Sorry to be oblique but I am a bit paranoid that cops might somehow be able to read this ... suffice to say that I am looking down the gun barrel of having to do a LOT of teaching over next few days with practically no stims, not even Sudafed.
And I haven't taught without being on stims for years.
Actually until recently, I hadn't even taught at all for years, but you get my drift.
It sounds silly but I feel shit scared and really worried about my long term situation.
A lot of the time I can't even get out of bed without Dex.
I'm sure I'll force myself to get out of bed to go to work, of course, but I'm gonna feel so foulo and nervous.
Anyone ever been in a similar position (having to cope with stressful things very suddenly, without armour of one's D.O.C)?
What are some tips for coping?
Any help would be much appreciated!
And I haven't taught without being on stims for years.
Actually until recently, I hadn't even taught at all for years, but you get my drift.
It sounds silly but I feel shit scared and really worried about my long term situation.
A lot of the time I can't even get out of bed without Dex.
I'm sure I'll force myself to get out of bed to go to work, of course, but I'm gonna feel so foulo and nervous.
Anyone ever been in a similar position (having to cope with stressful things very suddenly, without armour of one's D.O.C)?
What are some tips for coping?
Any help would be much appreciated!