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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: Firly Swolks Discussing Mitillating Tatters Fithout Wilters

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Been in a funny spot of late. Don't usually let emotions get to me but 3-meo-pcp has had me dealing with normal peoples feelings shit floating around in my head. Kinda hard to relate to the people in my day to day life. I'm like super stoked I just noticed the PD social threads.
I got married in August pretty much to keep my partners folks happy, so they could show off their money to their friends and workmates...I think that was the main reason. At least I made them happy for face value to have sexual relations with their daughter.

Good luck with chemo pharmakos. My dad died from cancer when I was eleven, so I have been hit by the big C at an early age.

Thanks for the bitcoin help xorkoth.
 
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No problem, it's a confusing thing (bitcoin is). By the way I merged your 3 consecutive posts together.

I got married to make my ex's family and my family happy, we both felt like there was an expectation because we'd been together for a long time and were in our mid-twenties. Got divorced later, well actually still not divorced because she kinda lost it and can't deal with anything and I've been respecting that, but it's been like 3 and a half years now and I've been with someone else for 2 and a half of that. She's awesome and doesn't seem to mind but to me it's getting weird. Marriage is weird, I don't like the idea of getting the government involved in your relationship. It's like, we've been split up for a long time, yet the government says we're still together legally and I have to go through all this paperwork and legal shit to "officially" split up. It makes sense from the standpoint of protecting one person in the case of, say, a controlling and abusive partner, making sure that things are split fairly and children are given to the correct parent(s), but it's been a huge pain in the ass for me.

I found out once my ex and I split up that my family, who I felt pressure from (my dad even said, at a cousin's wedding, "well, when are you guys going down the aisle" *nudge nudge*), told me that they didn't think we should be getting married, but that they didn't want to get in the middle of my relationship. I was like, WTF? We wouldn't have gotten married if you guys hadn't made us feel pressured. 8)
 
That kinda sucks. Both my parents passed away so I'm glad to keep them happy.
My wife is on the better side of a neurological sickness so it timing worked well. Plans are to have a child and start buying a house soon. I am really looking forward to growing my own vegetables.
 
In late 2015 I got some pings that now was a great time to invest in bitcoin (one ping 'from the universe' and confirmed by reading up on the scene). Of course I didn't have money to invest, so I went to my father and did everything I could to try to explain it, 'just put $10,000 in and thank me later' I said). He couldn't 'get it' no matter what I said, probably too good to believe. He was all like 'what's the catch'? Barely a year later he could have quadrupled that investment.

But yeah, bitcoin is confusing to most people
 
Yeah I get how to someone who isn't really fully a part of these times, bitcoin could seem like a scam or something. I wish I would have gotten in when it was really new, and bitcoin prices were astronomically lower than they are now. Sink a grand in and today it could be worth a million if you got in right at the beginning. Of course I didn't even know it existed then. Probably didn't have a grand either.

mindseye888 said:
That kinda sucks. Both my parents passed away so I'm glad to keep them happy.
My wife is on the better side of a neurological sickness so it timing worked well. Plans are to have a child and start buying a house soon. I am really looking forward to growing my own vegetables.
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Yeah man gardening is great. So are good relationships. :) My girlfriend now is a saint. She does drugs with me occasionally (smokes weed with me more often, but we've taken mushrooms together and are taking MDMA soon and she wants to take LSD with me too). She knows about my drug use, she doesn't need me to tell her every time I do it or anything but I don't hide anything either. She thinks I'm kinda crazy but she isn't bothered by it as far as I can tell because I have my life very together and always have enough time for her. She tells me I'm crazy with a smile and twinkle in her eye. :)

I think if we have kids it will be an accident, she tracks her cycle which tells her when she's ovulating and there are all these rules to when you can have sex unprotected with no worries. If you follow it strictly it's around as effective as condom use. On the other hand, it could happen, it definitely could. We're both undecided about it. I think neither of us wants to go through the intense parts of it but we both like the idea of having a cool ass little kid. I love kids, too. Also she is really afraid she'll have a kid who is like her dad (she and her dad have a complicated relationship and he's a pretty intense and difficult person although I like the guy quite a bit), and the men in her dad's side of the family are almost all pretty crazy and difficult, but she told me the other day that it would be awesome to have a mini-Xorkoth. :) I've always had this feeling that if I had a son, he'd be a lot like me. And I know I could be a great parent and do a good job raising intelligent and kind children.
 
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Can't listen to this song without tearing up a little... it's written about his recently deceased father.

 
Good luck with chemo TNW <3

My back is finally getting better after a few easier work days. Gonna go pick up some weed later and get prepped for Thursday (which I have off woooot) and then hit the sack early, gotta be up at 6am. Work is tiring but having money makes me feel good again. Plus seeing my girlfriend less means when I do see her, she's ready to get down and dirty ;) Have a good Bicycle day tomorrow guys, trip some acid for me! Then again, I get off at 4pm tomorrow.... hmmmm, not that late but I'll likely be tired. Acid maybe?
 
For a long time I was convinced Bitcoin was a pump and dump scheme. It's certainly structured like one - "early adopters" control most of the total BTC supply, and a pretty large proportion of bitcoins have never been traded (which suggests early adopters are sitting on a lot of them). Plus, it was mostly obnoxious libertarian ideologues ranting about the evils of "fiat currency" who evangelized it in the early days, so I just reflexively assumed they were full of shit (as they so often are). I couldn't imagine what actual useful trade would sustain high bitcoin prices other than short term speculative investors racing to screw each other over.

Then I looked into it more and was like, "oh, right. Drugs and money laundering. Makes sense now." I still don't feel comfortable leaving any significant amount of money in BTC for long, but that has more to do with being risk averse and having seen the aftermath of more than a few flash crashes than in not believing it has the potential to be a lucrative investment/arbitrage opportunity.

I'm finally getting around to selling the MacBook Pro I've had sitting around gathering dust since I left law school. Gonna try my best not to blow all the $$ on drugs, I need spending money for food and gas and dates and shit till I get my act together and find a j0rb... But I'm def. restocking on herb tonight.

edit: holy shit BTC is up to ~$1200?! Last time I used it it was under $1k and I still thought that was an unsustainable high.
 
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edit: holy shit BTC is up to ~$1200?! Last time I used it it was under $1k and I still thought that was an unsustainable high.
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I know right? It's fucking crazy. I first bought BTC when it was $250, if I had sat on even 50 bucks of that, the returns would have been amazing...

When I buy it I immediately spend it all, I too hate leaving money in it. It's not worth losing that value in the inevitable low points. I've always been a shit gambler.
 
Sretty pwirly..!
I think this is actually the first time I've tried watching at my cellphones screen while tripping. Funny how the font looks all messed up.
I was gonna comment something but got overwhelmed by the posts ... Will get back latter. Btw. 100ug ethlad hit me far stronger than expected. Good shit. Im in awe.
 
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For a long time I was convinced Bitcoin was a pump and dump scheme. It's certainly structured like one - "early adopters" control most of the total BTC supply, and a pretty large proportion of bitcoins have never been traded (which suggests early adopters are sitting on a lot of them). Plus, it was mostly obnoxious libertarian ideologues ranting about the evils of "fiat currency" who evangelized it in the early days, so I just reflexively assumed they were full of shit (as they so often are). I couldn't imagine what actual useful trade would sustain high bitcoin prices other than short term speculative investors racing to screw each other over.

Then I looked into it more and was like, "oh, right. Drugs and money laundering. Makes sense now." I still don't feel comfortable leaving any significant amount of money in BTC for long, but that has more to do with being risk averse and having seen the aftermath of more than a few flash crashes than in not believing it has the potential to be a lucrative investment/arbitrage opportunity.

I'm finally getting around to selling the MacBook Pro I've had sitting around gathering dust since I left law school. Gonna try my best not to blow all the $$ on drugs, I need spending money for food and gas and dates and shit till I get my act together and find a j0rb... But I'm def. restocking on herb tonight.

edit: holy shit BTC is up to ~$1200?! Last time I used it it was under $1k and I still thought that was an unsustainable high.
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Yeah it's had a significant upswing latelt. I remember when I first got into it, it was only like in the $600 range for a btc. I actually left like $40 in there and the next tiem I order it was worth likealmost $80 si I benefitted there. Free stuff!

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I know right? It's fucking crazy. I first bought BTC when it was $250, if I had sat on even 50 bucks of that, the returns would have been amazing...

When I buy it I immediately spend it all, I too hate leaving money in it. It's not worth losing that value in the inevitable low points. I've always been a shit gambler.
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I always just buy what I need and spend it right away too. I have like $20 left over after the latest buy, wanted to make sure I got enough to cover random fees and possibly abrupt downturn in price (one of the reasons it's annoying to use for purchasing stuff, like, I just spent the amount I need to send to you, this si bullshit, it went down before I could purchase, now I'm short... :p). Hopefully my $20 will grow somewhat before my next order (of AL-LAD and ETH-LAD).
 
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Happy bicycle day fam.
My plans are to stay sober and save up my brain chemicals for this weekend when I'll be seeing Ween a couple times and being very not sober.
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That sounds wise. I too am waiting for the storm to brew in a down-time cycle. I have learned after new years eve not to do a drug just because it's a holiday on a more-or-less arbitrary date.
Get Weeny!
 
My friend's org just launched the beta of their new site, Drugstory.me focused on a slick interface for reading and uploading your own wild-eyed stories. I'm not sure how the phrase 'Drug story' is different than 'experience report', maybe it includes all the little life details that make a story more colorful rather than simply analyzing the effects of the drug.

In other news I stopped at a friends house I haven't seen in years, and I met his roommate who used to live in New Orleans and was buddies with the KNB Organics / KNB Spirit Pastor...the one who was found dead early last year...and I got the real story... the kinds of people I have been running across, its something else. It was only a few months ago I did some sleuthing online about the conditions surrounding the incident and got a whiff of some unsettling stuff...all of this was confirmed by this person I met the other day. I don't want to say much out of respect, but man, some fucked up shit happened!!!
 
Wow, Bicycle Day, wild. I'll be spending the day working and the evening hanging out with my lovely girlfriend, so no drugs for me.

Last night I tried the pentylone I got, wasn't expecting much, but after a number of redoses, my friends and I were all having a really good time. I stayed up really late though (6:30am) and slept through my alarm who knows how many times, got up at 12:30. Luckily nothing was going on at work. Still groggy from the etizolam, I took a small bump of pentylone to wake me up, which worked. Now to avoid doing more throughout the day... it's not that compulsive but it is a nice feeling so I am thinking I'll try one more bump in a bit and then cut myself off.
 
Started in a new position at my job today; I am now on a M-F 7am-4pm schedule, at least for the time being. Already got my 40 hours this week so I don't go back to work till Monday, woooooooo! I'm so used to working and being tired now, I might just get bored after a few days hahah. I hope I retain this position, it's right up my alley; slow, low responsibility, and a cute girl working at the help desk next to me who seems (frighteningly) friendly and interested in hearing about me and my interests of all things.

I don't trust her. I think I saw an engagement ring on her left ring finger... not that I'm single either anyways. It just weirds me out when girls are friendly and maintain eye contact with me. I guess years of self-loathing and beating myself up all the time have made me unaccustomed to being considered attractive (or at least not a creep). My interactions with her seemed to indicate a mutual attraction, but I'm always misinterpreting these things, so maybe it's just in her nature to be friendly and chatty. Only time will tell. Would be nice for a girl other than my girlfriend to indicate that I had sex appeal though, after a while you begin to wonder if you're partner is lying to you to make you feel better 8(
 
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