I've been having intense and almost lucid dreams lately as my cat has been waking me up at dawn and then morning birds hit and my cats know exactly how to do something to wake me back up right when I'm sliding into a dream. it's super annoying but the result is that I have a long series of extremely vivid dreams that I sometimes become aware in. They're rarely anything too amazing, mostly really similar to recent real-life situations.
I've been thinking about getting some iboga to microdose for years, I just haven't because it's really expensive. Might be a good time soon though.
Iboga RB seems to be calling me. I had a pretty good time microdosing 1g San Pedro powder from November-December. I'm thinking about picking up some Iboga RB for about $5/g. It's kind of expensive I guess, but it's what I need right now so fuuuuuck it. All the money I wasted on beer, benzos, weed over the years. No problem spending $10-$20 a day on kratom/benzos/weed/alcohol/ but $5 a day for Iboga is too much? Not anymore!
Cats are pretty spiritual man. My opinion is they are trying to get your attention/put you in lucid state. Why don't you have tea made with 1/2 of an Entada Rheedi seed (you said you had) drink it when you wake at dawn. It will put you back to sleep and I can almost guarantee you will have real lucid dreams.
I had 3 lucid dreams in a row this morning withing about an hour and a half. One my wife started hugging me and she had a 3rd leg that was moving between my legs. I started plugging my nose to see if I was dreaming, she goes "No, that's not what I'm trying to do", then my body started vibrating and we were floating into space. I woke up a few seconds later with my Kundalini up to the base of my neck with everything below it vibrating. The second I touched someone in the dream in the belly. Someone else said "You are a real boy now". My hand started vibrating and I woke up with my whole belly/silver cord area vibrating. I had been feeling a lot of fear when I had woke up a few hours earlier, and it was gone. I felt content and excited/happy.
The third we had parked on the street. Then started walking down the road. We were going to a family gathering. I was like "Why the fuck did we park way back there?" Turned and looked, realized it was a dream. Tried to jump and fly. Couldn't. Saw a van. Climbed on top, heard, "Yah, that's the way kid. Do it" then jumped, and started floating away off it. Oh yah. there was a 4th. Got to the gathering house. Was cleaning up some water I saw spilled, guy came in and sat down behind me, said "What's up mayyyyne". I realized it was a dream and smiled. Before I could turn around I woke up.
At some point between these dreams, I had been laying in bed dozing off. I heard myself snore really loud. Went like "huh? I snore. maybe I am asleep and body frozen" or some shit. I really don't think I snore. I think it was a que that I was conciously entering the dream state. It happened 2 or 3 times. I know it's the beginning to Waking Induced Lucid Dreaming. Stuff like that has been happening for a few weeks. Entada Rheedii helps with that. I smoke when I wake up halfway through my sleep period. I don't set alarms, I just get woken up when I need to wake up. Probably 6-9 times a night.
I'm jealous of your guys Lucid dreaming. I haven't been able to recall a single dream of mine for weeks. Probably cuz of all dem drugz....
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I didn't rec all barely any dreams for over a decade. I would just go to sleep, and wake up 10 hours later or some shit. Usually drunk and on benzos. Maybe it was the drugs, maybe it wasn't. I know we can do a lot of work i the dream state with our higher selves and soul family. I finally started dreaming again being sober and taking 5 htp in March. I logged 2 or 3 dreams over a two week period. I started taking Silene Capensis (African Dream Root I have been posting about it on a thread in PD) and withing 5 days or so I was dreaming every night. Sometimes up to 9 logged dreams. Now I am not having so many I remember, but they are starting to get lucid. I believe the lucid cycle is after 4/5 hours. That's when I have most of my dreams now.
I wake up after 4/5 hours sleep. Stay awake about 30-45 minutes, go back to light sleep. Have many experiences of laying in bed waking up still thinking I was awake but had gone to sleep for 30 seconds or something. Starting to have "shallower" dreams that end with me going lucid. Have lots of friends/family/guides with me now. Most important is Twin Flame Divine Wifey. It's something else to have someone with you every second of every day, and to know that soon I am gonna wake up to the true nature of reality. The dream state will be waking state, because the dream state is a truer nature of reality. Man, the truest nature though is Divine Union. So many of us are getting it this lifetime. If you read this and it resonates it is because it's true for you too. Get fucking stoked!!!
I have a question for all you poly-substance/user/abusers:
What drug in your experience causes time to pass by the fastest?
Yah, alcohol and benzos. If you just want days/weeks/months of your life to pass by easily do those. You might lose a lot of jobs, friendships etc, but hey life moves by. I am not judging, I spent most of my adult life fucked up ignoring the pain.
Dissociatives are fun too. Speed was okay I guess. Pretty much any drug where you are too fucked up to be in public. Where there is an up/down cycle and you have to fight to pretend to be normal so you don't get in trouble. It makes life more interesting, which makes it pass by faster. Marijuana kind of sucks. It makes time slow down. You feel good for like 30 minuts, tired for 1 1/2 hours, then do it again.
