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ah ha! I've been wanting to hear train so bad! Thanks!

I saw the pledge thing today, and I'd like to do it, if I wasn't so poor.

I wish I had enough money to pledge to get them to layer voice on top of a track. That would beeee sooo coool. That or them writing a mix specifically for you. THAT WOULD BE DIVINE.
 
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Plugged SUCCESFULLY for the first time (it helps when you get a syringe that comes with a two inch tip specifically for rectal admin) and 109.8mg of methylone this way is as intense at 200+mg orally - just did another 80mg rectal... it hits so fast its crazy and its not a stimulating come up... you peak within 10 minutes.

I've been missing out - from now on, I'm plugging my chems. The come up was nicer, the "roll" is smoother, and since its bypassing liver metabolism first-pass, maybe it won't have the speedy crash because it won't get broken down into cathinone and cathine... but god does it feel good. It feels much more like MDMA this way - does anyone think this has to do with serotonin being present in high amounts in the gut and intestines as well? I've heard rumors of people plugging E while on SSRIs and rolling and if it can cause the same serotonin release down there that is blocked in the brain that would explain it.

Don't mind my ramblings.

By the way, I had no crash from the 5-Me-MDA... even when I was still going 50 hours later with Meph and Methylone - crash was nowhere near as intense as what happens when I do those two alone and I've never done them in combo before other than m1 to help the meph comedown.

Doing some pharmacology research to see if the 5-position leads to beta blocker activity as even with drone and methylone tossed in, my pulse and BP never elevated, much like my mescaline and MDMA combo.

Bright day to everyone! <3
 
if you can divide zero by zero..to equal one in this situation
hah, I remember in high school people would always try to bring that up to our calc teacher
 
On the lash tonight. Yes, I have had alcohol problems, yes, I shouldn't already be pissed.

Next week I'm going on a proper 'detox', a psychedelic 'treatment program'. Wish me luck guys n gals. God, this is gonna be intense. Also managed to get a ket connect. Hmm. Shoudl I leave this for a mroe appropriate time, or could this aid my 'learning'?

Either way, much love to you awesome people. Peace.
 
I think it would depend on what your relationship with ketamine is like already. If you are respectful with it and use it sparingly and responsibly, then you could find it beneficial in this context. However, if you're one to compulsively redose ad infinitum over the course of a single evening, then it could be best left in the stash box for a later time.

Good luck! <3
 
Eeee, I found it kinda depressing. Meh :\

Having a wild friday night here- on to my SECOND cup of tea. Yeehaa ;):D

Yer gonna be feelin that one in the mornin :D

And yeah It is kinda depressing, I guess I shouldn't really find it funny..
 
Yer gonna be feelin that one in the mornin :D

Oh yeah, I'm all like....hydrated and relaxed, I can't take this....;)

And yeah It is kinda depressing, I guess I shouldn't really find it funny

You can't really help what you find funny. These days, I get depressed a bit too easily....

I did like the way one of the guys had to delineate between a crack rock and a "planet earth rock". D
 
So I head up to the Venice jetty today to try out my board as I hear it's a good place to catch some waves; I'm not the first person to have learned this. The place was full of surfers. And the waves were about 8'+ :\

So I nervously go into the water, get pummeled all over the place; didn't manage to even get out past the break to where the waves weren't breaking so I could catch one.

Anyways most of them were typical surfer types; pretensious and unhelpful until I met a group of people very excited to help me out and giving me compliments on my board (which I got for super cheap). Eventually I admit that it's just too damn big for me out there and was on my way out when they told me they'd be back there tomorrow, it'll be much smaller by then, and they'll help me catch some waves.

On my way out of of them comes up to me and I quickly find out he's a jesus lover. So I go along with it and all and say I'll see them tomorrow. :)

So I've been befriended by a group of christians who are going to teach me how to surf. These are the first people I've met down here and they're really nice people; unlike most of the other surfers.

I know bible thumpers are weird in their way, but I dunno; I'm going to go back tomorrow and just have some fun and learn some things. :)
 
As long as they arent too heavy on pushing their beliefs onto you i dont see anything wrong with making friends with some christians.

So i made some pot liquor with a little more than an ounce of buds, yes buds, not trim or shake. It been sitting for a little over a month now so my gf and i decided to try it out.
I took a shot when i came home from work. An hour later i got a very pleasant almost opiate like wooziness, by 2 hours i nodded out.
Just got out of the nod and took another shot of the stuff and smoked a bowl of some jack herer.
feels good. =D

id like to take some 2cb or 2cd this weekend. ill see how the weekend plays out, but that would certainly be nice. Its been about a year since ive taken any 2c.
 
maybe it won't have the speedy crash

I always have a speedy crash when I plug things.


And to peppersocks: My best friend is a Christian, and I've met some nice people going to a few after-youth-group-therefore-not-religious bonfires. I don't believe that religious folk are kinder/more moral than others, but we manage to get along. Until they ask what I do, and I say I'm majoring in Ecological and Evolutionary Biology. Haha. Overall, most are interested and polite. Though I do get the occasional thick headed person. But it's not that they're Christian, it's just that they're... stupid/don't change their response even when I say words.


Guys, I think I'm losing my mind. Seriously. I think I'm experiencing psychosis. I don't know what to do. It's as if all of a sudden reality has appeared for the first time, and I can't handle it. I don't have anyone to talk to. And I think I'm truly losing it. I can't handle being awake. But I have things to do. And I can't get them done. And I just want a fucking hug.
 
And to peppersocks: My best friend is a Christian, and I've met some nice people going to a few after-youth-group-therefore-not-religious bonfires. I don't believe that religious folk are kinder/more moral than others, but we manage to get along. Until they ask what I do, and I say I'm majoring in Ecological and Evolutionary Biology. Haha. Overall, most are interested and polite. Though I do get the occasional thick headed person. But it's not that they're Christian, it's just that they're... stupid/don't change their response even when I say words.

they're just as entitled to their delusions as you are yours.

I'm sorry to hear about how you are feeling.
I would recommend talking to a counselor at your school, it may help more then you may realize, and they are there to listen.
 
they're just as entitled to their delusions as you are yours.


You misunderstand me. I am completely respectful to people's decisions about their religion and beliefs. I'm referring to people who don't actually conversate. As in, they say something, I respond, and they continue to say the same thing. It has nothing to do with their beliefs. I mean people who aren't actually listening when other people talk. Has nothing to do with the sort of gathering, either. I just don't go to large gatherings unless I'm with my best friend, who is very active in his church.

but thanks for assuming I'm a jackass.
 
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