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Damn eating weed is intense ..... 8(

judgeing by those rolling eyes i'm asuming your being sarcastic


eating weed actualy is very intence you probly just made the edible wrong try again when done right it will blow your mind
 
mofos AINT HAD THE VYVANSE THEY SAID THEYD HAZ
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You know you're a K-whore when...

You start trying to find all the plates you've dried a vial on to see if there was any residue left.


...there was...a lot of it.

I love me :)<3
Brb k-land.
 
oi badman, you're such a lucky tooooof
ic your location changed?
did you move to amsterdam or somethin'?
 
i know, just teasin'
oh i never noticed the joint in your avvy
derp.
too bad its not bigger or you could make the eyes bigger
and a bag of chips in the other hand lawl
 
Argh, been fiending for GBL like crazy lately, there's no way in hell I'm buying any more (well, I probably would have caved already but thankfully I'm completely broke). Actually it's becoming somewhat more generalized, my brain is telling me if I can't have mah old friend G, any GABAergic will do. So long as I"m like this I believe it's healthy to avoid them all, especially given my history with downers. I did find myself looking at the IPA in the bathroom in a way I never wanted to look at IPA though...bad thoughts.

Anyway, I've been thinking, trying to know world is like trying to fit all the sea in a single glass.
 
derp that sucks man
jesus christ man IPA=iso alcohol right?
you know better than to drink that shit man
 
Ha, I do know better, I mean, I can secure myself some plain old ethanol if I really want to. I'm just saying the fiending is that bad even such a thing is looking appealing. I'm pretty dedicated to improving my life and living in the real world, but I've dealt with my problems by avoidance for so long it is incredibly tempting to sink back into my solipsistic little world.

All in all things are going okay aside from that desire, and the employment situation which is proving more difficult to remedy than I anticipated. And all the debt too I guess, the medical problems, I hate having to watch what I eat/how much caffeine/nicotine I consume.

I worry about what I'll do when I get cash though. I think I'm gonna get myself some temazepam and soma first thing.
 
Born into This

born like this
into this
as the chalk faces smile
as Mrs. Death laughs
as the elevators break
as political landscapes dissolve
as the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree
as the oily fish spit out their oily prey
as the sun is masked

we are
born like this
into this
into these carefully mad wars
into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness
into bars where people no longer speak to each other
into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings

born into this
into hospitals which are so expensive that it's cheaper to die
into lawyers who charge so much it's cheaper to plead guilty
into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed
into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes

born into this
walking and living through this
dying because of this
muted because of this
castrated
debauched
disinherited
because of this
fooled by this
used by this
pissed on by this
made crazy and sick by this
made violent
made inhuman
by this

the heart is blackened
the fingers reach for the throat
the gun
the knife
the bomb
the fingers reach toward an unresponsive god

the fingers reach for the bottle
the pill
the powder

we are born into this sorrowful deadliness
we are born into a government 60 years in debt
that soon will be unable to even pay the interest on that debt
and the banks will burn
money will be useless
there will be open and unpunished murder in the streets
it will be guns and roving mobs
land will be useless
food will become a diminishing return
nuclear power will be taken over by the many
explosions will continually shake the earth
radiated robot men will stalk each other
the rich and the chosen will watch from space platforms
Dante's Inferno will be made to look like a children's playground

the sun will not be seen and it will always be night
trees will die
all vegetation will die
radiated men will eat the flesh of radiated men
the sea will be poisoned
the lakes and rivers will vanish
rain will be the new gold

the rotting bodies of men and animals will stink in the dark wind
the last few survivors will be overtaken by new and hideous diseases

and the space platforms will be destroyed by attrition
the petering out of supplies
the natural effect of general decay

and there will be the most beautiful silence never heard
born out of that.

the sun still hidden there
awaiting the next chapter.

-Charles Bukowski
 
I imagine that I'll be in k land by the end of the upcoming week. Fucking can't wait. Thinking about for my first little adventure with the ol` gal I'm gonna plug ~300-350mg and then snort on top as needed +25-30 minutes (basing on erowids time scale). Thinking though of taking 354mg of dxm and dosing the k rectally at the -15minutes before the peak. I've had an amazing experience combining the two drugs, and having them work with each other for ~2-3 hours with out having to redose sounds awesome.

Such a beautiful day out here in the high country. To bad I slept all morning and have to go to work in 45 minutes or I'd be out riding my bike getting a nice 20 mile ride. Oh well... Gotta make the money. Trying to make the most out of work by bringing in some notes to review as I got a test tomorrow and I believe one on Wednesday.
 
Great piece Roger and you. I always been a big fan of Bukowski, though he really brings to light a lot of the darker aspects of human existence. I feel its a healthy thing to evoke those thoughts at times though, helps to appreciate the light.

I did some Lucy yesterday. Was a wonderful day, the weather was unbelievable perfect for a winter day sat on a hill in the park and watched the sun go down. Then closed off the night with an hour or so of yoga and some tea.


Being in a poetic mood:
And as to you Death, and you bitter hug of mortality, it is idle to
try to alarm me.
To his work without flinching the accoucheur comes,
I see the elder-hand pressing receiving supporting,
I recline by the sills of the exquisite flexible doors,
And mark the outlet, and mark the relief and escape.
And as to you Corpse I think you are good manure, but that does not
offend me,
I smell the white roses sweet-scented and growing,
I reach to the leafy lips, I reach to the polish'd breasts of
melons.
And as to you Life I reckon you are the leavings of many deaths,
(No doubt I have died myself ten thousand times before.)
I hear you whispering there O stars of heaven,
O suns - O grass of graves - O perpetual transfers and promotions,
If you do not say any thing how can I say any thing?
Of the turbid pool that lies in the autumn forest,
Of the moon that descends the steeps of the soughing twilight,
Toss, sparkles of day and dusk - toss on the black stems that decay
in the muck,
Toss to the moaning gibberish of the dry limbs.
I ascend from the moon, I ascend from the night,
I perceive that the ghastly glimmer is noonday sunbeams reflected,
And debouch to the steady and central from the offspring great or
small.
-Whitman, Song of Myself 49
 
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