skunkfunkjunk
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So 2 days ago I was at a club and decided to take a few lines of speed (regular amphetamine sulphate where I live, not meth) to keep me up. I proceeded to take a few lines throughout the night and also took some gbl and a tiny tiny line of 2cb.
So at some time round midday when the sun was back up I went to a friends and continued snorting lines of speed. Then a few hours later a friend said he had some ketamine. At this point my pulse was already pretty high and I was pretty stimulated, although I have to say I wasn't doing much speed, probably a small line every hour or so, nothing compared to what my friends were taking.
I also have to say that stimulants do make me anxious pretty easily. I get uncomfortable when my pulse goes high.
Anyway, we decided to do relatively big lines of k and tripped pretty hard. Was really awesome actually, had a great time. But then I walked home as the ketamine was starting to become weaker. At this point the speedy feeling was becoming strong. I had an extremely fast heart beat and started cleaning my house from top to bottom when I got home. Soon I realized I'm getting really hot and was starting to become anxious. I was having strong muscle spasms and started to feel extremely weak and slightly of the plot (getting frightened by tiny sounds, having repetitive thought loops).
I tried lying down and calming myself, consentrating on my breathing. It didn't seem to work and suddenly I became really really hot and thought I might have a heart attack or something. I ran into the bath and took an ice cold shower. My chest was tight, nipples hard, alot of muscles in my arms and neck were spasming alot and the size of my c**k was like that of a newborn.
I got out of the shower and stared in the mirror with big fuckn pupils. I had an episode a year ago on mushrooms were I went completely insane and ended up in hospital, I was starting to believe this shit was happening all over again. I was becoming really emotional and started crying, then becoming angry, then scared repetitively in a really quick rhythm.
I felt sick and my left arm went really tingly, I was extremely dizzy and my vision was still very ketamine-like. Was also seeing flies n shit that weren't there flying around (I think this was simply due to lack of sleep and stimulation, not because of ketamine visuals or anything).
So I realized I might need help and I can't just die here like this. Was feeling like I was going to go psycho again and lose control like on mushrooms. I called my friend and asked him to come over as quick as possible. He got 2 other friends and they were there in approx. 10 minutes.
They came in and tried to calm me down, giving me water and telling me to concentrate on breathing. I told them I want to go to hospital and they said they would drive me. I sat in the back of the car with my friend and felt like I was going to collapse any minute, arm tingling and spasming like a bitch, thinking "why do I do this to myself, can't I learn that drugs are bad??".
We arrived at the hospital and decided to wait in the parking lot and if I fainted or anything they would just carry me in, since I would of had legal problems concerning driver's license etc. if we went in. They sat there with me for a few hours in which I constantly thought I was gonna have a heart attack until my body calmed down.
I felt totally drained of energy and any movement of my left arm would cause cramps, so we went to a pharmacy and got 400 magnesium, which helped alot.
So today I feel shit and depressed and like I've done serious harm to my body. My heart and left arm still feel damaged. I read up about ketamine and speed together and found lots of people saying "oh it's ok we do it all the time", which is the whole reason I dared to do them together.
I guess they just combined to make me really stimulated, which I don't enjoy anyway and also ketamine giving me weird thoughts which contributed to a panic attack, which made the whole thing even worse.
I certainly know I wont be touching amphetamines anytime soon. I just don't know if I may have a light underlying mental illness or some shit that keeps on coming up when I take certain drugs, since I've had a situation were I go crazy before already. I also don't know if it's safe to do k again, even though I really enjoy it and haven't had any problems with it before.
What do you think?
So at some time round midday when the sun was back up I went to a friends and continued snorting lines of speed. Then a few hours later a friend said he had some ketamine. At this point my pulse was already pretty high and I was pretty stimulated, although I have to say I wasn't doing much speed, probably a small line every hour or so, nothing compared to what my friends were taking.
I also have to say that stimulants do make me anxious pretty easily. I get uncomfortable when my pulse goes high.
Anyway, we decided to do relatively big lines of k and tripped pretty hard. Was really awesome actually, had a great time. But then I walked home as the ketamine was starting to become weaker. At this point the speedy feeling was becoming strong. I had an extremely fast heart beat and started cleaning my house from top to bottom when I got home. Soon I realized I'm getting really hot and was starting to become anxious. I was having strong muscle spasms and started to feel extremely weak and slightly of the plot (getting frightened by tiny sounds, having repetitive thought loops).
I tried lying down and calming myself, consentrating on my breathing. It didn't seem to work and suddenly I became really really hot and thought I might have a heart attack or something. I ran into the bath and took an ice cold shower. My chest was tight, nipples hard, alot of muscles in my arms and neck were spasming alot and the size of my c**k was like that of a newborn.
I got out of the shower and stared in the mirror with big fuckn pupils. I had an episode a year ago on mushrooms were I went completely insane and ended up in hospital, I was starting to believe this shit was happening all over again. I was becoming really emotional and started crying, then becoming angry, then scared repetitively in a really quick rhythm.
I felt sick and my left arm went really tingly, I was extremely dizzy and my vision was still very ketamine-like. Was also seeing flies n shit that weren't there flying around (I think this was simply due to lack of sleep and stimulation, not because of ketamine visuals or anything).
So I realized I might need help and I can't just die here like this. Was feeling like I was going to go psycho again and lose control like on mushrooms. I called my friend and asked him to come over as quick as possible. He got 2 other friends and they were there in approx. 10 minutes.
They came in and tried to calm me down, giving me water and telling me to concentrate on breathing. I told them I want to go to hospital and they said they would drive me. I sat in the back of the car with my friend and felt like I was going to collapse any minute, arm tingling and spasming like a bitch, thinking "why do I do this to myself, can't I learn that drugs are bad??".
We arrived at the hospital and decided to wait in the parking lot and if I fainted or anything they would just carry me in, since I would of had legal problems concerning driver's license etc. if we went in. They sat there with me for a few hours in which I constantly thought I was gonna have a heart attack until my body calmed down.
I felt totally drained of energy and any movement of my left arm would cause cramps, so we went to a pharmacy and got 400 magnesium, which helped alot.
So today I feel shit and depressed and like I've done serious harm to my body. My heart and left arm still feel damaged. I read up about ketamine and speed together and found lots of people saying "oh it's ok we do it all the time", which is the whole reason I dared to do them together.
I guess they just combined to make me really stimulated, which I don't enjoy anyway and also ketamine giving me weird thoughts which contributed to a panic attack, which made the whole thing even worse.
I certainly know I wont be touching amphetamines anytime soon. I just don't know if I may have a light underlying mental illness or some shit that keeps on coming up when I take certain drugs, since I've had a situation were I go crazy before already. I also don't know if it's safe to do k again, even though I really enjoy it and haven't had any problems with it before.
What do you think?