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Just got back from LA, went and saw the griffith observatory. I really dig good scientific educational museums, and this one was great. Definitely worth checking out if you get a chance. They have an operational tesla coil and some really deep, cool exhbits on planets and space. I kind of think it would be good to check out on a mild dose of a psychedelic (it was way too packed today cuz it was a saturday, I'd have to come back another time).

I am also super stoked that Beavis and Butthead is back. So looking forward to them making fun of music videos and MTV shows :)
 
I am so wonderfully happy with life and the world tonight. Things are really looking great the the moment. I'm not going to count my chickens before they hatch, but I think I finally found some direction :)

Solipsis, stay safe man. Glad to hear you're okay :)

Llama, nice tune, I'm the same, I can't really name many house tracks that I like but that one's real nice.

I like that last paragraph Never, really great way of putting it.
 
You amuse me jesus, it's not often people use the word great in a response to someone's fatalism. Congrats on your possible finding of direction, I hope things work out well.

Griffith eh yucatan? I know I visited an observatory once in elementary school, not sure if it was that one or not. What'd you spend on gas to get there and back?

Man I need to go to bed right now if I wanna get 8 hours of sleep, but I'm not tired enough...
 
Well the way I see it. None of us are really trying to get to the top of the elevator, we're just trying to escape the bottom. In which case the very act of going up and down it repeatedly is a success. Plus, you might even realize you had nothing to escape from in the first place. Don't feel like you're getting nowhere. You were supposed to do more apps, what does it matter that you didn't, that's not now - you still have typing fingers, so go ahead and do some apps :)

Also sorry yucatan I meant to reply in my last message but being stoned I didn't raise I hadn't already. That sounds interesting, I'd love to visit a museum while tripping now that you mention it, I wonder why I haven't already.
 
Ah,the problem is that phrased my metaphor generally instead of refering specifically to myself, in my case the bottom of the escalator is continued unemployment, serious consideration of suicide, moving back into abandoned building, and being not sober as often as financially possible. The top of it would be some sort of suistainable, acceptable existence where progress is something that can be achieved through effort rather than luck as is the current situation (I think I need to roll a natural 20). Haha, I'm getting a winded as my current climbing efforts continue.

Has anyone else ever dreamed about high dose dissociatives? I have a few times and it never replicates the effects of the drugs at all but it is always creative/interesting.
 
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Did someone say music taste? Let us appreciate Talking Heads then, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_p49T_PPbM
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...what?! Dude. Synchronicity! I was just popping in here to tell you guys all about the Talking Heads concert DVD I just finished watching! It was my first exposure to Talking Heads, and it was completely mindblowing. It's called Stop Making Sense. Highly recommended. Watching David Byrne & the crew expressively and energetically perform the music gave it such a rich context, it was so much more intense than it would have been had I just listened to the audio.
 
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Has anyone else ever dreamed about high dose dissociatives? I have a few times and it never replicates the effects of the drugs at all but it is always creative/interesting.
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Yep. :) Highly unrealistic, yes, but interesting nonetheless. Psychedelic dreams, on the other hand, are always incredibly disappointing. Either I take a dose and have a really lackluster experience, or I score a really nice sheet of L and wake up right before I get to take any. :P





Contrary to my principles, lately I've taken quite a liking to alcohol. I just made myself a drink which seemed noteworthy enough to post here: I put some vodka, and a tiny splash of unfiltered apple juice for just the subtlest hint of apple-ey sweetness, on ice. It's a remarkably good flavor, for such a simple concoction, and it also really reminds me of some distant memory of a flavor from my childhood, but I can't quite put my finger on it...
 
Ah I see Never. Well, as far as a job goes, all you can do is apply, so apply everywhere and anywhere until you get one - as for suicidal thoughts, I've been there, and ironically the way I got over those thoughts is by realising how easy it would be to just end it - I mean, if I have the freedom to end things at any time, why do it now? The option will still be there in a week, a month, or a year - unless I'm likely to become seriously paralysed and unable to make that choice, it's always there - so why not continue a little longer and see what happens? Maybe that's not as comforting to you but I thought it was worth mentioning, as having that option has not only removed those negative thoughts from my head, but helped me deal with some of my issues like my anxiety too, at least to some extent. :)

While we're sharing music, I found a nice Shpongle dubstep remix yesterday. Now I was expecting it to be horrible since I couldn't imagine anyone pulling off a Shpongle remix very well, but I love it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ACrdLvCKLI

Edit: Also listening to some nice mixes from http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/members/204395-p0ly

http://www.youtube.com/user/Opomax#p/u/0/XFyu3yWVbm4
 
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Those mixes are psytrance, goa tekno, IDM, Minimal tech, psybreaks blended into 1 mix.

enjoy peeps
 
Now I'm a fuchsia, it's meaning isn't particularly relevant to anything, I just experienced a qualitative emotional shift yesterday and felt like changing my avi, and they're among my favorite flowers (fuchsias mean confiding love, btw).

Alas jesus, while intellectually I know that consistent applied effort is the only way things will work out, I am not a robot. I haven't the willpower to sustain my efforts since trying at all is a major psychological effort for me, and it ends up collapsing and throwing me back into a state where all I want to do is escapist things. As for the "wait just a little longer strategy" that's always been what I've ended up deciding to do so far, but the periods of time between my being forced to make a choice are getting smaller and smaller as the cycles repeat.

Anyhow, downside of waking up at a reasonable time: I can't lay in bed for longer than necessary drifting in and out of dreams that I remember as I wake up from them (but then usually forget as I fall back asleep). On the plus side, I actually get to do things in daylight. I think I'm gonna go on another 2+ hour walk now, when I don't have suitable things to be not sober, just getting out is the best I can do. This ends up causing a lot of back pain though.
 
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Woke up feeling down in the dumps and unmotivated. Guilty about not working this weekend but also sick of working right now. Gonna smoke some hash and take some kanna and blue lotus to hopefully easy my mood and make me less stressed, so i can watch a movie or something and forget about work.
 
Placed an order for 500mg 6-APB and 500mg Methoxetamine. I'm excited. Fingers crossed the order goes through okay, because the money's still in my bank for some reason.

Edit: Invoice came through right when I posted haha. Funny timing.

And Never, I know the feeling. I find it very hard to get motivated to do anything even when it's really important, and the other way to look at "waiting just a little longer" was something I stole a little from Fight Club, various posts I've seen, and my own experience - you can pull the plug at any time, if you're really not afraid to do that, what else is there to be afraid of? If you ever get to that stage where even going another minute is too much - rather than give up, use that, try to accomplish your wildest dream first, no matter how scary it might be - you have the power to pull the plug, you're afraid of nothing! Annd, after you've done it, you'll probably change your mind ;) (That said, I very much understand if you think that's a ridiculous idea, I've had trouble actually putting that concept into practice myself.)
 
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Argh, why do I always feel the need to rescue injured pigeons, last time was in '09 (I ended up staying up all night monitoring it because my jerkass roommate told the RA who made me take it out of the building. Well I got a little sleep when I convinced the nightguard at one of our national memorials I had made acquaintance with to keep it in the office till his shift was over so it could be warm). This one was being tormented by a house cat, I think it was knocked out of the sky by like a hawk/falcon since there was one near there, and I would have left it so the raptor could eat, but house cats are sadistic and it's hard to let them torment a bleeding animal. I tried to disinfect the wing, hope the bleeding is under control (pretty sizable injury), may try to put something on it to ensure it is stanched. It didn't shit in my dry clean only sports coat I carried it home in at least.

*Frets about* And now I have to go taxi around some tweaker person. Beback laters.
 
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never thats real nice of you helpin teh animalz....
i want my user title changed to King Tweaker of ED Social
i'm on my throne, claimed my title, crackas tried to step to the llama
but shame on you when you step through to the ol dirty llama straight from the PA zoo.
 
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