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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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Alot of really intelligent people seem more likely to be depressed. I have depression, I can never blow my own trumpet but I'm not stupid, I can say that much.

I think it comes down to thinking- thinking too much. I know that I certainly use psychedelics to try and turn these powerful thoughts into something useful. I generally don't use stimulants anymore, but when I used them, a part of it was the confidence they gave me and the euphoria that appeared to alter my negative thoughts. The consequences of those drugs though (horrific dysphoria afterwards and shitty physical sickness) eventually led me to give them up.

Oh, and to avoid looking pretentious, I do them because they're fun! I can't pretend I'm a buddha-hindu-shaman guy, lol.
 
Yeah that's one thing I love/hate about myself; I think way too much, about everything.

My mind is always in overdrive and sometimes it gets a little annoying when I just wanna chill
 
Splitz said:
Who here fancies a little music project?

I'm thinking, someone can make a bassline or something, when tripping or high, and post it here, someone can see what they can come up with to go with it, percussion or guitars or synths? There's some cool free software out there (I remember if you download the demo for FL studio you can use the full power of the software, you can't save a project BUT you can render files) if anyone can record or has music software this could be pretty cool. See what our collective minds can acheive. Even if you have some low quality recorder we could at least play around. If someone's really gutsy they could do vocals.

Don't wanna put this in the music section... I wanna see what people here can do.

It'd probably turn out to be a mess but who cares? If anyone's interested say. I probably sound insane tbh, but I've been dying to collaborate with someone for ages, and I thought it might be FUN. There's not enough FUN in this world. Well?
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I pitched this idea a few months ago but no one replied :(
 
I've been thinking too much for the last two days. I wish could run away from my body and never look back.

First time in a while I've started legitimately feel depressed. I can't find happiness in my life atm. hmm...

I think I really need some big change.
 
Wow, fuck voting. In Texas, anyway. In my county, almost every race on the ballot is uncontested. Two are technically contested but one guy has a double digit lead over the other in both cases. Total number of races whose outcome is at all in question: zero.

In other news, I had a dream that I woke up and it was 7 pm. Then I woke up for real (I think... you guys aren't figments of my imagination, are you?) and was relieved to see it was only 3 pm. This probably says something about my fucked up sleep schedule but I'm still too groggy to work out what it is ;)
 
Yeah I woke up at like 3pm too solistus, I feel embarassed when I do shit like that. But at the same time, my classes don't start until 2:30pm at the earliest :P I plan in advance for shit like that, next semester I scheduled all my classes for around 10am so I'll have to turn it around eventually. I hate night-time awakenings, like everynight I'll nod off to sleep and wake up in a disoriented haze around 7-8am and toss and turn epically until I go back to sleep. Than my alarm wakes me up around 12-1pm, and than I close my eyes and it'll be some crazy hour in the afternoon. SLEEP!!! *curses with my fist*
 
What a night Ben! What a night!

Fuck drug induced euphoria, this is where it's at! haha

Amazing match, Bale...what a player, and the atmosphere was amazing (only that is to be presumed, WHL has by far the best atmosphere in the prem)... Man I'm so overjoyed, can't stop grinning, just such an enjoyable match. Can't fault any of the players, even Gallas is winning me over! haha... I guess this is the afterglow ;)
 
Haha, solistus; you're 17 posts too late ;)

Man, I am all sorts of exhausted today. Kava on the menu tonight.

BL server is messed; it took considerable persistence to make this post and this edit.

Sucks about your flu swilow; I've got a cold myself, woke up this morning weighing a thousand pounds with a plugged nose.
 
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