pathetic

[Chaotic Action Man]

i am actually sitting by the phone
waiting for you to call
laughing at myself

i have plans to go out
i pushed them back past 8
when you said you got off work
i know your not going to call
so why?

how stupid do i have to be
or long do i have to hold on
you let go of me
why can't i do the same

it get lonely here
hell, it is lonely all the time
nights are by far the worst
lying in bed
hand tracing where your body used to be
right next to me

 

[chrissy]

hmm its ok. i know the feeling. its hard to move on. ur not pathetic. i think its common human reocurrence
*huggles

chrissy

 

[Chaotic Action Man]

no i know it is. the title is pretty tongue in cheek. i was honestly laughing at myself about the sheer irony of the situation. not my best work, and i'd surely change bits of it, like taking out the second stanza altogether. still it was good to get it out. i think

 

[katmeow]

Word... esp on this part:

how stupid do i have to be
or long do i have to hold on
you let go of me
why can't i do the same

 

[frostyangel]

Spent to many nights doing that and feeling this way..

I'm trying to not wait for noone.. I'm trying to make them wait for me