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hey guys: just kinda fucked up. not that I'm in a bad place right now ( =D ) but this was really reckless...
imagine you spend the whole night in a really old school tavern listening to really old school - but handmade - folk music while slowly getting (kinda desperately) drunk. you're really fucked up and decide to go home cause the place is "already" (5am) closing. on your way home (20min) some probably amped up and obviously psychotic freak starts walking besides you and is starting his rant. you hesitantly remove your headphones (vivaldi) and listen to the guy: he talks about his father who is the boss of the local police and about syringes and needles and whatnot...
being the friendly guy that you are you listen to the guy with the intent to somehow help him. but this guy - he is friendly though, but paranoid - takes out his "letter" (don't know the word in english. folded piece of paper u know...) with ~0,5 of white substance in it and asks if I want a line, supposing it's coke. he scatters his shit all around a first floor windowsill (residential house) in the middle of the city, prepares you a FAT line on his motherfuckin passport (!) and urges you to get out a bank note (for insufflation not for payment. was not sure first.. XD ). you taste the stuff and it seems to indeed be coke...

now I'm sitting at home at dusk, waiting for 1mg of lorazepam to finally kick and get me to sleep after this unexpected coke-high, listening to miles davis, smoking cigs and wondering what kind of fucked up performance that was (tried to talk sensibly to the guy for 30min while walking around trying get through to him - to no avail. at one point HE JUST FUCKING TURNED AROUND AND LEFT. said he needs to "call his father".)

WTF. (harm reduction fail.)

8( =D
 
No I've never IM any psychedelics, but I would love to try IM'ing some of the base tryps, like DPT and DiPT. My main interest is definitely with the base and 4-HO series compounds. The extended duration of 4-AcO-DMT is rather annoying unless I take 40mgs. I much prefer the intensity and dramatic side of the 4-HO compounds. Ethocin in particular, it is clear on the head but will still blast you into psychedelic bliss.

I'm actually rather sad I am out of my ethocin, it's one of my favorite psychs ever. I would love to revisit 5-MeO-DiPT, but I'm pretty sure it's illegal, and my only experience with it was in combination with 2C-B and cocaine. It's been about 5 years since that trip, maybe it would treat me better the second time around. 5-MeO-DMT is a must on my next order, my only experience was 17mgs vaped, and it was an instant +4. If only AMT was legal in the US....
 
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Meh, I didn't really appreciate it a whole lot. Was more like an enhancer than a psychedelic for me... it made experiencing things a bit more "rich" than normally, which is something I know from 2C-T-7, but it was otherwise lackluster and pointless, leading virtually nowhere. I had a few hours of physical discomfort before I got more used to it and the aching headpressure and queasiness and stuff subsided. It had some visual warmth but it was pretty disappointing.
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2C-T-21 was alright in the 6mg-12mg range, but for me it didn't start getting really interesting until 16mg+

definitely has some physical weirdness to it at those dosages though. felt safe though, just weird.
 
...yeah he literally scattered all of his paraphernalia on this windowsill, several people in range and I'm like "dude we should leave"...no response..."dude we should leave"...no response..."lets get the hell outta here!". he suddenly starts panicking, gets his stuff together and runs away. "WHY? WHAT IS GOING ON? ARE THEY FOLLOWING US?!" XD then he insists he's lost his coke, starts running around again and I say it's probably in one of his many pockets. it's not. it's lying on the street right where we stand (pure luck). I pick it up and give it to him. "DID YOU TAKE IT FROM ME?!" XD and I'm like "yeah, that's why I just gave it back to you. fuck you man, you should seriously consider quitting coke". but it was his "last bag ever" anyway... :o
poor soul. :( (he also wanted my phone-number and I gave it to him to maybe direct him to some help facility - I did work in the field - once he's sober and remembers me. now I feel slightly paranoid that my number is on this guys phone... 8) )
 
I had an amazing ketamine trip yesterday. I was laying on my bed with my closed listening to Explosions in the Sky and all of a sudden it felt as if I was completely weightless and speeding down this void feet first. I didn't really see much patterns but saw several odd structures most were hard to make out since the colors were faded so they blended in to the darkness of the void. After a bit I was able to control it and allow my self to start flying the other direction; head first. Soon after that I felt a hurricane force wind wind sucking me towards my right which is were my speakers playing the music.

I am on a low dose of ketamine right now and am thinking of mixing a little more with dmt in my back yard a little later.
 
So I decided to take 350mg DXM today for funsies, didn't feel much besides a slight mood lift so I went to abandoned building I lived in that one month to smoke some herb. My zero tolerance self was at a good +++ when I got out, and had an uncomfortable walk home with like 8 fps vision.

Good stuff so far. How are the rest of you PD socialites this day?
 
i took some DXM last night as well (300mg). my trip also was mostly just a mood lifter.... until i smoked. then it was like zonk zonk zonk for an hour or two.
 
I'm really with it. Here's some paintings

A Pissaro, and a Matisse, respectively:
NSFW:
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And some music: Shlohmo - Bad Vibes
The Books - There is no there
 
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Anyone want a peanut-butter and morning glory sandwich?

Morning glory sandwich! Just made one, crushed up 14.5 grams (double bag, hammer until outer bag tears a little, repeat x5). I think I lost anywhere from a 1-2 grams in crushing, and some are still uncrushed, so I would say I have 12 grams worth. Put a small dollop of peanut butter in a shot glass, poured in the powder, mixed, and put on a sandwich. Tastes like... gritty sand and jelly lol.

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Dont you just love the way morning glory sandwich sounds? :-) ...
Hoow y all doing?
Gonna try doc later on.. Any suggestions for amping up the visuals later on it the trip? :-)
Cheers!
 
Woke up drunk, reeking of beer. Man I drank way too much last night. I lost my debit card too (not the end of the world, its replaceable and I had no major charges, I think i left it in the cab). My phone has been broken for a while, so I was drunk, wandering in the rain trying to find a way home. What a ridiculous night. I am amazed I got home with my stuff from work too (how did I get it out of my coworkers car? and yet got lost... dunno).

My wife isn't too happy with me. I am annoyed at myself too, but I also feel like this was a much needed stress release. Its good to cut loose once in a while (and it has been a while), but I wish it had been with a different drug that alcohol and I wish that I hadn't lost my debit card.
 
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^ Bah... no sense having too much regret. :D



:( I think I need to get on ADD meds. I just can't focus on schoolwork. I mean you'd have to hold a gun to my head to get me to concentrate. It's all boring as hell to me. But if I don't find a way to focus, I'll be a worthless pizza delivery guy for the rest of my life.

I don't know why last semester was so different. I was incredibly motivated. I would burn the midnight oil on Friday nights, tirelessly working, while all my friends were boozing and relaxing, and wondering why I wouldn't join them, simply because it was so thrilling to be a successful student. Now ALL I can do is sit in the cafeteria and eat excessively, and shoot the shit with people, because I can't be bothered to do anything else.

I want to switch schools, so I can study something scientific instead of artistic, because I'm thinking maybe I'll have more of a natural enthusiasm for that kind of work. But then what if I don't? Ugh.
 
What degree are you going after right now? Can you switch majors at your school? If you truly think it isn't for you and you have a long time until graduation, I would say switch, but if you are close, you should get your degree, and then use it to springboard to a different area.
 
^ Going for a degree in music. To try my hand in something like chemistry would require getting into another school, since I'm attending a music school. Which would be a huge hassle, for such a gamble. I've floundered in school my whole life. I'm only in my 2nd semester, so yes, relatively early on.
 
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But if I don't find a way to focus, I'll be a worthless pizza delivery guy for the rest of my life.
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for real dude. i'm 26. wish i had focused in college. now i'm struggling to find a minimum wage job. i'm way too smart to be in this position in life. it can happen to the best of us. now i've got my unfocused stage out of the way, but no one will give me money to get back in school. don't turn out like me applecore, please :).

i made it through high school by acing the tests, but i rarely did homework. that doesn't work in college. you gotta go to class and do your homework... no way around it.
 
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