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Not having internet access suuuuucks. And coming over here to use some shitty ass laptop is certainly not pleasant either, I'm so behind on shows and webcomics.

Anywho, I had a glowing 2c-e trip last weekend, with much love and positivity. Have <$100 left (haha, frugality is not my specialty), but the anejo tequila, manchego cheese and cigars complemented each other well. Now I just haveta find a 24 hour pharmacy, so I don't have to go without rigs again and blow through half my darned H supply in two days...

I'd comment on some things said over the past couple pages, but using this stupid track pad thing and looking in a tiny screen is frustrating. Unlike home made burritos, which are awesome and never frustrating (unless your tortillas are stale perhaps). Well I will have to say that the destructiveness of any of our (i.e. us usin'em) habits needs to be taken in context. The decision to use these things is never made in a vacuum, like 'jat said, some of us have always been prone towards melancholy, or are suffering from circumstances in our lives that lead us to addict use patterns. Though certainly the money and time you put into your habit can't be going towards self-improvement, so there is a point where the drugs stop treating the depression and become part of the cause... It's always difficult to see.

Peace, back on when I can or whatever. <3
 
never i hope you're doing welll
you best be on in a half hour on aim lol, im goin to get a pack of cigs, then amphetamine fueled rants aiiiiiiiight?
 
Searched 3 cities nearest me for pharmacy that was open, fail. Though there might be one if I drive 2 cities in the other direction. :!
I am so doing this right now. Ya spend your food and gas money on drugs then waste your gas drivign around everywhere just to spend 3 (borrowed) bucks on some rigs.

llama said:
never i hope you're doing welll
you best be on in a half hour on aim lol, im goin to get a pack of cigs, then amphetamine fueled rants aiiiiiiiight?
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I'm bout the same. Was boozing for a while, then when I started getting bad I ponied up next month's reserve food/gas money and got a lil' H. Gonna finally put out a new job app at the local circle K. Don't know if I"ll get a chance to log on tonight though, gotta go check if that pharmacy in Upland is open then get back here fold my laundry, bring that back to my place an' get proper.
 
you're in LA arent ya? Find an exchange, or dont they have walgreens, etc there?
walmart pharmacy, there you go.
walmarts are like open 24/7 and they have pharmacies..
 
I'm in the LA county, not the city, there are no exchanges near here. And all teh pharmacies close at like 6pm (including Walmart, I went there and checked)..so I went over to that place in Upland, which is in San Bernadino county and they're like LOL you can't buy that here without an RX, go back to LA county, there's a store open in La Puente. Like I have the gas for that. I'm just gonna have to be all wasteful and snort again <sigh>.

Haha, I sound like a whiny junkie. So is anyone here looking forward to Halloween, or in general care about that holiday?
 
This particular method of meditation that I'm working on is so weird...

Once I am able to successfully achieve this meditative state, it has this fascinating property of feeding back into itself, so that it creates a cycle wherein it causes itself to continue, and it's very difficult for the mind to wander off in a different direction. (Which reminds me much of the great psychological "resiliency" that psychedelics seem to sometimes offer.)

I really have to find a way of describing what I'm doing, so that other people can try it as well.
 
Yeah, you could say that. The basic idea is to be completely free of desire, so that you're not trying to seek anything, and you're also not trying to fight anything. You're always perfectly content with every moment, no matter what's going on. Nothing is wrong, everything is acceptable.

Once you start seeing things that way, you definitely start to "hyperfocus" on that one perspective, and it's hard to stop. Not that you'd ever want to stop, because it feels wonderful. =D
 
hmm strange.
just sounds like a chill high lol, i got that kinda deal goin on atm just from dex..
 
^ Yeah, I think it happens to people without even trying, especially after taking drugs.

The trick is to get it to happen when you're sober. Then you never have to come down. ;)

Or, to intensify the drugs with meditation.
 
im also curious. ive always been interested about the benefits of meditation and how it actually works and what it is that it does... though ive met only few people in real life that really are into it and seem to practice enough to matter. answers in this field are a always subjective i guess...

how long did it take you to reach this level of meditation?
 
I've tried it multiple times, mostly in my hippy phase but it just felt too forced and artificial "no matter how much I relinquished control" ;)

It never really worked for me. The only time I meditate is when lying on the floor on LSD and the wave vibrations coming out of the walls start visually and auditorily manifesting themselves.
 
^Get yourself to the doctor Nearjat, you might need to get surgery on it. Are you sure its not just a transient type, I've had that from sleeping weirdly...?
Anyway, don't stress about it too much, just try and get this sorted out. After that, stress out if you must....Let us know how you go. :)
 
Hope youse OK nearjat, hate to see one of the PD crew hurt. Though I know nothing about radial nerve palsy.

Currently trying to write a quiz for some of my students, have no idea if it is too hard or blindingly easy...


How's everybody's nights going?
 
I've tried meditation a few times, but just haven't gotten it to work. Though a nice cigar, some soda (spiked with a liquor or your choice), and park bench on a warm day can put me in a near meditative state. ;)


Continued unhappy story:
I swear, my father makes the worst dealers seem like they deliver instantly, here we are another day without my money he spent w/o permission and needs to give back to me, no needles, ran out of water yesterday, and out of gas. As someone famous for never ever yelling or raising my voice at people, it's interesting how quick that goes away when folks are fucking up my drug life. I ended up spending that borrowed five on some discount meth (protip: a wine glass and bic pen make a decent substitute for a pipe).

Edit: If I don't change my avatar back to normal in a few days/stop posting entirely, y'all might want to look up the meaning of this one. (Hint: explore hanakotoba rather than the Western language of the flowers.)
 
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