I get excited any time I have chance to talk about what I've learn from reading/learning pharmacology/neuroscience and chem. I mean, my fun reading right now is Advanced Organic Chemistry by Carey and Sundberg. Takes me a bit of time to get through a page, though I don't mind as I'm trying to full grasp every concept and fill in the gaps from what I may have missed or wasn't taught in my organic classes. I really wish my uni had an advanced orgo class, because now that I'm diving deeper into chem, I can actually see why things are happening. Basic orgo was just this is what happens. But being the analytical man that I am, that always bothered me. I can' just accept something happens just because it does, there needs to be a causation, or at least some sort of representation of what it is doing, as of course a lot of these theories are depictions of whats happening, not the reason they are happening.
I remember when I was first learning about MO and how frustrating understanding it was. The books just didn't dive deep enough into the theory.
edit: right now I'm stuck... I don't understand how the mj (subscript j) in the equation E= alpha + mj beta changes for one individual molecule. I understand there are multiple potential MOs for the particular compound depending on energy levels, but the equation for mj is, mj = 2cos(2 j pi / n) , where j = 0, 1, 2, ... (n-1)/2 (for odd) or j = 0, 1, 2, ... (n/2) (for even). How can mj change when the only variable is n, which is constant (n being the number of carbons). I'm looking at table for the energy levels and atomic coefficients for HMOs of 1,3,5-hexatriene, and one of the columns is "pi orbital mj". The value continues to change, even though, I like I said, the only variable, n, doesn't actually change because its the same molecule.