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lostchild

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New to this.. Every day no longer want to live. No one would care. Tired of being alone. Have felt this way for years. Nothing to look forward to
 
Hi, Welcome to Bluelight!

How long have you been feeling this way? Please don't hesitate to ask me any questions. I'm going to move your post to The Dark Side for now in hopes you'll receive more support. <3
 
What you are feeling is only temporary. Do not do this, and talk to a therapist or if it gets really bad check into a hospital. Stay safe.
 
The best advice I have read in years was actually read today during very terrible oxycodone withdrawal from a 120 mg daily habit..

"That is a permanent solution, to a temporary problem."

Don't make life decisions at emotional lows. Be safe. Hopefully others can help more. Welcome to BL! (since this was in New member forum)
 
Hang in there! I know it probably feels like there's no light at the end of the tunnel but things can get better! I've struggled with depression all my teen/adult life an I know it sucks majorly. But dying isn't the right answer. Just hang in there and know that feelings can rise and fall and you might be feeling better soon.
 
Probably not the most conventional response.. but that general apathetic depression actually sounds a lot like you just aren't producing enough serotonin! It sounds silly but here's a link to some things that help produce more serotonin. http://www.m.webmd.com/depression/features/foods-that-fight-winter-depression
Try these and you literally will feel so much happier all the time.. even if you have normal serotonin levels it won't hurt to have an abundance.. naturally!!
 
lostchild said:
New to this.. Every day no longer want to live. No one would care. Tired of being alone. Have felt this way for years. Nothing to look forward to
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Hi op you have us! Life is tough but definitely worth living for. Everyone of us would say hang in there and look for options that will help you fight off depression. A few weeks back I was also feeling the same way, tired of everything but you have to find something that has made you want to live in the past. What made you happy and try to bring that feeling back.
 
lostchild said:
New to this.. Every day no longer want to live. No one would care. Tired of being alone. Have felt this way for years. Nothing to look forward to
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There's no reason to be afraid to check into a psychiatric hospital if you are feeling this bad. If you find yourself getting agitated and/or starting to hear things or see things, definitely go in. If you don't know where to go or don't have insurance, a lot of times the County Behavioral Health inpatient will get you to a different affiliated hospital. Most County inpatient hospitals are not nearly as bad as the media make them out to be, unless you live in LA :) No, at least you'll be somewhere safe.

So my advice is to keep this in your back pocket as a plan B if you just can't stand it any more. We survive this bullshit, we win.
 
I just lost a dear friend of over 30 years. So many of us are crushed and our family is inconsolable. He had plenty to live for and made a hasty decision to take his own life. I myself have been to the edge almost ten years ago now and looking back I could not have ever imagined the things and people I would have missed. I could not see all the things I had to live for and I was focused on the way things were for me at the time.

You are worth it give things time to work out as bad as it may feel right now it can and will get better. I know this is true I lived it and could not be more happy I made it through.

You are not alone plenty of people here to help.

God bless you
 
You've come to the right place, lostchild. Feel free to share more regarding your particular circumstances and struggles. A good therapist will make for a good starting point, and if the feeling are really drowning you, a hospital with a good behavioral health wing can provide excellent acute care.

Everyone here wants you to do well and experience joy out of life again. Hang in there.
 
What concerns me most about this post is the title. "passing on". We have always feared death, its built into us. But whats going to happen when you pass on? i dont dare you to take a peak to whats on the other side. Tells us more about your situation? drug use? problems?

If you have been feeling like this for years then perhaps it could be a chemical imbalance that can we easily fixed if you seek the proper help.

Please expand on your situation, we are all here to talk, so your not completely alone - by coming here you have just made alot of friends :)
 
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