PAIN

[Ketkat24]

I can feel the pain creeping from within.
Tears begin to form around my blue eyes.
I am crying... The emotions bottled up inside have
finally escaped into this world.
It feels like my insides have been bottled up for
the past 5 years.
Everything that I had trusted was shattered by one
lie...
I am praying to a god I do not know.
I am praying for something he has no
control over.
Please show her my true emotions.
Please explain to her that everything that I have
said about loving her is true.
Please give me the strength to continue this journey.
A journey with a broken heart.
A journey into the next day... Alone.
I know you love me but sometimes you just seem distant. I
will never stop loving you and I will never forget you. If
I was to die tomorrow what memory would be the most memorable?
Don't worry I am not going to kill myself or anything. I just wan
to know.
My memory is upper dewey lake... That's where I would want my
ashes set free into the wind.

 

[plazma]

Sometimes I feel the urge to suggest that such things are probably better kept to email. This is one of those times.
But no fooling about, don't go and top yourself over some chick who's probably not even reading this.
-plaz out-