so.. ugh... I imagine I'm in the sever minority here, but I figured I'd post.
I used to be part of the psychedelically inclined, but quickly grew out of it. I started with salvia, moved up the RC's, then did shrooms and mescaline a few times (within the space of two or three years). I've had almost no desire to do psychedelics for the past few years (after a bad shroom trip), but lately I've been thinking about eating some cacti once again to get on the gravy train...
does anybody else that posts in this thread feel the same way?!
Yeah. Remember me? Well, my psychedelic using days are surely done. I don't get much out of it anymore and feel it's not something I can do to relax (ie. it's a stressful type of thing and relaxing is what I feel the need to do a lot of).
I haven't really done psychedelics in years either... they're just more of an academic interest for me now. I'll probably trip some time this summer, though.
This is pretty much exactly my state as well. I plan on taking a trip sometime this summer but that's it. A sporadic thing only to be done when the situation is perfect.
Does anyone else here also LOVE wind advisory days? 40 mph gusts and 85 degrees. Just fun!
Oh man it's hot as hell up here these days 33C with humidex today with a strong wind out of the west. I also had a 20km bike ride I had to make today right into that westerly wind, mostly uphill. When I arrived home I was drenched in sweat. My room is a sauna as well I'd say it's around 30C, all I have is a tiny fan. My room gets hotter at night and cooler in the day, the complete opposite of what's happening outside, weird.

Guess who just found 412.5mg tramadol in the gutter.
Decent find. I liked tramadol, lasted a long time and the 5-HT component felt nice. O-destramadol is good too but it's disappeared from the market.
I had a bit of an opiate binge for the last few weeks. Doing daily CWE's on codeine and resorting to kratom when I didn't have the time or privacy for the procedure. The past 5 days have been maintained on kratom and today I had a light codeine dose (~64mg). I think it's time to give it up though, I don't feel good off it anymore, just gives me the normal; 'no point so stop using it'.
OTOH my benzo thing had changed a bit. I had a diazepam mini-binge where tolerance got pretty high. I remember a year two or so ago 4mg would loosen my body up and make me feel so relaxed. Recently I went up to 30mg and didn't have that feeling. I also find I crave diazepam because it's such an instant hit. I feel it 5 minutes after I take it. It's so attractive when comfort is so easily and quickly attained.
I'm going to try a regimen of 1mg/day of phenazepam (EtOH solution, oral syringe, accurate, etc.) and with bioaccumulation I'll see where it ends up and how my anxiety issues fare. I know for fact I have to stop the short acting benzos though; they are a total detriment to any motivation to get out there, looking for a job, finding a new pad, anything other than hang around watching TV.
