SunSpot
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 14, 2016
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So i caved. just now took a bit of di ethyl ether. I just couldn't stand the nerve pain in my arm anymore, it came back with a vengeance this night, at least 6 on the pain scale with excursions to 8.5. Bit through a wooden stirring spoon I've had since i was a child
Things going better now, ibu slowly doing its thing too. Does anyone know why ether is so effective? It just took away chills, tearing eyes and the constant sneezing. Sniffles and fever still there tho.
Just glad i didn't find it habit forming or triggering the last time. And the smell is so fucking chemical (excuse my french) i could never use it more than occasionally. I mean i don't smell it anymore but remember it, and even my wife knows it. Priour to this the bottle sat unused for2 years. Still I'm sad, i want to be sober!!
Ps: mods pls let me know to stop posting in the sober forum if this is too explicit. My desire to be sober is real enough though, after a month of WD I'm just fed up with pain. I had a totally crushed elbow joint that was less painful than this arm. It sucks i need to use one of my old drugs, ethyl ether, to get over nicotine and kraytom.
Ps2: now that I've finished writing this, has ether seemingly lost all effectiveness. Shit. Taking hot shower now. Damn arm, damn insomnia. And now i smell like a glue factory (ether is not toxic though).
Things going better now, ibu slowly doing its thing too. Does anyone know why ether is so effective? It just took away chills, tearing eyes and the constant sneezing. Sniffles and fever still there tho.
Just glad i didn't find it habit forming or triggering the last time. And the smell is so fucking chemical (excuse my french) i could never use it more than occasionally. I mean i don't smell it anymore but remember it, and even my wife knows it. Priour to this the bottle sat unused for2 years. Still I'm sad, i want to be sober!!
Ps: mods pls let me know to stop posting in the sober forum if this is too explicit. My desire to be sober is real enough though, after a month of WD I'm just fed up with pain. I had a totally crushed elbow joint that was less painful than this arm. It sucks i need to use one of my old drugs, ethyl ether, to get over nicotine and kraytom.
Ps2: now that I've finished writing this, has ether seemingly lost all effectiveness. Shit. Taking hot shower now. Damn arm, damn insomnia. And now i smell like a glue factory (ether is not toxic though).