soconfused2012
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 26, 2012
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- 20
Well, Irecently was involved with a married man as a fuck buddy. Yes, before anyone starts on how wrong it was....I already know. This man came onto me and I was so lonely that I went with it. Well we have been texting daily, sending each other pics daily and meeting up when possible. He told me that he would rather have sex with me than his wife, that sex with her was dull and boring and lastly that he was stuck on me and married but falling for me. Well 2 days later his wife found out. He immediately contacted me and told me to deny deny deny. I did for him but the abuse got worse and worse. He ended up confessing and they decided to try to work it out. Which is fine, I never thought he would chose me. But he didn't tell her the whole truth and was asking me to keep the rest a secret. Well, he contacted me and told me not to text or call him anymore and I Told him I wouldn't if that is what he wanted. He said it is what he wanted and i Told him that was fine and I Am glad I Didn't have to keep his secrets anymore. Well that was it for him. He got angry and started to say cruel things to me that he never meant any of the things he said to me and that he was drunk 90% of the time, which I know was untrue. I know he was just angry because he didn't want the truth to come out but Ido not understand how you can be so cruel to someone who you supposedly cared about all because you got caught. It wasn't my fault, and he confessed. I know it is my own fault for getting involved with a married man but it didn't make the pain any easier. I truly cared for him. I wanted the best for him. He told me things were not good between the two of them and I believed him. She later confirmed that as well, so I guess everything he said was not a lie. But we live and we learn and I will never do something like this again. It was painful. And before he got angry he made sure to let me know that i didn't deserve any of this. I know he truly cared but the pain of knowing I will never talk to my friend again hurts. The pain of knowing he would try to hurt my feelings because he was angry....that is the part I just won't understand.