So yesterday I smoked one joint with my boyfriend. I hadn't smoked weed for about a week. After I smoked I could feel something is different. I have smoked weed a lot in the past and never felt anything like this before.
I could feel something is off. We walked for minutes and I didn't even understand if I was human anymore. I couldn't control myself and wasn't able to speak. As we walked further it was getting more stronger and stronger. I slowly started to panic because I was thinking I'm going to fall down. This feeling that I couldn't describe was taking over me more intense every second. I would describe this feeling as being on LSD + smoked a joint of weed but in a bad way. I was constanly asking to my boyfriend - Was that really weed? What is happening to me? Am I going to die? Then I panicked more, I could feel my heart beating really fast. For few minutes I thought I was really going to die. I felt like I was going to be ripped apart. Like shattered in many pieces. I can't really describe it, but it was the scariest feeling I felt in my whole life. In some way we walked home and I went straight to cold shower to get more sober, but it didn't do anything to me. I still couldn't tell if I am human anymore and what is reality. We walked into room and I felt more calmer and happier as I listened to music. I was hallucinating hard too. The colors were changing and when I closed my eyes and I could see hallucinations like I would see on LSD or shrooms. The bad feeling was slowly fading away but still - it was there. Finally after two hours I felt stoned. Like normally stoned and everything was alright.
Is that possible that this was really from weed? Can it be THAT horrible? It was only one joint.. but maybe too much for me.
The other people who smoked it and my boyfriend felt completely fine and didn't say anything bad about the stuff.. Maybe it just was really really strong weed? I am afraid to smoke it again but maybe I will try it in low dosages.
What do you think?
I could feel something is off. We walked for minutes and I didn't even understand if I was human anymore. I couldn't control myself and wasn't able to speak. As we walked further it was getting more stronger and stronger. I slowly started to panic because I was thinking I'm going to fall down. This feeling that I couldn't describe was taking over me more intense every second. I would describe this feeling as being on LSD + smoked a joint of weed but in a bad way. I was constanly asking to my boyfriend - Was that really weed? What is happening to me? Am I going to die? Then I panicked more, I could feel my heart beating really fast. For few minutes I thought I was really going to die. I felt like I was going to be ripped apart. Like shattered in many pieces. I can't really describe it, but it was the scariest feeling I felt in my whole life. In some way we walked home and I went straight to cold shower to get more sober, but it didn't do anything to me. I still couldn't tell if I am human anymore and what is reality. We walked into room and I felt more calmer and happier as I listened to music. I was hallucinating hard too. The colors were changing and when I closed my eyes and I could see hallucinations like I would see on LSD or shrooms. The bad feeling was slowly fading away but still - it was there. Finally after two hours I felt stoned. Like normally stoned and everything was alright.
Is that possible that this was really from weed? Can it be THAT horrible? It was only one joint.. but maybe too much for me.
The other people who smoked it and my boyfriend felt completely fine and didn't say anything bad about the stuff.. Maybe it just was really really strong weed? I am afraid to smoke it again but maybe I will try it in low dosages.
What do you think?
