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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Cross-dimensional chatter. Now featuring mesphereomeantoliopeme.

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Vaguely stressed out,, and drinking crazy amounts of tea. Think I'll get all caffeinated tomorrow and attempt to productive on here in the daytime.

Car insurance went up (was too lazy for traffic school), and I'm supposed to cover it now. I may have the opportunity to dig a trench for some piping to get money, but I think I might hate digging holes even more than being broke and sober, based off of previous experience. Maybe I should just say cancel the insurance and sell the car...then I'd have money! Get a prepaid visa and invest in some delightful things online I've been wanting, though not having a car would make getting hooked up with anything an all-day affair....

Also pondering the lessons of Steppenwolf, some of the character's issues are similar enough to my own (intellectual indulgence at cost of the sensual (excepting druggery); misanthropy and isolation at war with impulses towards charity, integration into society, etc. etc.) and that it's worth seeing if Hesse had some valuable insight or interpretation I may learn from. My first inclination is to say simply that he's wrong (if he was still working on it at his age), but such egotism is seldom beneficial.
 
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Maybe I should just say cancel the insurance and sell the car...then I'd have money! Get a prepaid visa and invest in some delightful things online I've been wanting, though not having a car would make getting hooked up with anything an all-day affair....
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Yeah, currently I am without my own vehicle, and boy does it make you appreciate the distances a man has to travel in modern-day Southern California, going everywhere on foot.


So, I just squirted a good 400 mcg 25C-NBOMe up the hooter. Should be fun to compare it to 25I. LOL, ever since that totally amazing 25I-NBOMe trip I had, I get a sort of euphoric rush every time my nose tickles -- because I associate it with squirting 25I solution into my nasal passages, and the resulting burn of the 20% ETOH.
 
Haha. Yep. Juuuuust as amazing as 25I-NBOMe.

Seems to have a more pronounced effect of overt stimulation.

When I tried 25I-NBOMe, the first effect I noticed was a gentle hallucinogenic wavey motion.

First alerts of 25C-NBOMe seem to be a rush of psychedelic stimulation.
 
This is REALLY legitimately awesome you guys.

25C-NBOMe.

My mind is a vast, pure, crystal lake.

It becomes apparent to me that there is a very deep and very powerful form of art in simply relaxing all of the forces that I had put upon my entire existence! Exemplified, of course, by the rich and vivid perspective on my own mind that I'm able to gain by this meditation, we'll call it! I'm not thinking. I'm thinking. Think about! Seriously! =D

How else can I put it? You don't have to do the thinking! Your brain does it for you! Thinking is NOT something you have to think about! Just sit back and reap the glorious fruits of the marvelous device in your head called YOUR BRAIN! =D


Not like anyone else has ever had this idea or anything. What? Taoism? What's that?
 
My god, Shpongle's fourth album is really worth listening to.


Oh it is such a pleasure to be able to share cyberspace with a mind of your caliber, NKB! =D

Really. Psychedelic Drugs on Bluelight IS the virtual center of internet awesomeness. You can't beat it, with thirteen year olds on YouTube, commenting about Justin Beiber this, and cute baby kitten that. :D
 
How else can I put it? You don't have to do the thinking! Your brain does it for you! Thinking is NOT something you have to think about! Just sit back and reap the glorious fruits of the marvelous device in your head called YOUR BRAIN!
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Thoughts can be very irritating. Like a drunk, just yapping away. The thoughts are keeping me away from the marvelous world. They create distance.
 
^ Well, there's not much you can do to stop them. The best hope you have of quieting your irritating thoughts is to just let them come and go on their own time. The act of trying to "clear your mind" is, in itself, an inevitable source of the thought that you wish to get rid of.
 
Picked up Demian and The Journey to the East today, a Hesse binge is just the the thing to relax from my effort to get through the new testament. Corinthians took forever because it was so f-ing boring and irrelevant. When I do get back I think I'll read Mark before heading back to the next of Paul's epistles.

Oh man, I know no one cares about my lunch but I outdid myself today. We had some whole wheat gnocchi already cooked so I threw some olive oil, butter, and a chopped clove of garlic in a pan, the pasta, and what arugula we had, seasoned it with pepper and served with a side of tomato soup. Then I had a double espresso (with soy milk instead of cream, I don't use sweeteners in coffee) and biscotti. So much better than my usual recourse of turkey or salami sandwich (or some simlarly lazy food item, not that sandwiches can't be good).

I am seriously becoming enamored with Italian cuisine, pasta is so simple yet so versatile! It's practically a medium unto itself in the culinary arts. They know about food in general. I also have to make my dashi soon, make some soup throw in some shiitake mushrooms and my udon noodles...might make it a miso soup, would have to get miso. I need more spicy food in my life as well. (/food rant)
 
^^^^ but corinthians 1:13 is such a good bible verse :)

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give away all I have, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends...
 
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^ Well, there's not much you can do to stop them. The best hope you have of quieting your irritating thoughts is to just let them come and go on their own time. The act of trying to "clear your mind" is, in itself, an inevitable source of the thought that you wish to get rid of.
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Yeah, I guess the act of trying, is a source of the thoughts. But still I don't see disciplining the mind as something that should be avoided, if the thoughts are "compulsive" (not in a strict sense)

I do see the paradox though
 
Thinking, critical thinking, is what sets us apart from the other animals. Embrace this. My use of psychedelics has never been to just sit back just enjoy the sensory overload. I have always used them to get some serious thinking done, to see things from a different perspective. Creation of thought can be more beautiful than anything around you.
 
Very true. But I'm thinking of the non-constructive thoughts. The "Oh I should have done this and that, and I'm gonna call x tomorrow and blah blah blah"
It's very shallow thoughts.

On psychs I never think about stuff like that. Then it's the meaningful deep thoughts, which is great.
 
What's wrong with ordinary thoughts? Who's to say you should always be constructive? You're still a person living in this world, and you need to interact with it, grim meat-hook realities and what not. While I guess you could devote your life purely to the pursuit reason or spirituality, unless it's some crazy drive you have and you're willing to make the sacrifices, to be a martyr even, then don't sweat it.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 said:
1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
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Ah the Old Testament, a guide for living in this world and expecting it to continue. Not quite as nice as the higher calling of the New (which has us treat the end times as imminent), but as a guide it can still be pretty decent and isn't quite so difficult. If you can get over all the Religion and extract the Spiritual and some decent ethics (well, they are when you have to get along in this society at least).
 
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That Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 quote reminds me of Paul Van Dyk's Time of our lives:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZfaTW0swLo

Back when I was into trance, I listened to this song... not really into trance anymore. This song sounds so mild now.

"Time of Our Lives
There's a time for us to let go
There's a time for holding on
A time to speak, a time to listen
There's a time for us to go

There's a time for lying low down
There's a time for getting high
A time for peace, a time for fighting
A time to live, a time to die


A time to scream, a time for silence
A time for truth against the lies
A time for faith, a time for science
There's a time for us to shine

There is a time for mis-believing
There's a time to understand
A time for hurt, a time for healing
A time you run, to make a stand

Oh, this is the time of our lives [x4]

Hold on"
 
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
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that should just be translated as "a time to hug and a time to let go" seriously

we need some better minds doing bible translations imo ;)

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btw

if you want to kick your mxe trip up just a little bit then take a sublingual vitamin b12 tablet

mmmm
 
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I love 25c-nbome, but the one thing putting me off getting more is how it isn't too well researched. If you were dosing once a month at most, at insufflated doses only really reaching 2mg at maximum is it likely there will be no ill/negative long term effect from this? Do people believe this will be as potentially safe as LSD once it's a bit more researched? I know there is no 100% answer to this, but is this spaced time between doses fairly sufficient to prevent any real problems? After all there hasn't been really any negative effects noticed from dosing say every week or two apart from tolerance has there?

Many people comment the 2cs are more inclined to induce HPPD, however I've not noticed this personally but tend to stick to my LSD/Mushrooms. I just really like this compound, I just don't want to end up with any negative effects.

I've posted this in social as I'd like a more relaxed response, see what people really think as we don't really have the scientific proof to fall back on this one. Does the molecule look entirely safe?
 
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