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adrian89987 said:
Whats getting to real? (if you wants to say)
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Just life in-itself. Nothing crazy, just the realization that I am a growing human being and that the way things were is no longer the way things are.

I look onto the past as if it were all a dream, something that wasnt real, and then I look at how things are and im going at life with that mentallity, which is going to end up screwing me in the end.

I need to wake up, take responsibility, and do whats right.
Then I just need to fade into the back and enjoy life while it's still simple, instead of trying to turn it into something it's not.

I feel free just thinking about that, and I want to make it a reality as soon as possible.
 
Legerity said:
You still using that extract? What dosage works for you?
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1 gram does me good :) But I ate before taking it and it took like 2 hours to totally come on
Thizzerfershizzer said:
Just life in-itself. Nothing crazy, just the realization that I am a growing human being and that the way things were is no longer the way things are.

I look onto the past as if it were all a dream, something that wasnt real, and then I look at how things are and im going at life with that mentallity, which is going to end up screwing me in the end.

I need to wake up, take responsibility, and do whats right.
Then I just need to fade into the back and enjoy life while it's still simple, instead of trying to turn it into something it's not.

I feel free just thinking about that, and I want to make it a reality as soon as possible.
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Crazy feeling. Hold on to it, don't let it take over :)
 
When a responding sheriff's deputy asked 1 of the boys how many times he had smoked pot, the boy replied he has "hit it hard a lot."
i LOLD
 
Thizzerfershizzer said:
Just life in-itself. Nothing crazy, just the realization that I am a growing human being and that the way things were is no longer the way things are.

I look onto the past as if it were all a dream, something that wasnt real, and then I look at how things are and im going at life with that mentallity, which is going to end up screwing me in the end.

I need to wake up, take responsibility, and do whats right.
Then I just need to fade into the back and enjoy life while it's still simple, instead of trying to turn it into something it's not.

I feel free just thinking about that, and I want to make it a reality as soon as possible.
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Thumbs up to this, as someone also trying to change things for the better (it can be pretty difficult).

Anyway, went on that hike today, it was all up hill and I was completely exhausted by the time I got to the top, but it was quite rewarding. After resting a while I made some prayer beads by knotting grass and did some meditation, then lit up a La Aurora Equador whilst watching the sunset (great view from the top of the hill). Watching all the lights of civilization go on as the sun went down was quite beautiful, as was the natural scenery. Thankfully the trip down was a lot easier (as one would expect). I'll definitely have to do it again soon (though I'll take a flatter, longer trail next time), and get some dedicated hiking clothes.
 
Sounds like you had an amazing day, mate!

I ended up waking up late and enjoying the day from the house, instead of hiking. As much as I would have enjoyed hiking there were issues that needed tending to here and im glad, in the end, that I stayed home to tend to them.

Im very excited for a more simple future, it sounds so damn good :)<3
 
theezy maan its weird seeing you without a modstick
although bluelight crew looks way cooler than a mod liek
IM IN THE CREW!
 
for some reason i cant figure this out for some reason;

DXM, 15mg per 5mL, 250mL bottle equals?

That's alot rite?
 
how long does it take for your sex drive to come back after stopping opiate use? like a day? two days?

this is ridiculous
 
LSDMDMA&9233937 said:
theezy maan its weird seeing you without a modstick
although bluelight crew looks way cooler than a mod liek
IM IN THE CREW!
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Ya, it felt mad weird at first.
Still feels a bit weird.
Oh well, time heals all wounds, right? :)
 
No, there was definitely a wound there from leaving and all that went down beforehand.
But thank you, I do enjoy the crew title.
 
alright dudes
fuck it, i gotta quit and i may as well quit now, because its definitely gotten way worse recently.
i might buy vyvanses this week, and after that, i'm gonna try to quit again
fuck this craving ampz damn near 24/7, when i have em in me (or when im sober) all i want is more more more and when im coming down i just dont want to do anything, i feel so shitty
i should quit
 
My best friend arrived today. He and I snorted 2 adderall, but he was so tired that he fell asleep anyway. So now I'm up and stimulated. :D
 
Thizzerfershizzer said:
Sounds like you had an amazing day, mate!

I ended up waking up late and enjoying the day from the house, instead of hiking. As much as I would have enjoyed hiking there were issues that needed tending to here and im glad, in the end, that I stayed home to tend to them.

Im very excited for a more simple future, it sounds so damn good :)<3
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It was pretty great, I think hiking and I have a future together. And there's nothing wrong with spending a nice day at the house, that's most every day for me.

Simple is good, keeping with the Tao, spiritual poverty, letting go of desire, etc. etc. Confucius once said something to the effect of "Life is really simple, it is we who make it complicated." Err, what I'm getting at is that it is through the appreciation of the small things, and living in an earnest, straightforward fashion that one finds happiness.

I'm thinking if I hike every weekend (or every other weekend), I should have another hobby that I can do on the other day that weekend, or the other weekend (weekend because my life will need structure as soon as I find employment). I'm considering fishing, it's a nice and relaxing for the most part, and just the sort of slow-paced thing that will be great after a day of good exercise or whatever.
 
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