May have found a legitimate opportunity to sample some synthetic mescaline, apparently in a liquid solution, 250mg per sold dosage. The guy seems to know what he's talking about, although I don't know him so it isn't a total greenlight yet. I don't want to end up spending a bunch of money on some 2C-x chemical..
hope you feel better bombo, I was really really sick recently as well.
Get better Bombo. I find that the emergen-C packets are great, and a tea made out of ginger, cloves, and cinnamon is great for cold symptoms (cloves are a topical anaesthetic and helps sore throats too).
Today is the second day i haven't had any alcohol. I've been hitting the beer pretty hard (its pretty easy to do what with all this great local beer down here in SD). Taking a break will probably be good on my liver. I'll probably have drinks tomorrow or wednesday though as some coworkers are taking huge tests and will want to celebrate them being done.
Interestingly, it was after a mild acid trip that I decided to slow down on the drinking. I find acid is always an ally of mine, although it can be tough love sometimes.
Thanks guys, im feeling a lot better today.
Now I just need to spend an entire day catching up on everything I put aside due to me being sick!
I guess that's the price I pay for not eating as much dirt as I could have when I was younger.
We're starting to enter my favorite time of the year though, spring, so im actually in a really good mood, despite my health and social conditions right now.
hey thiz... i mean bomboclat. finally made my say to cali, staying just north of san fran at the moment, and its fucking beautiful. though a bit rich for my taste here in marin, i bumped lightly into one guys fence parking outside my friends and he totally lost his shit. its a tiny scuff on a wooden fence guy, what the hell. whatever. the redwoods here are so amazing.
anyway, just wanted to mention that since your always talking about cali and so far its been pretty great for me.
Weed and whiskey makes me a happy man. Almost out of whiskey though, might as well finish it off right now, watch a movie or something. I really ought to get more Gbl/hb, all this booze can't be good for my stomach. You know what they say though, alcohol is a gift from God to make man merry, provide respite from hardship, and heal the soul. I really do believe that.
I like booze too man, but its pretty heavy shit. I haven't drank for a while because its just too harsh on the body and mind to drink regularly. I've learned the hard way that fucking with the GABA system will burn you every time, sooner or later.
Tried 30mg of 2C-B tonight met a guy who's as interested in the gray market and psychedelia as I am and traded him two 14mg caps of 2C-E for three 20mg 2C-B plus a lil cash. Fantastic transaction. I loved this shit. Now I'm mellowin out on 20mg of oxycodone.
2C-B isn't "deep", and I like that. Sometimes I dont need that shit, just need to laugh and have fun with some assistance, while keeping my head clear.
Yeah, that be so rog, but messin' with my GABA system makes life bearable. Oh and I know I said something about never taking another opiate, but I just nomnom-ed some hyrdocodone. and hot damn I love Pulp Fiction. I never get tired of that movie.
I love you all. I've got to step down and step away. I don't want to go into why right here, but suffice to say it's for personal growth reasons and to prevent something bad from happening in my life. I'm okay and no law trouble or anything, but I need to go. This is the only public post I'm going to make on the matter. When I finish my book I'll make sure to let you guys know.
You'll never know what you guys and this place mean to me. I've made some real friends here over the years and you guys have helped me through a lot. But now I need to help myself through the next stage in life and lean on some other people for a while.
Take care of PD for me. I love you, and that's about all I can manage to write right now.