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[Carver Slice]

just plug it never

it will blow you away in that realm i promise.

no need for iv'ing phens, never been worth the risk's IMO

 

[escape20]

In the Deep Time

feels almost close...

niice :D

I think i'm starting to come down from the ket...that was quite the mindfuckk tho

 

[Carver Slice]

seriously tho... taking 2c-e up the butter hole is nothing like eating it.

the way it comes on with a grip, the way the visuals continuously collapse and form new formations.

faster than an oral dose, more complexities with the quickness...

its lush :D

 

[tBirdee]

Hey guys

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

hai :D

 

[Carver Slice]

hey guise...

im kinda blushing.. i usually keep those things to myself, lol.

i read about your mushroom trip the other night t-bird, it sounded epic.

those fungus have a way with them

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

just plug it never

it will blow you away in that realm i promise.

no need for iv'ing phens, never been worth the risk's IMO

Is there any particular risk with IV-ing PEAs? I think I might have read that some people that have tried it had concerns, but I don't think I've read anything definite. I just love the needle, it's not merely an efficiency thing. I'm reluctant to plug since I have rectal bleeding problems, the source of which has not been diagnosed since I can't afford tests at the present moment. Plus fun ROA is inherently more preferable than one that isn't fun.

 

[We are all ONE]

LOL i really need to drink less though. It seems I can go without alcohol no problem, just recently went about 7 days with no alcohol, but I always end up getting wasted sooner or later. I don't think of alcohol as a depressant, personally: for me its something that lifts you up out of daily life, a bit like psychedelics. Drinking actually mirrors the archetypal hero's journey in many ways: it lifts you up into the divine realm in your drunkenness, and then throws you into the depths of hell in the midst of the hangover, only for you to eventually return to sober reality unscathed. As Bukowski said, drinking is a type of suicide where you're able to wake up again the next day. It's a very emotional, basically human process-- poisoning oneself in an effort to rid the mind of the cruel realities of everyday life. Its a poetic process, really. It can be very profound.

this man is truly my speaker
not necessarily in a vicarious way as I am living it but yes, in that way

 

[Carver Slice]

Is there any particular risk with IV-ing PEAs? I think I might have read that some people that have tried it had concerns, but I don't think I've read anything definite. I just love the needle, it's not merely an efficiency thing. I'm reluctant to plug since I have rectal bleeding problems, the source of which has not been diagnosed since I can't afford tests at the present moment. Plus fun ROA is inherently more preferable than one that isn't fun.

Well i have known of friends to IV them, the 2c's in particular.

And they always had well trusted sources, but would i do it personally *no*

As far as safety goes, these things are lenient, but dont push the limits.

Especially in these times.

 

[tBirdee]

hey guise...

im kinda blushing.. i usually keep those things to myself, lol.

i read about your mushroom trip the other night t-bird, it sounded epic.

those fungus have a way with them

You don't gotta blush man it's all about love in here!

And yeah dude that mushroom trip was literally mind blowing, or rather mind exploding may be a better term lol

 

[tBirdee]

i know the love is here.

Its been that way for years for me

dont be to keen on my cosmic secret.

holy macaroni! :D

 

[Carver Slice]

 

[tBirdee]

bleep

 

[Carver Slice]

 

[Survived Abortion]

herp derp
listening to Substance D.
Prettygoodmang
So i saw talk of IV tryptamines on the other page....what about IV phens?
Like...2CB or 2CT2?
anyone ever done that

I'm wondering that myself, only phen I have at the moment is 2c-e. I'm not sure how well that would lend itself to IV-ing, like, I could see the stimulation and bodyload being very unpleasant. Might make the time frame a bit shorter though, I dunno, I'd consider trying it just to try it. For me, tryptamines can go negative rather easily (when I'm dosing them orally), and this first attempt at the IV route worked out rather wonderfully, and I can see it becoming my go to method of taking them in the future (I'll have to get some DPT this summer maybe) when I want to spend a quite night in, though orally would be much better if you want to go outside and walk around and just have a nice pleasant day, though I'd rather have a PEA for that purpose.

Is there any particular risk with IV-ing PEAs? I think I might have read that some people that have tried it had concerns, but I don't think I've read anything definite. I just love the needle, it's not merely an efficiency thing. I'm reluctant to plug since I have rectal bleeding problems, the source of which has not been diagnosed since I can't afford tests at the present moment. Plus fun ROA is inherently more preferable than one that isn't fun.

I spent a lot of time using 2C-E, 2C-T-2, and 2C-C intravenously last year. I didn't have any problems in particular; the only thing that troubled me was losing so many veins since the phenethylamine psychedelics seem so caustic. I could really feel them going inside, and they would always leave the injection site with an ache, which would get worse with each successive shot on the same day.

All of these phens given intravenously/intramuscularly was the most reliable method of bringing about the experience of 'eyes everywhere'. Grids of those trippy eyes, benevolent and impartial, just floating in the ether silently observing without judgement. 2C-E brought on this effect particularly intensely. Suprisingly, 2C-C provided an enormous rush by this route; very difficult to explain since I have nothing to compare it with. It's like space-time suddenly becomes your own personal thing, you're in a very heady bubble that is the entire universe but it's also your immediate emotional canvas. 2C-T-2, a top favourite entheogen of mine, probably wasn't any more profound given IV/IM than oral/rectal, but again provided an intense peak rich with the synaesthetic universal closeness that 2C-T-2 is so natural at. Intravenous dosing of all phens was almost dissociating at times, a dissolution of perceived linearity, so that everything becomes accessible through 'emotion-waves' which transcend the limits of time-space.

I spent two weeks tripping on 2C-E everyday using this ROA. I had some of the most spectacular visuals during that period of time, and laying under the summer sun in my local park provided a setting of profound oneness with the flow of nature.

I also lost a lot of veins, and had a lot of pain in my arms from multiple IM injection sites and missed IV shots and extravated veins. Not good. I would have to recommend against it, due to the physical damage it caused me. I had a friend IV'd these materials with me, and he found the experiences to be far more intense, and somewhat unnerving. He was never able to finish a full syringe off, since the wave would hit him so hard he would be spinning out in echos of psychedelic feedback. We both saw the same eyes!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Hmm, in that case, I'll stick to IV-ing tryptamines only. I mean, if I'm gonna ruin some veins (which I would not like to do at all, if possible), there are other drugs I would rather do it with. Well, maybe I'll still try it once, I'll have to give it some serious thought...then again, I don't think I've taken any psychedelic PEAs intranasally even, might as well give that a shot first. They work great for me orally though, so whatever. Thanks for the info.

 

[solistus]

Now that I finally have health care again (was without coverage for a while after graduating college, till Obama's reform bill kicked in and let me back on my parents' policy), I've been thinking a lot about talking to some sort of 'mental health' / counselor type person. I was diagnosed ADHD as a kid, but never medicated and I managed to do alright in high school and go to a good college, so I sorta forgot all about it. I think it's stayed with me more than I realized, and I've just been self-medicating with pot. I also have some anxiety issues that have never been diagnosed per se, especially in semi-public social settings like big parties.

The thing is... I have no idea what sort of specialist to look for and how to get the process started. I don't know if I should plan on being honest about my history with drugs and discuss how I feel I've been self-medicating, or keep that to myself so I don't get labeled a 'poly-drug abuser' and can actually get a script if the doc and I agree that's the best approach. I don't want to touch benzos for anxiety, because I've come close to falling into a benzo addiction before and I don't want to risk developing a dependency on those devilish compounds.

I do think amphetamine or something like it is my best bet for the ADHD and a lot of the anxiety issues as well, though. I've self-medicated with adderall and moderate, infrequent doses are a godsend for me - I become extremely productive, much more sociable and without the anxiety hangups. I've never had a problem with amps and I wouldn't dose excessively if I had a script, but I doubt many doctors would take my word on that if they knew I've had addictions to multiple substances before and use recreational drugs regularly. It's enjoyable, but not so euphoric that I'd be tempted to take high doses off-label. I assume telling a doctor I've self-medicated illegally with a particular medication and found it very effective is not a good approach. I want to be clear, I wouldn't be pursuing this just to get an amphetamine script, but from what I know now that's the outcome most likely to help me and I don't want to do or say anything that would rule out the possibility outright.

I'm getting rambly, so I'll quit while I'm ahead If anyone with some experience in such things wants to PM me to discuss this further and offer some sage advice, I'd be much obliged.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Good look with that soli, hope it works out, I don't think I could ever seek counselling as I am pathologically mistrustful of others due to my paralyzing fear of being judged/hurt by them. When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade. Actually that's bullshit since I self-medicate my problems away (I like to deal with stress by avoidance, actually that's the only way I deal with it...) instead of embracing them and building a decent life around my psychological quirks/limitations, but that is the eventual goal. Heh, I'm feeling pretty positive overall though, I've learned not to let my many periods of melancholy bother me too much...sort of.

I've gained a lot of insight into my thinking process over the last couple of months. Wait, why am I talking about myself, I don't know. It's just that I got up at 3pm today so there's no way I'm falling asleep for a while yet...

 

[nearjat]

Best. Party. Ever. Live bad, jammin out- fantastic glitch/psy/dubstep/electro DJ. It was technically a house party but had a bouncer n shit put on by the local festival scene. Danced my fucking color pulsating ass off. Made sexy eye contact with a beautiful gal more than once, but she was taken so I didn't ask her to dance with me. Great night besides this dealer of mine getting all emotional because I refuse to give him free shit for effortlessly middle-manning shit for me (like we provide transport and the dudes down the street..lol). It'd be different if he let me know before having me come around that he expects gifts.

Whatever though, I told him not to contact me anymore because he's my only source of opiates and benzos and starting monday I'm putting Operation Stop Being Stupid into effect. hahaha

Poem about an old friend that I'm so scared for..

Dani
I think of you the most when
Sol's ghost heats the coast
Forgotten is the blur between
Attraction/Transaction
And I taste your humanity
Feel the humidity of the fragile
The gradual, unraveling
Curse the poppy, curse the glass
My hope unravels along
A fruitless cast

 

[allium]

oh fuck, I am so sleepy after phenazepam pill, and slep for ~12 hours. I tried to wake up 4-5 times during last 4 hours, but all my attempts failed.

Anyhow, good morning, PD.