MissNervosa
Bluelighter
Ok I'm new,so hopefully this is in the right place,mods please move it if I've stuffed up 
I'm one interview away from being accepted into the clinical trial in Sydney for the use of ketamine as a treatment for depression,run by The Black Dog Institute.
I've been suffering pretty major depression for years now,and am always researching new and thinking outside the box ways of treating it,as I know from experience that traditional monotherapy antidepressants don't cut it.
The trial will be six weeks,and will include an iv injection of a different amount of ketamine each week and a placebo one week which will have similar side effects to ketamine but no known antidepressant effects.The amounts of ketamine will be much smaller than those used in surgery,but participants are required to stay for 4 hours after the injection and be monitored as they still may get minor side effects like very minor hallucinations,agitation,sedation etc.
I have some questions and concerns I was hoping some more experienced bluelighters could help me with? The first is,I've never done ketamine recreationally,so I'm curious as to whether anyone has experienced antidepressant effects from it? I've also heard some people have had negative experiences with it,is there any way that such small doses would make me more depressed? Also what if it has such a wonderful effect and then I'm left out in the cold at the end of the trial? I've looked into it,and I'm pretty sure,as good as my psychiatrist is,there is no loophole to prescribe it off label,and there's no way I can buy some off my (admittedly very limited) contacts,as I've already asked.And I'm sure we'll be looking at 5-10 years minimum until the drug is on the market,if it's even approved at all....which just isn't good enough
I'd really appreciate some feedback here,and am also on msn,as I'm going a bit nuts wondering what to do,and whether to go through with it at all,and my interview is next week.Thanks in advance %)

I'm one interview away from being accepted into the clinical trial in Sydney for the use of ketamine as a treatment for depression,run by The Black Dog Institute.
I've been suffering pretty major depression for years now,and am always researching new and thinking outside the box ways of treating it,as I know from experience that traditional monotherapy antidepressants don't cut it.
The trial will be six weeks,and will include an iv injection of a different amount of ketamine each week and a placebo one week which will have similar side effects to ketamine but no known antidepressant effects.The amounts of ketamine will be much smaller than those used in surgery,but participants are required to stay for 4 hours after the injection and be monitored as they still may get minor side effects like very minor hallucinations,agitation,sedation etc.
I have some questions and concerns I was hoping some more experienced bluelighters could help me with? The first is,I've never done ketamine recreationally,so I'm curious as to whether anyone has experienced antidepressant effects from it? I've also heard some people have had negative experiences with it,is there any way that such small doses would make me more depressed? Also what if it has such a wonderful effect and then I'm left out in the cold at the end of the trial? I've looked into it,and I'm pretty sure,as good as my psychiatrist is,there is no loophole to prescribe it off label,and there's no way I can buy some off my (admittedly very limited) contacts,as I've already asked.And I'm sure we'll be looking at 5-10 years minimum until the drug is on the market,if it's even approved at all....which just isn't good enough
I'd really appreciate some feedback here,and am also on msn,as I'm going a bit nuts wondering what to do,and whether to go through with it at all,and my interview is next week.Thanks in advance %)



