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I am never smoking weed while peaking LSD again. Back in 19th nov dropped that half tab and well most the trip was very amazing the joint on the peak ended up doing me in a few hours really was tripping way to hard for a half a tab totally staring into infinite depth spacetime while in public managed to keep my shit together and just wait til the peak wore off and smoked another joint to try sleep it off while weed on the comedown was nicer when i was more grounded i got lost in nature on the peak. Took some crazy photos on the trip will have to upload to imgur one day.

That acid walk was the most legendary one of my entire life along the beach 10 km we were totally in a acid trance walking endlessly for hours til we realized o fuck we better start walkling back as the tide came back. Very lucky we didn't get stranded. Im extremely sensitive to lsd after all those heavy doses. And i even doubt it was a true 250 ug tab as i seen tests come back for between 125-140 ug and half of that sent me on a crazy visual journey for 12 full blown hours.
 
Dunno, I have yet to try it. I think the old reports of it being awful were from snorting freebase, which is going to be a lot worse than snorting a gentler salt.
Mine is HCl, equally terrible reports on snorting it from what I could tell. I'll just go with it, maybe I'll convert it to freebase sometime depending on....
 
I tend to remember my dreams quite a bit, but lately I've been having massive trouble actually sleeping, can't think for shit and I feel way off.

Btw, is nasal DPT that annoying? Such that smoking it is the preferred ROA?

Smoking may be preferable? I tried plugging and snorting. Plugging didn't do shit for me, and while snorting was unpleasant, it wasn't so bad as to ruin the experience. I took it as discomfort inherent to a purging process. Of course, my DPT trip ended up wrecking me with the amount of uncomfortable truth I was faced with, so maybe you don't want that. But it wasn't as bad as 2c's, and I'd do it again if I wanted to do DPT again.
 
my DPT trip ended up wrecking me with the amount of uncomfortable truth I was faced with

I recently had a K-hole like that. I also had a little bit of DMT in my system, which maybe was also to blame. It wasn't unpleasant during the experience ( I mean, ketamine almost never is, you are literally anesthetized), but I feel like now I have unresolved issues or something. Not that I can complain, in a way I know I take psychedelics not only for curisity but also for self-growth. I must admit I feel slightly troubled after the experience, though. But nothing I can't solve. Just need some determination and good judgement.
 
I haven't had sex in months. Haven't had a gf in a decade.

Going back to piano now. :p
Don't feel bad; I haven't had a girlfriend in 15 years because my last one was a bona fide psycho stalker chick. She made my life (and my family's) a living hell for months and months after I broke up with her, so I'm still scared to date. Plus I have enough going on in my life already that I don't really need to complicate things with a relationship right now.

Piano's awesome! Keyboards were the first instrument that I learned when I was 14. I also play a little guitar, bass & drums. I have a small recording setup in my bedroom so I play everything myself track-by-track.


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I had a great weekend with my girl, very peaceful. Yesterday we went to the farm and collected vines and cedar and pine boughs, and some other stuff, and made wreaths.

I discovered on Saturday that MXiPr is amazing against the gabaergic rebound/withdrawal I've been dealing with. I went from taking like 2400mg of gabapentin plus some phenibut almost every day (the gabapentin was every day) for 2 weeks before Saturday, to taking just 1200mg of gabapentin Saturday, 900mg yesterday, and I'm going to go for 600-900mg today. Just dosed 25mg of MXiPr, it's crazy, it just takes it away. I had a profound experience on Saturday, too, and my girlfriend's still feeling much better (we had a serious heart to heart/spontaneous therapy session).

I want to write a TR, I probably will but not feeling too inspired to write about it yet for some reason.
 
I'm in an emotional affair with my ex-fiancee.

My girlfriend and her boyfriend both know that something is up and we are to close and they dont like it. She bought me three christmas presents the otherday and told him about it, lol. Im still in love with her and cant let her go but i also am falling for this new woman its such a wacky situation. Me and my ex havent seen eachother in person for awhile but will be soon maybe Thursday morning and she said she will see her clients thru zoom from my Wifi and work from here. I hope she starts coming to visit more often i miss her. But alas this must remain hidden from the new one as will the name Cosmic Charlie because my ex will be reading this as she is sexy stalker bitch, lol. Don't judge me guys Im very confused...
 
And yeah i mean me and my ex are like really flirtatous and send eachother videos and stuff its fun but yeah 100% a risky situation if the new one ever opened my phone she would be upset. But that being said its not physical and i told her we still talk everyday. She just doesnt know how close we truly are and that she likes to show me her boobies and stuff. And honestly im not like some cheater type so it is dilemma and the only reason it is even happening is cuz its her. We were together years and also bestfriends besides the fact we just like chatting i make her laugh all the time its fun and i mean i still think she is beautiful. As of right now im gonna just keep things as they are but as i become more serious with the purple haired princess she gets jealous and wants my full attention you know. We talked on phone for like four hours last night it was great and the sex is like some of the best ever. So i want you to understand how confusing this is because they are both real sweet sexy woman. But i mean obviously i should not fuck stuff up with this new one since me ex isnt leaving this other dude so i have to keep that in mind always.
 
@Buzz Lightbeer I didn't mind snorting DPT, I thought it was way better in the nose than inhaling vaped fumes. Vaping it creeps me out, but this could be personal taste. It goes against my instincts to inhale the weird plasticky-chemical aromas, feels very unnatural and unhealthy to me. Also easier to control the dosage via nose.

I've been feeling the calling to revisit DPT lately.
 
Man, what is it with these captchas lately, sometimes I'm literally clicking buttons for 2 minutes.
'select all squares with traffic lights', I do it every time, but it always seems to be wrong, do they mean the whole traffic light, only the lights themselves, the lights for pedestrians included? And what if a light overlaps over multiple squares? Jesus Christ.
I instantly feel much dumber when encountering them, I can't be the only one... Bus ones are crazy difficult too, those span over multiple squares for sure, and selecting each square that contains at least some small part of the bus is wrong, I think... You don't know for sure, because once you've got one or two wrong, you know you're in for much longer and need to get a couple right in a row.
 
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