Omg you sound just like me. When I was younger my mother put me in a mental hospital and they drugged me for years. I have been on everything. And it has really messed me up. Along with abuse as a child. I'm pretty screwed myself. I'll always be an addict to. I got clean in feb 2011 but have relapsed three times last year for a weeks at a time and the last time I was on IV diludid because of a surgery but ended up addicted and lying about my pain level to receive more diludid and phenergan and stayed in the hospital a week on them and went home with perc's.
So I am now only clean since 11-1-11 and I suffer some bad panic attacks a few times a day and sometimes I wake in attacks. Some last for an entire day.. They are no joke ya know..
So I am now only clean since 11-1-11 and I suffer some bad panic attacks a few times a day and sometimes I wake in attacks. Some last for an entire day.. They are no joke ya know..