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Lately I have been seeing rays/waves of light like illuminating off of light sources. More so in the dark but even in the day or a well lit room. If I watch tv in the dark I see rays shining off my tv in whatever colour is displayed. Beams/rays/waves off street lights, headlights, stuff like that.
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this has happened to me all my life
 
Dissociative weekend countdown: 18 hours and counting.

Me and god haven't chilled in a while. Time is due.

I see spacers/lights etc. all the time.

Got used to it a while ago. See auras too. Psychedelics are an aspiring shamans ticket to ride, baby.
 
@Solipsis - I've already attempted to get on a heavy workout schedule earlier this year but it didn't work out because I had too much schoolwork and ended up not having the time. I wasn't 'addicted' to anything I just got arrested a while ago for having pot in my car and going to rehab is going to make it get expunged as long as I don't get another DUI in the next 10 years. I'm viewing winter break as a time to get extremely productive in bettering myself; although I will be working out as much as possible, i've been very inspired from learning so much this semester but haven't been able to explore my ideas because I'm so busy with homework/projects. Also, to help abstain from me smoking pot (which is something ALL of my friends avidly do) I'm going to have lots movie nights at my house where I refrain from smoking but still get to have fun and chill with my friends.

@Jesus - I found K to be quite a bit better than MXE. If I were to compare the two, I would say K is like a dreamy, futuristic, robotic high while MXE is more of a rugged, silly, robotic high.. idk but K also produced way more open eye visuals than MXE has for me
 
Hope you can withstand the temptation SONN...

In any case committing to working out is pretty nice, especially that the reluctancy to put any effort into it changed to doing it with pleasure, at least for me. I´ve gained some fine mass from just doing varied exercises with dumbbells at home, definition comes naturally, and I also put a lot of emphasis on core strenght to help improve stability, control and force when training pencak silat. Also, I'm convinced supplementing basic nutrients and creatine contributes.

Enjoy, thou :) I was gonna say: "don't get lost" but please do :D
 
^ Nice, man! :)

Ew. Back home for Thanksgiving break. It's nice to see my family again, but being back in this house reminds me of how comparatively shallow and crappy my life was before going off to school. Plus, for some unknown reason, traveling long distances always makes me feel seriously depressed. :\
 
^At least the weather's warmer?

I had the most lovely dream. I was in the mobile home of some old person who had died, very sixy/seventies chic, so I look in the medicine cabinet and there's a spilt over bottle of red capsules with the magical graphemes "RX679" on them (you know me, a GABAergic fan, and a person who idealizes things they can't have, I place the old barbs on a golden pedestal). I was totally responsible and started with one, later had four. My subconscious definitely did a bang-up job approximating effects, an anxiolytic, readily euphoric, kind of drunken feeling. Closest I'll ever to actually doing it, I guess.

Anyway, happy Thanksgiving to my fellow Americans. May the family be pleasant and the booze flow freely.
 
Seconal? Called reds right?

Interesting :) Not too long ago I was eating acid by the sheet in a lucid dream, although I only started tripping when I paid attention to the fact that I wasn't before. The effects were pretty strange compared to actual tripping although the comparison was very hard to make. Not to criticize anything about what you say, I don't mean it like that :D
Any idea why you dreamt about that?

I only have phenobarb but am told that it is relatively shitty and not worth it like the others. Plus I have a bad record with benzo's and have resp. depression issues (mostly fears but also spontaneous apnea like nonsense sober sometimes). Add to that an unreasonably long halflife and it becomes unlikely that I will try it. ;)
 
^My tripping dreams are bizarre but rather dissimilar from psychedelics, normally drugs come into dreams to explain dream weirdness. Like, most often I become paralyzed and fall over leading to a false awakening (sometimes my field of vision will become really small in a tunnel of visuals), wash rinse repeat...I usually assume I'm drunk or dissociated while experiencing it.

I'm not even interested in phenobarbital or butalibital, even though they're easy to get, they sound like a waste of time. But to get seco-/pento-/amo-/or the like is my grand yet impossible dream. I'm kind of glad they're not around, I'd be an addict, I'm scared of benzos even since I'm not sure I could use them responsibly (booze and G are perfect for difficulty in developing physical dependence to, maybe I'll run into the latter again sooner or later).

Today I am reminded of another forum once accusing BLers of being a bunch of poly-drug addicts who hypocritically tell other people not to do things. Mainly because I've downed most of a bottle of sherry this evening and after the first 1.5 hours (when I had most of it) was great as comeup-to-peak is with booze, but since I'm just thinking what else I could theoretically take to feel how I want to, haha. Will have to do booze + 2c-e again soon, but take the psych P.O. this time.

The holiday went well in any case, and I look forward to doing battle with the leftovers.
 
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I once had a dream that I ate a mushroom with morphing, gold, unfamiliar language on the cap(almost like hieroglyphs). The dream was very strange and trippy but as soon as I ate the mushroom the dream changed. It turned into the realest dream that I have ever had, in a real life kind of way. It is almost like the mushroom made me sober, the reverse effect of waking life mushrooms. Much more happened but that was the long and short of it.
 
There is some truth to the hypocricy but I think it is somewhat inherent to druggies who give harm reduction high priority in their original mission. I'd rather talk about how awesome some combo's are or high doses of certain drugs while everyone at the same time is constantly reminding each other about the dangers. People won't stop being foolish but that doesn't mean we should just give in and admit that we are not going to be responsible and stop pretending to be. That's nonsense. It is harm reduction, not a black and white world of harm and harm elimination. The grey area is where we are both responsible and irresponsible and we should strive to lean towards responsible. When we don't really succeed and make stupid mistakes, is that malignant hypocricy? I say: only if we never intended to be responsible in the first place.

No wonder this gets simplified and interpreted as just hypocritical, it kinda is. It's also realistic though.

I used to be part of a government funded organization where volunteers provide advice and information about drugs at big parties. Naturally, this attracted a lot of drug-users giving out the advice. I think the info given was quite neutral and objective, neither condoning nor condemning. These guys could party pretty hard, there was a similar type of hypocricy.
Criticizing that to me seems like being harsh about either being responsible or not being responsible, bashing "trying to be as responsible as possible". Again, since the world is not black and white, it just won't work forcing it to be.
 
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Think I might dose some of the 25i I got 2 weeks in a little bit for the first time. I didn't get much sleep last night so I am just going to do 300-400ugs. My friend gave it to me in 1mg doses wrapped in foil. I'll just split it in 2 piles and snort the smaller one.
 
Dude, 1mg is a tiny amount of material. it's safer to make a 10 or 100mL solution and dose by mL. Otherwise you might be getting anywhere from 250-750ug!

Whatup PD? I have been drinking gluhwein over the last few days. Damn that shit is delicious.
 
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I have been drinking gluhwein over the last few days. Damn that shit is delicious.
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Homemade or store bought? I've had some homemade mulled wine before (well the wine wasn't homemade, but it was home spiced and heated), 'twas delicious. I myself usually just get nonalcoholic glogg and mix it with a liquor of my choice (goes well with brandy). But it won't be time for that until I switch to my Christmas avatar.
 
i love some gluhwein / mulled wine. I've been doing a fair amount this year. i cook up a 750 mL bottle at a time with whole spices then strain into a mason jar and heat individual servings in the microwave as wanted.

gonna have some now i think!
 
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Dude, 1mg is a tiny amount of material. it's safer to make a 10 or 100mL solution and dose by mL. Otherwise you might be getting anywhere from 250-750ug!
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If I was trying to dose 400ug out a few mgs of powder then I would of definitely made a solution since a misdose could put me in the ER but since I knew I was only dealing with 1mg that shouldn't happen not to say it has never happened. I ended up deciding to slowly do 1mg over the coarse of 2 1/2 hours. I gots loads of giggles, energy, and euphoria but only minor, visuals, and a pretty shallow mindfuck. Overall I had a good time even though the experience wasn't that deep. Seems like more of a party drug than one for introspection but then again I did spread my doses out pretty far which is why it wasn't as powerful as I was expecting . Next time I will dose 1mg over the coarse of 30 mins.
 
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