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Man I was in this cultural centre in the city I'm in and they have this Grand Piano in the middle you can play on if you are any good (played 20 years of the 25 I'm old), all around are people reading and working on computers etc so I sat down and just started improvising from the heart (I mostly play freehand it's just the bees knees) and suddenly this angel voice starts chiming in and I thought for a second that it was the kind of voice only I was hearing. Turns out it wasn't, a professional singer picked up with me right away and I never even play together with others, more of a soloist. She was gone as quickly as she had come, I never even saw her except from out of the corner of me eye but at that point I couldn't even locate the voice at all in the acoustics and didn't know it was her.

WOW that was truly magical for me. So sudden and unexpected and heavenly I could very well have cried =D
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That sounds amazing! <3 Wish I could hear those moments instead of just read them in text. Thanks for sharing.
 
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Man I was in this cultural centre in the city I'm in and they have this Grand Piano in the middle you can play on if you are any good (played 20 years of the 25 I'm old), all around are people reading and working on computers etc so I sat down and just started improvising from the heart (I mostly play freehand it's just the bees knees) and suddenly this angel voice starts chiming in and I thought for a second that it was the kind of voice only I was hearing. Turns out it wasn't, a professional singer picked up with me right away and I never even play together with others, more of a soloist. She was gone as quickly as she had come, I never even saw her except from out of the corner of me eye but at that point I couldn't even locate the voice at all in the acoustics and didn't know it was her.

WOW that was truly magical for me. So sudden and unexpected and heavenly I could very well have cried
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Whoa. Your experience was an emergent phenomena. You should return to play that piano a few times to see if you can replicate it with the same woman or someone else.
 
Thats cool Solpsis sounds more like something you would read in a novel then actually happening randomly in public.
 
I see you move, see your grace
I love you now, feel the taste
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I see you now, you can't escape
The worlds to small for us to wait
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
Your all I want,
Your all I want
Your all I need
Baby I'm on my knees
 
operation
crack--->cocaine citrate starts tomorrow.
hopefully if all goes well, i should be snorting coke 24 hours from now.
only thing im worried about is how long its gonna take to dry out
idea
use hairdryer to evap water quick
how this should work, and it should work, is i put teh rock in some water, add citric acid in some form till the crack completely dissolves, then evap off the water and there should be cocaine citrate. gonna use a hairdryer i think to try to evap the water real quick. if im right id only need a few ml of water so i should be good
 
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You're cloudy, not your. Your doesn't make sense.

Anyway, today I had a bit of a wake up call as to how poor my health has become lately. My weight has dropped back below 135lbs (which is rather unhealthy for a 20 year old, 6'1" male) and pulling nails out of some lumber (or attempting to) was a major strain. This may not have any real evidence to back it up, and I would have denied it if asked yesterday, but come to think of it, the downward spiral my emotional/physical health have been in for the last quarter year suspiciously seemed to have started right around when I started my GBL habit (currently: once a day, six days a week. Sometimes more, sometimes less).

I don't know, maybe I should try giving everything up besides psychs/dissociatives/herb and see if health improves. Maybe go for an MMJ card and stop with the wondrously cheap and stealthy j-dubs. I'm not sure if I can stop right now though, it is really the only thing that makes living here tolerable (and being an unemployed, layabout, recluse I don't exactly have any other option besides the streets).

Eh, I'll think about it tomorrow, maybe go out for a nice bowl of pho (been a long time), right now I need to sleep since I didn't get any last night due to my delightful dissociative gallivanting.



Oh, and I'm looking forward to hearing how operation c->cc goes tomorrow LMA. Hope that works out for ya.
 
yep.
i should get some yay long as everything goes well.
although i dont see myself buying crack again after this, im gonna cut back on mah amp intake moar now, cause ive srsly gone without the RX dose for a little while, and i am not fiending as bad anymoar for teh amps/gettin high. occasionally gettin high is still OK with me but im gonna definitely cut down this time, for srs.
ill try hard..
 
sorry for the grammar error (though honestly i'm not sure why it was even worth point out). I usually never get it wrong, but I was quickly typing the lyrics from the all i want cicada remix. I always get a shit ton of mistakes when I've having to recall quickly what I hear (thats ADD for you).
 
Why all the talk of crack and cocaine? Wait, I can't say much, I was snorting coke a few nights ago...Shit drug in my opinion, just so fiendy....Crack is like permanently being about to come and not being able to; and yet still trying trying trying! Frustrating...

The only stimulant I actually enjoy is methamphetamine (stuff like desoxy or MDPV does nothing positive for me); not much matches the sheer animal euphoria of meth and morphine in the one rig...So, once again- fuck that shit. Just so fake.

I'd rather the high that comes from meditation or trance; pure. :)
 
How's everyone today?

I feel pretty nice right now, I just woke up from a lucid dream - and for the first time in my life this was a lucid dream that I induced myself, after only 3 days of attempting to do so.

It's weird, we make computer games and look forward to "virtual realities" they'll have made in the future, but the brain can already create a perfect virtual reality, just as real as the real world, with all your senses intact - where absolutely anything is possible.. and most people don't even realise this can be used.
 
I love lucid dreams, I have three different types (that I'm aware of) dreams

1.) Like watching a film or being a fly on the wall, I have no concious input and events play out as if on rails.

2.) Semi-lucid - I am concious and can make decisions in the scenario but am bound by the rules or physics of the dream. I am unaware I am dreaming but can do what I want within it.

3.)Fully lucid - I am aware I am dreaming and can do or create what I please. I love this dream state, normally includes me upon realising I'm dreaming flying off and creating landscapes beneath my feet. :)
 
^Don't do the acid would be my advice. It seems like it would intensify any awkwardness you feel towards the escort (unless you've used one before and are already comfortable). I imagine amphetamine, GHB, and some boner pills would make a better drug cocktail for starting off the evening.
 
hey dudes, anyone there listening? a friend of mine just dropped some acid and he miscalculated it a bit, he took 4 tabs (around 80ug each, maybe less, so a total of ~300). it all went fine but now hes contacting me on messenger saying hes afraid and freaking out.

im thinking of going over to his house, but any ideas as to what i should do once i get there are welcomed.

hospitals are not an option, also i dont think its that bad
 
Just remind him it's a drug & it'll be over soon. Keep comforting him & maybe distract him with music or something positive.

Maybe give him some benzos if you can?
 
Argh!!! So, I went to the doc today. I found out I have a broken thumb like suspected, and I found out suddenly my blood pressure is decently high. Now I had it taken a week ago with no issues, but for some reason today it was very elevated, so no adderal script. I understand the reasons for no script do to the circumstance, but I'm pissed that my blood pressure apparently shot up in the past week.

I'm gonna try and take it a couple times a week and see if by the time I'm back in my college town, or sometime i the first month I can get the script.

Though, even if it was a fluk, I'm gonna try and not eat any more fast food. No more excess sodium for my diet.
 
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