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Booze helps, but will ruin your sleep quality (do you care more about falling asleep or staying asleep?).

Speaking of which, got a handle of Evan Williams bourbon today, it tied for best value whiskey buy for the year, and I can see why. I've had it before, next time I'll probably get a green anise liqueur, even if the best you can get is 1L so it's not quite as good a value, it's just a good liquor for summer.

Anyway, if you haven't noticed I changed my avi from an iris to anemones. In the language of the flowers, the anemone means 'loss of hope' or 'anticipation', both of which seem appropriate (no job for myself, but I am quite looking forward to my vacation). Heh, now I have an excuse to engage in dissociatives and shit that would have fucked up my ability to pass a test at least, 'specially with most of the folks bein' gone all weekend. %)
 
Not too bad other than getting dicked around by a bunch of coke fiends one of the nights.

by the way llama we want you back in irc
 
willow11 said:
Well, wish me luck; about to enter a detox facility and then onto rehab. Weeks of morphine and meth shots- a really nasty abscess, terrible weight loss (down from 88kgs to 67kgs) and hepatitis has left me with no other options.

I won't be on Bluelight any more. After I detox/rehab (which will probably be for at least 4-6 weeks) I'm travelling up north to live in my brother-in-laws aborginal community where I will be taking iboga and ayahuasca.

Its been lovely knowing you all. My own life has been truly enriched by you all, and I hope that existence brings you guys all the beauty, joy, peace and happiness that you all deserve. <3 I've spent hours thinking about all of you: B9 (and family) Roger&Me, Xorkoth, Delsyd, Shambles, Jamshyd, LoveLite, IGNVS, Cosmic Charlie, Laika, FastandBulbous, alantis360, Solipsis, Peppersox, SomeKindaLove/SKL, Samadhi/Andy/Matsuo Munefusa (and more) thank you for everything.

Peace <3
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I just happened to stumble upon this tonight; I hope things are well with you Samwise. I was actually just thinking of you tonight as I was walking up the hill from the shore after fishing, thinking of your ramblings of Aiwass. :) Hope this reaches you somehow <3

You guys are all such a permanent part of me; I think of you all the time and then to see you guys are thinking of me too just fills me with <3. I'm going to get back into more regular posting; I feel like something's missing and it feels wrong to be thinking of you guys all the time when all I have to do to talk to you is login.

tBirdee said:
Being Canadian %)
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Lulz; it is kind of neat how our Independence days are right next to each other. I spent the weekend camping and fishing with my crew and then spent the American holiday (Monday night) watching Independence Day as it was on TV and is one of the best movies ever!

I started an online course this week (Grade 12 U level Advanced Functions) as I have to pick up this credit to get into uni is September. It's sorta ridiculous; 3 year advanced college diploma with high GPA, 1.5 years of professional experience, and I have to pick up an old high school credit to get into full time studies.

It is fun though; very stimulating. I forgot how much I liked real mathematics. Sometimes it's a real pain in the head, grinds gears, makes tension and that stuff but it feels so good when you solve something. Problem Solver's rush I guess.

It's a long way away and all but when I get in I'll only have to pick up 13 credits to get the B.S. (get 7 transfers from college), which I can do in 2 years if I pick up some credits in the summers. I was planning on going to pharmacy school after the one year of full time (which is a prerequisite) but that would mean going to Toronto or Waterloo (two places I don't want to go) and I find lately I have more of a drive to go all the way and get the M.D.. Getting a B.Pharm would take me 5 years and getting an M.D. would take me 6, so it's quite a jump in qualification for one extra year and I'd be able to go to med school in places I would actually like. It's all far off but I find that's the way I'm going.

I feel lately like I've gotten a huge rush of ambition. I found what I've been missing the last while; without being in school progressing my knowledge and skills I'm just spinning tires in a sopping wet mudhole. Seeing a goal to work towards and actually wanting to work my ass off to get it is a good feeling. :)
 
I like reading that PDers are doing the things you're doing Pepper :) I'm totally not doing those things... I guess happiness is just fragile for me and I'm scared of stress right now :P Whatever though at the end of the day I've got a job, healthy relationship with an amazing girl and I'm always working on improving my creative works. So basically I want to see how far I can get without doing things that don't make me happy (college).

I know people might not care to read about this sappiness, but man I'm so diggin being back with that beautiful young lady :) Really she's like the perfect girlfriend for me. Not too wild where I can't trust her, not too straight laced where I can't relate to her. And she told me to stop fucking with needles, and I listened. I don't like being told I can't do things but she so legitimately concerned I didn't even hesitate. The only one thing that gets to me at times is that she's really, really good looking. And still hasn't come to terms with the fact that all her "guy friends" want to plow her lmfao. She's also a model which bothers me a bit :P

this has thus far been a bomb ass summer.

PS: Anybody here from the Denver area? PM me please..I'm going to red rocks from Minneapolis to see Incubus August 18th and would love to have someone to help me out..my buddy can't rent a car or anything haha
 
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