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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: swirling into homeostasis

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i TRIED to use FL, i fail hard at it..i tried to make a good hardcore kick type beat, nothing
slightly ampy, i have to do a physics lab, ive been bouncing around to hardcore..honestly that seems to get you higher in and of itself.
ill be up all night, i am gonna go have a cig in a few minutes, just chillin in BL ed irc with some real good PCP shit comin out mah speakers
i always have internet because i have cable internet..and it for the most part always works lol..why is that so out of the ordinary? remember im only 17..i live in a house. i am alone tho, mom and bro are asleep which is nice. im surprised my stomping and jumping and music didnt wake them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLS0QU6-sy4
ive got that badass oldschool track on..but i am not a fan of paul elstak much..he has another song i like but his whole happy hardcore thing then trying to be the hardest motherfucker ever is a joke..you cant have your album titled "the evolution of hate" when you apparently used to make happy hardcore..
happy hardcore is a fucking joke lol...
 
LSDMDMA&8917738 said:
me?
i TRIED to use FL, i fail hard at it..i tried to make a good hardcore kick type beat, nothing
slightly ampy, i have to do a physics lab, ive been bouncing around to hardcore..honestly that seems to get you higher in and of itself.
ill be up all night, i am gonna go have a cig in a few minutes, just chillin in BL ed irc with some real good PCP shit comin out mah speakers
i always have internet because i have cable internet..and it for the most part always works lol..why is that so out of the ordinary? remember im only 17..i live in a house. i am alone tho, mom and bro are asleep which is nice. im surprised my stomping and jumping and music didnt wake them.
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:D!!

Not you lol Psox =D

FL as in Florida, hes in Florida lolz
 
oh good.
i forgot hes in the states, i thought you meant me cause you said the states.
i was wondering why you said "are you in a hotel"
 
i lold
christians are funny, catholics are a bit too srs a lot (i grew up catholic so i might be a bit more biased) but at least catholics are real a lot more, they dont tell people YOULL BE SAVED EVEN IF YOURE THE BIGGEST PIECE OF SHIT ON EARTH. although some of the shit the church has done is fucking despicable.
then you have protestants who have this delusional view of god (or at least compared with how the bible portrays god) and fucking advertise that theyre christian, wearing jesus shirts and shit. most of the time i see them i say, there is no god. there is no god, period..
 
LSDMDMA&8917896 said:
i lold
christians are funny, catholics are a bit too srs a lot (i grew up catholic so i might be a bit more biased) but at least catholics are real a lot more, they dont tell people YOULL BE SAVED EVEN IF YOURE THE BIGGEST PIECE OF SHIT ON EARTH.
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Yeah, but catholics do say YOU'LL BURN IN HELL FOR ETERNITY IF YOU ARE THE BIGGEST PIECE OF SHIT ON EARTH...

I don't know, I don't particularly like christianity, but I ultimately don't care- its just a decadent and destructive belief system, but most Abrahamic religions are as redundant.

Go Satan! ;)
 
Did a bunch of methylone tonight... now on the comedown took 20.6mg 4-AcO-DMT and 10.2mg HO-MET - hopefully they combine blisfully like I'm thinking...

I'm not so sure that 1200 micrograms is the best come up music though... just got to the LSD song and Im starting to trip out.
 
Somehow I've managed to not touch the methylone I have for a party this coming Saturday. How times have changed. I'd have been licking the empty bag wondering if I could get more in time for the party this time 2 years ago.

I've made myself proud for a change.

I am however completely dependant and addicted to coffee right now. I'm a Brit so nothing will replace tea, ever.

There really is nothing like a top quality, rich, strong, smooth coffee with a cigarette.

Shame the good stuff costs a fortune.
 
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Yeah, but catholics do say YOU'LL BURN IN HELL FOR ETERNITY IF YOU ARE THE BIGGEST PIECE OF SHIT ON EARTH...

I don't know, I don't particularly like christianity, but I ultimately don't care- its just a decadent and destructive belief system, but most Abrahamic religions are as redundant.

Go Satan! ;)
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we dont believe in christianity but we believe in Jesus. I look up to him, admire him. I want to be more like Jesus. Hopefully in future <3
 
willow11 said:
Hello Swerlz- I am very good, and how are you? :) <3

Hmm. I'm thinking; I really have no desire for any drugs anymore; besides medications, the last thing I took was a bit of methamp last week- and I didn't enjoy. I didn't NOT enjoy it, I just felt wrong. I really think that its time to quit. Life is so much better without a constant existential panic spurring on every movement. Its a panic that can never quite be met unless one is clear headed, and these days, my head is almost empty! (sounded weird...;))

I seem to exist well on 2mg of suboxone; I have found I can easily skip a day as well, so maybe I can just stop...? And only 14mg's of diazepam now. I cazn see TEH LIGHT :):):) <3<3<3
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I'm doing good today. Had some shitty luck with my car this weekend. I'm having the same thoughts. Back a couple years ago, I would gladly partake on activities (depending on what it was) and not think twice about it. But that urge to get "high" isn't what it use to be. Considering all the damage and mayhem I've caused because of it. The "fun" isn't fun anymore. No matter how hard I try to make it be. It's not the same. So why bother with it.

When I was on Sub, I could easier skip a day but on that second day I would bugging out. 2mg is a pretty high dose to jump off at. Considering the halflife is about 36 hours and the potency it be pretty tough to CT that. I'd wait till you're at submilligram doses to consider jumping off. Anything below 1mg is not that bad. And if you've been taking it for awhile now, your body has gotten use to it and the super poops wont be as harsh as if you were on methadone or some other opioid.
 
Roger&Me said:
Surprisingly, quitting caffeine has been one of the best things I've done for myself in a long time. I didn't realize how much that stuff was effecting me, it was jacking my anxiety through the roof-- even small amounts.
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Man I know what you mean. I was consuming huge amounts of caffeine since I was like 9 or 10 years old, didn't think anything of it until I became interested in drugs and learned some of the negatives of caffeine, quit cold turkey and damn, I would never have thought such a mild drug could have such strong withdrawals, had constant headaches, nausea, and was very aggressive for around 2 weeks after quitting. After that the difference was incredible though, really felt a lot healthier. Now I have a cup of coffee or a glass of coke maybe once a month at most, and I feel much better, plus caffeine is genuinely useful to me now as my tolerance is low and a cup of coffee actually does wake me up.. something caffeine hasn't done for me in a loooong time.
 
yeah very good Willow, I remember a month or something ago you said you were hitting up the rehab. Definitely sounds like you are doing well though.
 
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