ibetweaking
Bluelighter
I smoked way too much pcp(1.6 fully dipped cigarettes(1 tip dipped cigarette then upped the dose and smoked a half dipped cig and then a full one)) and meth(been up since yesterday morning had about 300 mg in total) and i think im in fucking hell ive been up for about 24 hours so far and the shadow people are no longer just in my perephil vision i can look at thim and they look right back at me with non existant eyes there are flies that disapear when they fly to close and they keep swarming towards me like a swarm of bees im having mild meth mites (bugs crawling under skin), im having weird twisted thoughts about killing anyone who has ever wronged me in any way and part of me wants to go outside find my opps and stab them 48 times(im not going to but theres a huge urge too i never feel this urge unless im really angry and im not angry at all tbh im still quite euphoric but also fucking terrified) im paranoid about random shit that could not be reality(i Hope) like people waiting outside my crib to run up on me i know deep inside my head that none of this is true but the paranoid part of me has some control i briefly went outside and walked around my house with a baton 3 fucking times and now im starting to see bugs on the wall that i didnt even know could exist they arent too big or scary there just weird deformed(cant explain with words, not like any living creature, as normal with PCP i pretty much have no sense of touch(well i can still feel things i touch with fingers but when i bump into a wall i just feel like life wont let me walk that way not like theres a physical barrier there) I cut myself on my arm and didnt feel a thing(Small little slice just to test as i do everytime i take pcp) and i have no fucking clue if im actully writing this in real life right now or if im just dreaming or dead soul in hell i have never had pcp this strong but atleast im able to sit here and write this i guess that means im handling it well? and the pcp might be hitting this hard because i been up for like 24 hours doing nothing but listening to music and smoking and snorting meth (redosing whenever i feel like im coming down) Thanks for anyone who responds to thisIf i get through this expirience ok i will def write a more detailed trip report.