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They all give me this.... feeling... like something is off when I'm high.

I had this on a few of my early trips, just the basic feeling of being 'out of my element' which made me slightly uneasy. Then I had my ++++ experience on the beach and I've not had much of that feeling ever again. Sure, since then I've been in slightly awkward situations that would have been less awkward had I been sober, but once I had my ++++ (which in a way felt very natural, like 'coming home' as some people call it) being 'out of my element' is more like being in my element haha and something about being in a psychedelic headspace just makes me so much more aware of everything which is something I've come to utilize a lot.
 
Hey all, I'm a bit disappointed with myself at the moment as I have taken what I thought to be potent LSD, I should have known better and I was lazy about doing my homework on the sources. I was also forgetful of the many discussions on here about being careful between the two.

As best as I can determine at the moment it seems to be a 2Cnbome singular compound or mixture of various. I was going to try these compounds myself and had gone so far as to acquire tabs (of a known dosage) to be able to try for myself. I was not to alarmed as my heart-rate seemed okay but it does annoy me that I cannot determine the dosage as a gauge for future experiments.

I know I would much prefer LSD as I am finding the energy a bit too much at this point in time.

I've had to move recently and have started new profession in hospitality for now which has not left much time for tripping but I'm getting a lot healthier just from work, I was starting to abuse certain substances (4fa & 2ce) on a daily basis and needless to say the cosmos kicked me in the arse and I'm still cleaning up the damage.

I acquired some DMT and haven't yet had an opportunity to go for full breakthrough(waiting on equipment) but had significant effects from changa and in weed joints(wasteful I know but only 30mgs at a time). Very interesting but very dislocating, a lot of people say that DMT finds you, well I'm still pondering that one.

@Neverknowsbest - a nice verse, It's amazing how the best ones will seem to offer new meanings whether it is the first or the fiftieth you have seen them (first for me). I wish I had more time to read poetry.

@Peppersocks - I hear you about the opiates and hospitalization after nearly dieing from a serious accident some years ago I was still craving opiates for longer than I needed them to manage the pain whilst recovering. Ever since then I've pretty harsh with myself on opiates and I refrain from taking anything for pain unless I can't function regardless. I've been looking into getting a gun license for sports shooting and doomsday prepping, I used to shoot a bit with my old man which was always good times. Would you say a lever action 22 with short scope and glock 9mm be a fairly good starting point as I'm on a budget.

I'm still trying to find complete peace whilst working out ways to save the world and these two things meet at both ends but on some days it seems I'm just mashing them together through my own shortsighted mistakes.

Good luck to you all.
 
After doing intravenous DMT, I don't even bother taking LSD anymore.


I've read your trip reports on MDA and DMT which are very interesting, I'm wary of IV as I'm quite unpracticed and think I would need assistance, also hard for me to source lab grade purity as some of the yellowish DMT here in Australia would do some damage with all the tannins. You've prompted me to obtain copy of DMT spirit molecule and it is now at the top of my reading list (that sadly grows longer without me pruning it through taking care of business aka reading).

I've just checked out your songs too which are very different, musical alchemy, I liked the Galvanized Vanity which was very eastern and harmonious and brought to mind a bamboo plantation in the rain(dubstep remix was also a good take adding in the bass/drums effect and would make a good back beat to a hip hop song I think).

I ended up going to the beach last night and did end up greatly enjoying the unknown substance I had consumed, the 2ce like visuals were interlaced with the stars so it seemed that there was a connected energy fields going back and forth between the stars. I stared at certain stars and tried my focus and was able to pull the image of the star closer in my mind which seemed to brighten the fields of energy but I couldn't make the image get to close this time.

I'm interested in doing the candle gazing and star gazing to improve my focus and mental strength, does anyone else have any tips on the star gazing/astrology side of things (I suppose I should get a telescope?)?

Also could focusing on visuals in the dark that appear in mid air also have some benefit as I got some interesting effects when I did direct my focus on empty air, I'm going to change most of trips in the next few months to dark and quiet in nature to see if I can extract more use from my psychedelics, will definitely be trying small doses of DMT whilst on low dose acid to start with after finishing my studies on DMT.

Also I thought more about finding peace and trying to save the world and I considered that the earth and the other connected stars/interstellar bodies(bundles of cosmic components) were individuals too and that perhaps mankind leaching toxins into the environment thus probably ending our species (fingers crossed for scientific advances) is just the earth balancing itself to find that peace.
 
As best as I can determine at the moment it seems to be a 2Cnbome singular compound or mixture of various.

What makes you think it's an NBOMe? Did you test for oral activity?

There is always good L in circulation. Do your homework and you will be rewarded handily.

I'm still trying to find complete peace

Look into Taoism and Zen for sure.

TL;DR version of Zen - you already have complete peace. Good job!

Also I thought more about finding peace and trying to save the world and I considered that the earth and the other connected stars/interstellar bodies(bundles of cosmic components) were individuals too and that perhaps mankind leaching toxins into the environment thus probably ending our species (fingers crossed for scientific advances) is just the earth balancing itself to find that peace.

Hm... would a world without humans be more peaceful? There would be a lot more room for other carnivorous species to rise to the top of the food chain, and they cause a lot of their own predatory violence.

Anyway thanks for sharing your thoughts man.
 
I had this on a few of my early trips, just the basic feeling of being 'out of my element' which made me slightly uneasy. Then I had my ++++ experience on the beach and I've not had much of that feeling ever again. Sure, since then I've been in slightly awkward situations that would have been less awkward had I been sober, but once I had my ++++ (which in a way felt very natural, like 'coming home' as some people call it) being 'out of my element' is more like being in my element haha and something about being in a psychedelic headspace just makes me so much more aware of everything which is something I've come to utilize a lot.

It's true, I might just not have had enough experiences to get comfortable with the whole head space and such. I do get that awkward feeling around people like when I was on 2C-I and was on the computer while my brother was playing COD in the same room. It's not a situation where he doesn't know I've taken it and I'm worried he will find out, he's plenty aware I took it and doesn't care at all. I still have that feeling though.
 
Awww coming down from Moxy and 25b-nbome, just discovered i have a beer left :) Best feeling ever atm
 
ah, the joys of 5-meo-mipt. not least of which is waking up the next day feeling fine after a restful sleep with complete memory of the passed evening...

hows your Sunday morning coming along PD?

listening to Sasha and Digweed - Expedition... contemplating working or working out...
 
Can this not count as recreation for some? It certainly is for me.

Whoops, I missed this post. Yes, you're certainly right. I want to say that life is recreational. Life is a big game. The world is a big toy. And psychedelics are simply a dimension of life, so they too are recreational devices.

"Recreational" drug use for me is defined as, the use of a drug for the direct and immediate purpose of pleasure. If I'm using drugs to learn about myself, or about art, or mathematics, or anything like that, certainly if I am successful the trip is highly pleasurable, because learning anything about the world is pleasurable - but the pleasure is a side-effect, not a primary objective.

hows your Sunday morning coming along PD?

Good. I'm waking up to some morning Bluelight (as opposed to morning coffee ;) ), and readying myself to get started on a day JAM-PACKED with productivity and manic intensity! That's how I have to do things here, or else I simply cannot accomplish in a day what I feel I should.
 
Good. I'm waking up to some morning Bluelight (as opposed to morning coffee ;) ), and readying myself to get started on a day JAM-PACKED with productivity and manic intensity! That's how I have to do things here, or else I simply cannot accomplish in a day what I feel I should.

Same here, minus the foreseen productivity and plus the coffee ;)

ah, the joys of 5-meo-mipt. not least of which is waking up the next day feeling fine after a restful sleep with complete memory of the passed evening...

hows your Sunday morning coming along PD?

listening to Sasha and Digweed - Expedition... contemplating working or working out...


Hrm, I've been eying 5-MeO-MiPT, but since a string of difficult experiences with mushrooms a few years ago I have been having trouble with tryptamines...

I'm sticking to phens at the moment. Thinking of taking a dose of 2c-p at around 8mg, not like that "12mg" that I took from a 10mg/mL solution that may have had concentration issues as it was the end of the vial.

Maybe I'll stagger the doses by an hour, half at first, half later, in an attempt to curb come-up anxiety.
 
I'm sticking to phens at the moment. Thinking of taking a dose of 2c-p at around 8mg, not like that "12mg" that I took from a 10mg/mL solution that may have had concentration issues as it was the end of the vial.

Maybe I'll stagger the doses by an hour, half at first, half later, in an attempt to curb come-up anxiety.

i think the coffee you drank last time probably contributed to the come-up anxiety quite a bit. also this time maybe consider predosing with diphenydramine to lessen the bodyload, instead of taking it once the stuff kicks in. what doses of 2C-P have you successfully done before?

i tripped during the super bowl last year (on 25I). spent most of the time on Bluelight too. it was actually kind of a hoot haha.
 
Wow this is funny I stashed these very colorful shrooms a couple years ago and forgot about them. They were those small blue and bright orange ones- mega strength. They were is great shape also with everything connected and even membranes intact. I had soo much back then stashing 5 oz was not a big deal. Just found them while packing apt for moving. They have been here for about 2 years at least and vac sealed. Not sure if they went bad so I end up throwing them away. Hopefully some bumb will find them and party like its 1969 lol. How long do shrooms usually last in vac seal bags and no light condition?
 
Forgot to put coffee pot under coffee machine. :|

Well it was espresso, so the catchy-thing got it all, drank it even with the ole bits of ground.

Baha well at least you got all the caffeine?

@TNW I've done 4mg IN, 6 IN, 10 PO, 10 PO and 5 IM. Not counting allergy tests of 500ug-2mg

That 12mg one was the only one i had any caffeine with though IIRC.

I'll be trying around the 8 or 10 mg range tomorrow morning without coffee ;) tomorrow morning, along with some DPH beforehand. I'll let you guys know how its goin'.
 
Meh I had DPH in those dose ranges once maybe closer to 400mg. I spent the night playing a MMORPG named Shaiya and I eventually was told to go to bed by my guild members because I was typing gibberish into chat and getting everybody killed.
I then spent the rest of the night observing the translucent crystaline spiders, of sizes ranging from cute and small to unnervingly large, crawl from the nest they apparently had in my floorboards.

I was completely aware of my actions, no disaster to speak of, though I definitely see how it could happen.

I remember being euphoric at times... but as you characterized it, I agree. neither pleasant nor unpleasant. Don't plan on repeating it.
 
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=67058

^ I just read that trip report and cracked the fuck up the entire time lol

If I (or somebody) could make a film or animation of that trip report IMO it'd probably be downright hilarious. Someone should show that report to the guy who makes those awful/very mildly funny vice videos of people doing somewhat awkward things while on a small dose of acid. like this one.

the trip report above clearly hyperbolizes everything about those vice videos in an absolutely hysterical manner if you ask me.

just seeing the name and the substances consumed of the trip report made me laugh out loud.
 
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=67058

^ I just read that trip report and cracked the fuck up the entire time lol

If I (or somebody) could make a film or animation of that trip report IMO it'd probably be downright hilarious. Someone should show that report to the guy who makes those awful/very mildly funny vice videos of people doing somewhat awkward things while on a small dose of acid. like this one.

the trip report above clearly hyperbolizes everything about those vice videos in an absolutely hysterical manner if you ask me.

just seeing the name and the substances consumed of the trip report made me laugh out loud.

"As soon as the vocals began I entered an intensely colored tunnel filled with double helix patterns of glowing dots. I ate the dots..."

LOL

MiPTing now :D

I just emailed you some good vibes, check your inbox.
 
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