'm hoping this brief tolerance break will make them even sweeter.
 
Just droppin' in with some 3-meo-pcp and some 4-aco-dmt and some blueberry afghani goo, grapefruit and vod vod vod to take off the edge but check out these sick ass jams fam!

 
Planning a co-creative event for the Equinox, multiple locations simulcasted on Indra's Internet. It is gonna be very on.
 
I had a bizarre dream tonight.
I got off work at 645am and then came home and went to bed by 730am. I slept till about 1230am.
I was back in jail and i got caught with 3 cell phones. I dont know why because i wouldnt even want a phone in there, i dont use the phone.
I dont know if it has anything to do with me thinking about relapsing lately or what.
It was strange
 
I'd guess it might have to do with you thinking about relapsing, yeah. But sometimes dreams are just strange. I had a dream the other night that I was having a party at my house and one of the houseguests was an orca whale. Yep. He was wedged in across the living room through two doorways. He kept looking at us like, can you guys help me? And we were like, nope, sorry, you're too huge.

Like, what the fuck?
 
So tonight we're playing a show, our second show in front of an artist coop our drummer sells his pottery at. We get to play outside in a busy part of the hippest part of town, it's pretty awesome, last time we drew a lot of temporary people, and a nice large handful of permanent crowd who stayed for the whole thing and were really into it. Plus a lot of people who heard it and even stopped for just a second. It's also right near some venues that will in the near future be our first attempts at getting shows that actually pay something at venues that are actually respected. Pretty pumped about it. :) Due to recent travels and other events, we have only practiced twice in the past 2 and a half weeks, but we have this shit down, I'm not worried. I'm gonna go over to my guitar player's house soon after I buy a new volume pedal and we're going to talk about stuff and run through some things without the drummer, and talk about an idea he has for our album we're working on.
 
Xorkoth said:
I'd guess it might have to do with you thinking about relapsing, yeah. But sometimes dreams are just strange. I had a dream the other night that I was having a party at my house and one of the houseguests was an orca whale. Yep. He was wedged in across the living room through two doorways. He kept looking at us like, can you guys help me? And we were like, nope, sorry, you're too huge.

Like, what the fuck?
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Gave me a good chuckle, thanks :!

Fuck am I sore. I have to work the closing shift tonight and then work tomorrow and Monday too since I'm leaving for a week on Tuesday, which is fine because I need the extra two days, only getting 6 days work over two weeks will blow financially... but damn I hope I don't pass out at work. Yesterday was normally going to be my Friday (literally and figuratively) but now I have to push through 8 days straight of physical labor. And gosh darn it, it's Saturday...
 
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Back once again :D had a pretty inspiring time, worked a lot on my cartoons and did some nice reading

I like that img sneaking in story haha, such a chill dude that he would actually help you on top of allowing you in there xD, faith in humanity restored and what a fickle thing it apparently is...

I once lost a jackpot of a pack containing mescaline, molly and other stuff which I then had to reproduce... as i already told someone else today when it turned out seeds got crushed in the mail by sorting machines after international transit: I tend to feel pretty FCUKing sorry when something is wasted (not in a blaming way - all that will be cool :D ), i mean when i have to throw away food for example. Fortunately when I lost the mesc pack I wasn't feeling much of anything due to dissociatives which were very likely the entire reason I lost the pack in the first place.. : |

Had a damn messed up dream tonight as well... it was vivid and I felt really psychotic when all these people started turning toward me and seemingly more and more popping up (when i was in a restaurant with a girl iirc). Then I thought: hang on, despite my fear of going psychotic that just isn't me - I must be dreaming, let me check.... so I half woke up to check and went back in and rocked the house. It was really weird... I think in a later dream TMA-1,-2 and -6 were all involved in some pretty mysterious shit that happened.
Didn't take melatonin last night though, in part to check whether there was any sign of my home-made melatonin tincture being non-enzymatically oxidized and producing adverse effects during only the come-up as I was starting to suspect... plus: melatonin tends to give me vivid, crazy and sometimes scary dreams.

Found a fossil (not sure what but think petrified wood - which by the way is in no way but the shape still the original wood from millions of years ago) in france while hiking and also a freshly deceased juvenile blindworm, which I preserved... although I still have to inject fixative internally... If I can fit that blindworm in a reaction tube and make a holder for that it will be a pretty nice novelty.
My plants - the cabinet and all - were looked after for watering and it was so amazing to see how they grew in a week rather than a day, and my Brugmansia seedling which looked like a really pathetic piece of bean sprout when I left (I was late to notice it had germinated in a bagged up germination thingy I made) survived and is doing excellently!
Spreading around mushroom spores, soon starting on Lion's Mane and related species, and also am getting Novo berries (a better adapting Coca brother)!

Monday agreed to get the introduction to IT related traineeships, likely not as well guided as the study I want to do and also not my first choice, but I will certainly hear them out. pretty tired of getting fucked and about ready by now to make something of myself job-wise so wish me luck.. :)
 
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Have you guys heard about the drama with 'Drugslab' and their most recent video on DXM? Kids these days, God Damn! Here was my reply to their video: "You guys are not only retarded for not doing your research before you do your 'research', you are making yourself more retarded by doing this shit. I can give you half a dozen names, including myself, who have been in the dissociatives game for at least a decade longer than you kids. You can start by reading my book 'A Multidisciplinary MXE Analysis' by Vortech, it is hosted on archive.org, and then get some legit pure DXM, MXE, ketamine, 3meo, etc. and start to get your feet wet. Stop blindly jumping into things!"
 
Soli, your interest in taxidermy both boggles mind mind and peaks my curiosity; what is it about it that you find interesting? I've always felt creeped out by the concept, ever since I saw Planet of the Apes as a kid :|
 
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Have you guys heard about the drama with 'Drugslab' and their most recent video on DXM? Kids these days, God Damn! Here was my reply to their video: "You guys are not only retarded for not doing your research before you do your 'research', you are making yourself more retarded by doing this shit. I can give you half a dozen names, including myself, who have been in the dissociatives game for at least a decade longer than you kids. You can start by reading my book 'A Multidisciplinary MXE Analysis' by Vortech, it is hosted on archive.org, and then get some legit pure DXM, MXE, ketamine, 3meo, etc. and start to get your feet wet. Stop blindly jumping into things!"
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Like your book vortech well written , well thought out, though i haven't read it cover-to-cover. like having it around whenever..

I am a fan/collector of old classical stuff--uncontaminated with drug war, fundamentalist-of-origin crap.....before them.
 
I think it actually makes sense that I saw someone misspeak on US television saying 'the United Stage'..

Makes more sense than vortech writing a good book but posting cryptically about triangulation all the time ;D

Had a job opportunity meeting today about programming related traineeships, went well I think they were impressed but I have to really triple check that their course is healthy for the way I need to reintegrate professionally (vs the actual educational program i wanted to do)..
So I will be orienting and finding out if programming in the broad sense is as good a match for me practically as it is on paper (and while screwing around with arduino)

Oaking my cider and biding it, also my time... sending away a dozen free spore prints for a contest mainly to the US cause I am mainly focusing on gourmet shrooms now. Although my dad informed about growing some shrooms for a friend of his despite him objecting to me continuing to be involved with psychoactives a while ago, good thing I have some Albino shroom spores on hand - the only strain saved with all the others given away, this will be fun.
 
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I can definitely see you being into programming Soli. I find programming to be an art form all its own, it's the art of expressing a logical flow to produce results, in ever-increasing layers of complexity. Seems like it would fit your mind well. I thought it was my passion for a while, it isn't, but I do really enjoy it and I'm really happy that I make my living as a programmer because it's work that uses my brain and is satisfying and fun.

My band's show went really well on Saturday. Now this evening we're setting up the studio to dedicate the next however many practices it takes to recording our 5-song EP. Pretty excited. :)
 
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