Lightning-Nl
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I've notice, especially lately, that I'm experiencing Parkinsonian-like symptoms. My muscles have been very shaky lately. My hands are shaking all the time, and when I position my muscles in the right way - they will start to shake rather violently. I've also noticed that Adderall (which I take 40 milligrams of daily) isn't having much of an effect anymore. I'm psychologically addicted to it so I take it anyways. However, I experience little to motivational boost from taking it anymore. I get rather unfocused.
The weirdest part of it all, is the fact that Adderall is now putting me to sleep! Seriously! As soon as I take it, I instantly become very tired, and sometimes it gets so bad that I can barely keep my eyes open and have to take a couple hour nap. I should also note that Adderall is actually more sedating than the Benzodiazepines I take everyday as well. It's like they've turned into opposites. Adderall now feels like a downer, and benzo's now feel like stimulants. I'm not sure what to make of it. Maybe all of this is just due to tolerance? Who knows...
Anyways, I've also noticed that my back is always hunched over now... I walk with a bit of a hunch and I really have to try in order to keep my back up straight. Should I be worried about this?
I should also mention that it's possible that the other stimulants I take daily could be the cause of my muscular instability. Especially since I take Amphetamine, Albuterol, Caffeine (although not in doses over 100 milligrams), and Nicotine from an e-cig.
But anyways - should I get any of this checked out? I know for a fact that Amphetamine does not affect dopaminergic development in humans - in fact, there is actually evidence to prove that Amphetamine actually helps improve and is slightly neuroprotective to the mesolimbic dopamine pathways, but more importantly, Amphetamine protects the mesocortical projection (the one of the main parts of the brain responsible for generating the nerve impulses that control muscle movement) by stopping Glutaminergic activity - which therefore protects these neurons from excitotoxic cell death.
So that's why I'm not sure what to think of this. What does everyone else think?
The weirdest part of it all, is the fact that Adderall is now putting me to sleep! Seriously! As soon as I take it, I instantly become very tired, and sometimes it gets so bad that I can barely keep my eyes open and have to take a couple hour nap. I should also note that Adderall is actually more sedating than the Benzodiazepines I take everyday as well. It's like they've turned into opposites. Adderall now feels like a downer, and benzo's now feel like stimulants. I'm not sure what to make of it. Maybe all of this is just due to tolerance? Who knows...
Anyways, I've also noticed that my back is always hunched over now... I walk with a bit of a hunch and I really have to try in order to keep my back up straight. Should I be worried about this?
I should also mention that it's possible that the other stimulants I take daily could be the cause of my muscular instability. Especially since I take Amphetamine, Albuterol, Caffeine (although not in doses over 100 milligrams), and Nicotine from an e-cig.
But anyways - should I get any of this checked out? I know for a fact that Amphetamine does not affect dopaminergic development in humans - in fact, there is actually evidence to prove that Amphetamine actually helps improve and is slightly neuroprotective to the mesolimbic dopamine pathways, but more importantly, Amphetamine protects the mesocortical projection (the one of the main parts of the brain responsible for generating the nerve impulses that control muscle movement) by stopping Glutaminergic activity - which therefore protects these neurons from excitotoxic cell death.
So that's why I'm not sure what to think of this. What does everyone else think?