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nearjat said:
Man I feel great :) Who else feels great? hee hee. I'm gettin me some new shoes tomorrow, maybe I'll get some online. Any suggestions for funsies?
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I only get shoes on clearance at kohls (though I still have some dress shoes from macy's when I was in uni I wore them 100% of the time, hehheh. That led to crazy feet hurting) so I can't help ya. I'm feelin' pretty good but blame the booze for that.
 
Yeah I'm not sober either haha. Bought some dope to replace what the retard almost killed himself with yesterday lol. And 5mg of diazepam. MMMMMM HMMMMMM :D

I wish a certain family member of mine still designed for Converse, free chucks? yes pleeez
 
i wasn't feeling good ENOUGH, know what i mean?
only problems ive got in my life atm are the fact that since i turned 18, i've smoked more than a half pack a day (smoked more than a pack at starscape...) and i've got no job to afford to be buying $6 packs of marlboros every other day
 
LOL I quit a pack a day cig habit by chewing the nicorette gum, chewed that shit for a long time. Now THAT'S an expensive habit.. that gum is fucken expensive, man. :D

Now I just smoke pot, its the only thing I'm willing to waste my lungs over. Thought I haven't smoked any in a few days thanks to my rapidly declining bank account balance and lack of giving a crap about looking for a job this summer. I kinda want to just quit smoking pot completely (already quit all other drugs), find a way to eat for close to nothing (bulk rice or something, lol), and just lounge around not doing shit all summer while subsisting on my meager savings. That would take a lot of discipline, but it seems better than getting another menial crap job and slaving away for pot & food money -- that routine's just bad for the soul, I've found.
 
I don't mind routines that involve chilled out lounging and whatnot. Its the routines that demand I do things and perform actions etc that are bullshit. :D
 
LOL nevs, I bet you're gunna eventually become a senator or something.
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LOL, gov't work was actually my plan leaving high school, went to the right uni for it and everything, then dropped out and since realized my severely avoidant (and rather paranoid) personality is ill befit such things. I'm currently hoping to get a job at a local pizza place, which I think would be awesome. If that doesn't work out (as shitty skilless labor jobs i've applied for over the past year or two also haven't resulted in my being hired), I'm not sure I'll live much longer (my father tells me I've been vaguely suicidal since I was 7 years old, /random factoid).
 
Someone want to come see Incubus on August 17th at Red Rocks in Colorado with me? :D This band has essentially been the musical score to my life and seeing them at such a beautiful venue excites me in the genital region. I'm actually going to attend sober, I want to experience this in its pure form, I can party afterwords.

Never, go ahead and try living longer. You're totally cool and I'm sure your presence is appreciated here and in the reeeaallll world
 
[quote='jat]Never, go ahead and try living longer. You're totally cool and I'm sure your presence is appreciated here and in the reeeaallll world [/quote]

Imma trying, I'm hoping to make it through july (when some old HS friends and I go to San Diego for comic-con for five days, and have an awesome time), but maybe not, I'd put my chances at 50/50 on the matter. Though no one IRL really cares, well I've always disliked my family so I don't care about their pretend caring, and my old friends all unceremoniously stopped caring and moved away, so really you probably care more than anyone I know in person. If I gets employment I'll keep on going for the forseeable future though. I'm just getting tired after two years of freeloading off my mom, and then my dad when she kicked me out....it's pathetic and I ran out of self-esteem long ago. :\

Heh, I'd probably be dead already if not for the wonderfully affordable hard drug gaba-ergic known as booze, but I still have that, so cheers (downs another drink of Johnnie Walker Black Label, which I received for free, gotta panhandle tomorrow since my current amount will only last me through then, and I won't get as drunk as i'd like as long as i'd like tomorrow since I only got a quart of whiskey on sunday night...)
 
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I think you getting a job will drastically improve things for ya man. I can only speak for myself, but pan handling for booze money wouldn't exactly help my sense of self worth.

Shit come get a job in Minneapolis and you'll have at least one IRL friend! :)
 
LOL, if you offered me a ready job, I'd totally do it (especially if you needed someone to go halfsies on rent!), I have like $1600 in some annoying mutual fund that I've been delaying cashing out 'cause I've wanted to use it for my elaborate suicide plan, so I could afford a plane ticket. (Not that I'd expect strangers to do such a thing for me) I'll see about the pizza place by the end of this month, when they'll be losing an employee, I love pizza passionately, and when I go down there to eat a couple times a month (would be more if I wasn't spendin' money on droogs to get by emotionally) I always try to schmooze them to hire me. If they don't then it's on to my fancy plan post-haste, as things currently stand. I'm at peace with the idea though, I'm not gonna be all weepy and regretful about it.

Edit: I'm way too honest when drunk, hahahahaha.
 
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LSDMDMA&9716736 said:
i wasn't feeling good ENOUGH, know what i mean?
only problems ive got in my life atm are the fact that since i turned 18, i've smoked more than a half pack a day (smoked more than a pack at starscape...) and i've got no job to afford to be buying $6 packs of marlboros every other day
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$6 a pack sayswhat?
How many in a pack >:|
Like 15 each here in Aus...

Never, I dislike your idea.
Just sayin'.
 
Todays me birthday :)
22 and goin strong

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