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With my dissociative tolerance 20mg wasn't much at all, a bit of tiredness in my body, stimulation in the brain, anti-depressant effects, a disappointing lack of anti-anxiety effects on the comedown of a 45mg dose of amphetamine, and a little euphoria. Nothing that impressive, but the lasting mood lift is exactly what I wanted. Since today is my day off I'll be indulging in a 50mg dose later. Gonna try and not redose (didn't do it on the 20mg dose either). I got work in the morning anyway, so don't need to be up all night on MXE.

I received 5 gs and am hoping the fact that I've been working 40+ hours a week, I'll be able to keep the consumption low and make it last. Working/word 48 hours this week, and 48 next week. Wont have that much time to get zonked even if I wanted to.

I went out and bought myself a focusrite saffire pro 14, some cables to hook up my synth and midi controller, but forgot to realize I needed a different firewire cable than the one it came with. lame I can't use this 250$ machine.
 
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Lol any of you guys ever banged up crystal? Or used it any other way really. I wanna know how long after dosing does it stop being "fun" and starts being over-stimmy. I'm thinking of coppin' some glass and a sizeable amount of benzos for the comedown. :D Part hard haha...
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A friend of mine shoots it, and said it keeps him up two days, but the rush and maybe first hour are the good parts, and the rest isn't that great. I'd just smoke it if I were you. Just dose as you feel is needed until you run out (or until you feel like stopping), then have some benzos. It can be pretty fun stuff, though at some point it tends to become more about putting off the comedown than fun.

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Also isnt it time for a new social like 3000 posts ago?
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Yeah, I've been wondering about that. Ask the mods what's up with that.
 
You guys really don't think MXE is anything like ketamine? I agree that they are very different but I can't see how someone wouldn't find MXE to feel quite a bit like K. Like in a double blind test you could probably give me MXE in certain doses and tell me I'm on K.

LOL! At the fest I was just at my camp neighbor had obscene amounts of ketamine, all lined of on a big fucknig slab of broken granite countertop. Then some super fine ladies came into my buddy and I's tent and we IMd them with some K lmao. So much K errrrwhere I miss it
 
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I went out and bought myself a focusrite saffire pro 14, some cables to hook up my synth and midi controller, but forgot to realize I needed a different firewire cable than the one it came with. lame I can't use this 250$ machine.
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Niice, good choice of interface. I too hate it when I forget some crucial cable or something that hooks part of my gear together. I've had to buy two mice in the past few weeks because I forget them at home when I go up to school, I needed a new one anyways... But nothing like forgetting something totally simple but essential to make you feel like a dunce eh? My solution is to practice mindfulness and enjoy it all the more when it's working. Think positive!
 
360mg DXM down the hatch, don't wanna spend tonight like last night (regretting the past I can't go back to and crying, actually it was only the second time I've cried since I was 12, other was when a friend of mine died a few years back). I was gonna go for 650mg, but I went to the fair this evening and by the time I got back all the local places that sell gels had closed. Why must the fair be so expensive? $29 for dinner and beer.

(very) mild opiate abstinence syndrome + cough syrup = lots of shitting and nausea. Hahahha. Not complaining.
 
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^Man, you often seem to be unhappy or regretful- I do hope you find what it is you need <3 :)

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Once I managed it for a few minutes, and then a huge wave of energy buzzed through my whole body, which made me go 'whoa!'. It was startling enough to throw me out of the meditative headspace, but it was really cool. Does anybody know the cause of this phenomena?
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini Perhaps that?

Meditation is probably the most powerful influence in my life these days. I have really started to realise how pointless drugs are; they actually bore me these days, both taking them and talking about them (obviously, the taking is better...)

I had a fun day looking after my friends kids by myself, two boys aged 11months and 4 years. A really fun day, except the changing of nappies...:\ :)
 
willow11 said:
^Man, you often seem to be unhappy or regretful- I do hope you find what it is you need <3 :)
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Yeah, these past couple years haven't been good ones. Sitting around unemployed seeking chemical solace, my only friendships based around drug use and not because I actually enjoy being around the people. I've been steeling myself up for another round of trying to make things better. Gonna be puttin' out job apps and stuff during Oct/Nov (things will either work out or I'll run out of money and I'll be put back in the position of "drown out failure with more drugs or just commit suicide?").

This NMDA antagonism is making me feel semi-optimistic at this exact moment. Liquor may also be involved. Just gonna chill tonight.

Oh, and I'm still looking forward to Sound Walk, from what I saw on Visiting with Huell Howser from the 2007-8ish version, it's really cool abstract stuff. I'll probably trip for it. One installation was just some people playing one note for the whole 5 hours, another guy had a room where he had all these rocks set up and a winch pulling one rock over them and you just sit and listen to it. And a bunch of other stuff. Can't wait to hear what they'll have for my visit!

You know, sometimes I wish I could just stay in a dissociative hole forever, then whenever anyone else holes they could come and visit me in that beautiful, perfect world. Heh, I think whenever I get a new bank account my first purchases will be MXE and GBL. Now excuse me while I try to go find a position that lessens this considerable nausea.

Several hours later edit: Shit! 8( that was way more intense than 360mg of dxm has any right to be. I mean, I have a bit of a dissociative tolerance, this amount is normally just a pleasant buzz, I dunno I must of ate something weird today or smoked too much 'cause that sent me to a high second plateau, I could practically see the third at parts. Craziness. Luckily the ipod shuffle I brought to bed with me had a lot of Jimi on it, he kept things pleasant (that device has a lot of upbeat stuff I've been listening to before bed/when on H. Strangely enough, Plumtree can be kind of harsh on dissociatives, wtf. ). Imagine what would have happened if I took the 650mg I planned on taking! Haha, that would have been crazy awesome and I probably would have thrown up all over my bed which would not have been awesome.
 
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willow11 said:
I have really started to realise how pointless drugs are; they actually bore me these days, both taking them and talking about them (obviously, the taking is better...)
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Only pointless if you use them in the wrong way. If used with the intention of healing, healing is what you will receive. I have even gleaned powerful (and practical) insights from the use of alcohol.

I had a fun day looking after my friends kids by myself, two boys aged 11months and 4 years. A really fun day, except the changing of nappies...:\ :)
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That sounds great. Kids are magical! :)

Never Knows Best said:
You know, sometimes I wish I could just stay in a dissociative hole forever, then whenever anyone else holes they could come and visit me in that beautiful, perfect world.
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That would be wonderful! Too bad it's pretty much impossible to socialize with other people in a dissociative hole.

Hey Never, did you perchance eat a grapefruit or drink any grapefruit juice earlier today? Grapefruit actually acts as a natural enzyme inhibitor which can potentiate some drugs *including* DXM!
 
Making some awesome wobbly dubstep-bass-ish sounds with Reason. I've got this crazy feedback loop going on, which is something I've never tried before now.



*edit* WTF, I hate when my piss comes out in two streams on two random trajectories, neither of them ending up IN the toilet. Hahaha, does that just happen to me?
 
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^Ah, good ole reason, its truly a fantastic program, especially if your wanting to learn about synthesis in a hands on way. I'd liked to hear your stuff....

*edit* WTF, I hate when my piss comes out in two streams on two random trajectories, neither of them ending up IN the toilet. Hahaha, does that just happen to me?
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You have just experienced what they call that "the forked tongue". Use this power wisely, my son. :)

Never Knows Best said:
Yeah, these past couple years haven't been good ones. Sitting around unemployed seeking chemical solace, my only friendships based around drug use and not because I actually enjoy being around the people. I've been steeling myself up for another round of trying to make things better. Gonna be puttin' out job apps and stuff during Oct/Nov (things will either work out or I'll run out of money and I'll be put back in the position of "drown out failure with more drugs or just commit suicide?").
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Well, I certainly advise you to keep on trying'. I remember you maybe a year ago or thereabouts often talking about applying for jobs, generally discussing your options. I felt a bit sad thinking that you may have given up on those things, but you haven't which is good :) Things can always get better- its always worth the effort. I mean, in the last 24 months my own life literally fell apart; just pain, sadness, loss, all sorts of crippling sorrow, but then, right now, after rock bottom, I've more oppurtunities then ever and using them right now too.

Keep smiling...<3:)

I tell you what, Jurassic Park (and the sequels) are terrible, and yet I'm halfway through number 3 and still watching. Love the hammy overacting...:)

Peace.
 
woo, got a taste of mxe last night, and though it wasnt a proper first try (it was only 10mg and mixed with alcohol at that) it did give me a taste of things to come. must say though, im not as bowled over as others are, must be the low dose, or maybe the alcohol mixed in. it was ok though, a mood lift for a few hours with no hangover the next day. i wont be turning into an abuser though.

in different news, my favourite local club of last year just turned to only playing dubstep, and nothing else. time for a new club. i just cant party on that music. also, mingling with the crowd there makes me feel like a pedophile.

work on saturday. my favourite... hope everyone is having a nice day though!
 
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*edit* WTF, I hate when my piss comes out in two streams on two random trajectories, neither of them ending up IN the toilet. Hahaha, does that just happen to me?
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Haha, it happens to me too but very seldom. When it starts I just close off the flow with my hand and sit down lol.

willow11 said:
You have just experienced what they call that "the forked tongue". Use this power wisely, my son. :)
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Yeah, if the situation that warrants it come up, you can pee on two people at once :D

I tell you what, Jurassic Park (and the sequels) are terrible, and yet I'm halfway through number 3 and still watching. Love the hammy overacting...:)
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I liked the first one; though I was a kid when it came out and it doesn't matter if it's bad or not when you're that age; you'll like it for the rest of your life. Anyways the first one kicks ass, especially the scene where the T-rex comes out of the woods, and lets out the craziest shriek before chasing the jeep.

..and the lawyer on the toilet =D
 
the splitstream :P after sex, semen can get sticky and stick the urethra s walls together and the flow itself might not part them right away. nothing to worry about, just watch out for the piss flying everywhere. or maybe you were just experimenting with a new ROA and not telling us? :P

jurrasic park 1 is a bit of a classic for me, but might be cuz i saw it back then in the cinema. the FX knocked my socks of at the time, as did the ideas
 
Yeah the first is definitely a classic. Cinematic genius :) I haven't seen the sequels since I was a lil bugger and I loved them, but my kid vision likely distorted the actual quality real bad.

BTW LMA got temp banned for posting this image in a thread about squealing on a dealer or something.
 
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