Partying With Pain

[drug_wench]

Damn I feel an itch, you know
My brain is hopping mad
It's time to hit the party show
It's slamming at our pad
Ozzy's screaming 'Crazy Train'
I've got to find my pipe
This time we've scored some prize cocaine
The room is pulsed with hype
And there's my angel bathed in glory
In my best friend's arms
I would loathe to tell that story
For it's only me it harms
Instead I blow away the cloud
Of sorrow from my brain
With meth and sex and boozing
And the dope that kills my pain
The walls are closing in now
I am crossing all the lines
Now baby, you can't steal my heart
It's playing with my mind
The people at this joint do seem
To pump, exuding glow
They dance by like it's all a dream
Of rivers where they flow
While I am needing, craving drugs
I dream of love with you
For my baby, all your hugs
Are yet another drug I do
Come here and join me baby
And we'll chase that high together
If you were mine just maybe
I'd be high like that forever


i wrote that years ago......wen i was in luv with one of my closest friends

 

[Raz]

Now baby, you can't steal my heart
It's playing with my mind

I liked that part the best...good piece

 

[up all night]

This had a really desperate, raw feel. Definitely placed me in those moments where we just get fucked up to forget everything else.

 

[drug_wench]

thanks guys! i felt exactly like that wen i wrote it - raw and desperate
seems like years away i was in love with the boy that was about but i sure remember it like it was yesterday...
raz im glad u like it - i have a high opinion of ur writing and it means alot to me that u enjoy reading my poetry
just noticed ur signature, and i honestly dont remember saying that but it sounds like sumthing id say....
this inspires me to post a new poem - another one i wrote about love and guys

 

[a_yo]

nice shit LOVE it hope to get as good .... think i'll just stay in and read SOME more of ur pass stuff on here... =)

 

[TheTwighlight]

I like it a lot. Getting fucked up to forget shit...and the glory in that feeling. I've never really been in love, wouldn't know what that drug feels like...just the withdrawls...