Sheldon is amusing.
It allows me to get my nerd on, haha.
In order:
Yeah, gloves are sometimes necessary. Which I usually tell myself isn't true, only to be having very cold hangs later.
Haha, I wasn't insinuating you don't do stuff.
Everyone's always up to something. Just suggesting ways to get on the productivity train
You haven't read Vonnegut!? BLASPHEMY!
Nah, not really, but he's a pretty tripped out writer with some things worth reading. Another short one is, "God Bless You, Doctor Kevorkian." and I mean SHORT.
I thought 1984 was okay, though I read it years ago. Animal farm was interesting, but a little but too stuck in the past (communism and all) to really get my interest. I suspect he has other things worth reading. I kind of want to read happy books though, lol.
I'm totally playing Crash 3! It's kind of sad, I played through the first one with someone who used to be practically my best friend (very sad face), the second one with someone who's no longer my friend, and I'm cruising through the rest solo... but they're still fucking great!
And I'm now ridiculously good at Crash Bandicoot. A skill clearly useful for my future.
I'm studying Evolutionary and Ecological Bio. My essay is actually on how male homosexuality manages to continue on in the human population. To quote one article:
"Many thousands of instances of same-sex courtship, pair bonding, and copulation have been observe in a wide range of species, including mammals, birds, reptiles, amphibians, insects, mollusks, and nematodes (Bailey & Zuk 2009). "
It's a bummer male homosexuality has so much more research than female homosexuality/bisexuality in females, since as a bisexual female, it'd be kind of interesting to look into it. Though honestly, I'm a complex person who's pretty much genderless... so when it comes to people, I don't see gender, I see people. It's all about love, man
If tripping isn't positive, don't do it. As I think everyone needs to be told sometimes, drugs aren't going anywhere, doll.
I suggest running (as the previously tripped out post says), or other sorts of trippy activities that aren't quite tripping. Or at least in my case, it'd be kind of nice just to have someone to trip with.
Honestly, I've done enough drugs to just kind of always be tripping. Ya'll know?
Usually good, sometimes terrifying.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
As a note since I'm the PD mom, if you think you have any actual clinical depression I recommend seeing a therapist/doctor. I am not saying you have this. It's just a thing I like to say. There's things people have against that sort of thing, but if making your life happier is possible, why the fuck wouldn't you do it?
Again, not judging, whatsoever, I know we all just have hard times.
And hellllllll yeah, PD social! The center of love, light, and trippy good vibes in the universe.
Though I've never met any of you in person, I truly care about you and wish you the best.
It'll be okay.
Maynard said this when I saw Tool over the summer. And it meant the universe to me. And it was a weird connection, because I say it to people a lot. And I'm always so desperately waiting for someone to say it to me.
And he's the only one this year who has.
I also liked, "For the next two hours... nothing out there has anything to do with anything in here."
And before "Intolerance": "If you're 21 years old or younger... you weren't alive when we wrote this song. All you people 22-25 get that smug look off your face, you were like four."
whoa, what a ramble.
After the show got out, I met a guy and was talking to him. He said, "It's like going to church, you know?" He mentioned he had seen Tool in New Orleans, and I asked him how it was. He said it was great, but he wasn't going to go, he learned his mom was going to die. But she told him to go.
I told him, "It'll be okay."
And hugged him a lot.
I could tell he was grateful. It might've been one of the most beautiful moments of my life.
it's just more annoying doing anything in freezing weather, particularly when gloveless haha.
Well I do 'stuff' but just nothing I call productive, which to me is working towards whatever I'm going to do next in life, whether it be building my portfolio or just generally learning!
Reading is primarily a night activity for me, so although I read daily, it tends to be before bed and thus in the long run of a week doesn't really contribute anything. The other two I have no knowledge of so I'll look them up
Atm
With your liking of Dystopian novels I presume you like Orwell? Even though it's a graphic novel, V for Vendetta is very good, unlike the film adaption.
Good call on the Crash Bandicoot, I used to play 2 and 3 far too much haha
Out of interest, what're you studying at uni?
I haven't had anything other than a bit of bud for at least a month now, have 400mg of 4-aco-dmt and maybe 300mg of amt but idk not really inclined to dose either any time soon, perhaps at shpongle next week, but even then idk... I haven't really changed anything since the last few times i tripped and those last few times i sunk into depressive, distant and reclusive states and found dealing with people far too overwhelming (something that has never happened before, I'm usuaully pretty level-headed when tripping.) So yeah, don't want to waste a dose on another depressing trip that I don't learn anything from.
Anyway, I am indebted to PD social! Over this past year it has been a fantastic way for me to put my mixed thoughts and emotions into words and help me go through them in a positive fashion with outside help rather than dwelling on negativity.
Much love
) and consumed amongst friends. Good times indeed 
I've only ever said good things about the nexus, but now that I think about those people have a nice forum but are a bit ridiculous-- magical thinking lunatics in a lot instances. 