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Delsyd said:
NKB hows the 4 meo pcp going?

i just took a wee bit of m1.
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Just parachuted some right now. Washed it down with some delicious Mountain Dew Throwback, regular dew is disgusting, but the stuff with the real sugar is niiiice. I'm not aiming to go too high with this since it's my first time with the stuff,

I'll be updating on here most of the night probably, unless I took more than I thought and things get really dissociative.
 
1984 is one of my favorite books. Another one of my favorites is Franny and Zooey.

What are some books you would recommend though Volundr?
 
F&Z is pretty good, I've always liked Catcher best of Salinger's stuff though.

Has anyone ever read any of Yukio Mishima's works?
The dude is my favorite author by far, I'd really recommend you check him out if you haven't.

Think I'm gonna take a shower to give this stuff time to absorb then try to eat a lil' dinner. Be back after that Ciao~<3

Edit: Update: Been nearly two hours since taking it, so I'm guessing I'm at or approaching the peak of the experience. Basically at this dosage you have the dissociation of a 2nd plateau dxm trip, without any of the non-nmda feelings that level of dxm would bring. I think it'd go well with cannabinoids just to chill and listen to music. *vapes some jwh-018* Indeed, it is so.
 
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Empathy is the poor mans cocaine, and love is just a chemical by any other name. I like the way your pheromones make me sleepy, this far away I still smell you inside me.
 
alantis360 said:
1984 is one of my favorite books. Another one of my favorites is Franny and Zooey.

What are some books you would recommend though Volundr?
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I only thought Franny and Zooey was alright, I kind of had to plough through it. I suppose it had less action/symbolism (if I remember correctly) than Catcher in the Rye, it was just a bit too blunt about the sort of existentialism I had already gotten over.

Agreed, recommend me some books! ;) Though if I ever get through Galapagos, that'd be a dammed miracle. It took me around 4 months to get through "The Collective Unconscious of Carl Jung from a Scientific Perspective", and I really wanted to read it. dammed school. There wasn't any sort of legitimate scientific perspective, but it was still a good summary of Jung.

And I'm majoring in evolution. I've got some evolutionary perspective to bring to the table ;), and that's really one of the main things Jung would have had to argue, that the collective unconscious/conscious/archetypes could be "passed on", but not in a Lamarckian sort of way (which is how he kind of sounds sometimes, but he tries to make it clear he's not gettin at that, cause Lamarck was wrong as fuck). Personally, considering we're all 99.6-99.8% AT THE NUCLEOTIDE LEVEL (this fact will be tripping me out for the rest of my life), the concept that we share a similar conscious/unconscious/psyche isn't that radical to me, and by sense of natural selection it would be shaped by past experiences.

OH, and I think we're all one consciousness anyway, when I feel like tossing science books out the fifth story window. :D




Fucking... paper...

AND OMG! YESSSSS CLIMBING TREES! I LOVE CLIMBING TREES! I keep looking for some good ones to climb, with not so much luck. I've been lifting a lot though (leg press over 400 lbs bitches %)), so I suspect I could get into some of the trickier ones if I tried.



Yeah. That guy meant a lot to me. I get the feeling I probably meant a lot to him too. But I'll never know.

Denial waits, it's here to claim me now...
As I crawl down to him, for the chance that you'll come around...
And lay down tonight.
But I'm left telling myself that everything will be alright.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8aY2LufiaQ

I don't really get joy knowing that someone else has been where I've been. Or am...
 
I'm really enjoyg read "Pygmy" by chuck pAlahniuk (the Author of fight club). ReAlly anything by him isnanfun read and thinks up some crazy stories. My gf is reading one his right now called "snuff" which is aLso realy good. I recommend you go on amazon and see what they're about. I'd tell you but am getting tired of typing on my phone.
 
I love palahniuk! One of my favorite authors, who help me make it through high school.

Oh I remember 9th grade reading Lullaby for the first time. From then on I was hooked. The witty black humor just meshed right into my brain, fitting it like a glove.

I was going to try and post about my favorites, but honestly I don't even know where to begin. Lullaby I haven't read in a while, but its always stood out. Survivor, Fight club, Rant, and Diary, also pop in to my mind pretty quick. However i feel bad leaving out Snuff or Choke(I haven't read pygmy or tell-all yet), as I still couldn't put the books down.

I'm hoping to get pygmy and tell-all for my birthday. Though honestly I'm more excited about potentially getting some more Aldous Huxley books, such as Apes and Essence, and After Many a Summer Dies the Swan. Huxley really hits home for me. Island, solidified that for me.


Reaching through the glass, we're all the same. We want are lives to live and our heart to race. I wanna feel that beat inside my soul. I dont need to know..., dont need to know. Night lead me astray.
 
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As far as I can tell the pruning of social threads has been a little less often than it used to be, back when I was a greenlighter...

Am I the only one who imagines getting a shiny new blue lightsaber when you become a bluelighter? ;)

I really like Diary by Chuck P. And I say Chuck P. because I can't spell his last name, the bastard. It was trippy as shit. And kind of beautiful, in a sad and depressing and kind of fucked up sort of way. I'm not sure if I'd want to read more of his things.

I like trippy things, I like moody thoughtful not overly optimistic unless you earn it sorts of things, but I want to just read something happy and feel happy.

Dammit that it's not that easy.

FUCK THAT PAPER! :D Alright, so it probably makes no sense towards the end because I got lazy and it's getting dammed late, but it's done enough, I can edit it at some point, and this is just a draft. But a full draft. Guess it makes it easier when I get two weeks to fix it after a peer review. Assuming my peers can do jack-shit.
 
As a side note, let's try to talk nice about the ex girl-friends... whenever a guy says something about his ex, it always makes me wonder what mine think about me. :\ Most likely that I'm a complete nutcase. But so is he, it's how we understood eachother, haha. But at least I'm a nice one, who overall... kind of just wants to make the world better.

Not a completely serious request, do whatever the fuck you want, but meh...

Me and that bro of a bandicoot are gonna be awake for hours, woooo, coffee makes me way too dammed awake.
 
I'm sampling 3-MeO-PCP tonight. Up to about 5 or 6mg. It's pretty wobbly so far, about to get into it the rest of the way with some music. I laid in bed for a while after ~4mg which turned into an hour and a half of loopy thoughts and very pleasant niceness. Time to watch that Blockhead video again and then listen to Shpongle. :)
 
Man I'd love to get my hands on a small amount of 3-meo-pcp. Sounds like a beautiful substance, and its very enticing, as dissociative are too under rated.

On the note of ex-girlfriends, I've actually had some good conversations with my ex's this past month. Granted, I'm pretty emotional, and am very understanding (I'm an INFP), so one of the conversation was me giving emotional support her bf was a piece of shit and she broke up with him. Oddly enough, she was the root of most our problems and was a nut job [sorry she told me she had cancer!]). Anyway, I've actually enjoyed catching up with them.
 
waaaaaaaay dissociated. Took a long time to get going full swing but the 4meopcp treating me nicely. I'ts kinda like dxm without all the dirtiness and negative side effects.

why is this not ;more pouplar. I really don't get it. I think it's worth the price totally. olookinh forward to 3meo al ot though as well. That's comin out soon to gengerl audineces.

aLSO reawtching that blockheda vid. it's quite awesoem and stuff yeh.

hey pd~
 
4-meo-pcp was an interesting beast. It had a very interesting timeline. Come up with in 45 minutes to a peak at an hour and 15. Similar style floaty closed eye dream scape as DXM with a mix of the body buzz from ketamine. Really though I hate to compare it to any other dissociative as it is just as unique as any dissociative I've tried. One interesting thing about 4-meo-pcp, I found is after the 2-4 hour peak there is a very long slow descend to normalcy. I also found marijuana to be quite the combo with 4-meo-pcp. I enjoyed weed + 4-meo-pcp over any other weed + dissociative combo. It really mellowed out the long drawn out comedown, and add the comfortable body buzz to the mix, which weed really seems to add to dissociatives. Seriously there isn't a better combo for weed than dissociatives. Opiates come to a close second, but there is just something about the weed adding to to the psychedelic aspect and to the dissociative and visual world. It just can't be matched.
 
No way was I peaked in 1 hours fifteen minutes. Took me a while too. Err. wait. Is your experienced plugged, oral, or some other roa. cannibinoids really do combine well with this though. My body high and dissociation is amazingly pleasant. I might vape something later, some more later. I kinda like this place I'm at. Ver pleasytn.
 
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