Darnit, this is why I like to keep y'all updated on my drug use. I stop doing so, and I forget how frequently I've been doing things. I've indulged in an opiate five out of the past ten days? I don't know, you don't know, and that isn't good.
Other than that, I don't know things are the same as ever. Obsessively deconstructing consensus reality, society, my mind, etc. I think I will plan this month's trip out in advance to some extent, I think I find the greatest value in psychedelics when using them in a reconstructive way. I know that sort of varies with how a lot of people use them (maybe not?), but taking things apart from an outside perspective is what I do all the time when sober (though progress is a bit more slow and steady than when drug aided), but a good trip can really let me see the world from a more pro-society viewpoint and that helps a lot. I seem to dissolve the lines between reality and the ideas in my head when left to my own devices. I don't think living in such a state is healthy or sustainable in the long term.
I may be learning something~