Oxymorphone overdose

[Slushypond]

Okay.... where to start... my life is going down the shitter and I'm just not happy no matter what I do. Well unless I'm high on opana and not even a millionaire could keep up this habit I've got. I've spent over 20,000 dollars since I started IVing these devil pills which was around the start of this past summer. I've tried quitting them and even succeeded and got off them for a couple months. I was Terribly miserable the whole time. Moved away and made new friends. Got a job. Nothing helped me and my sadness. So I moved back home and started them again. Last night I got really fucked up and my grandad found me laying in my bed and shook me till I woke up and seen my rigs and cans and everything. I'm picking up more right now. Probably going to get 2-3 40's and just end it. I have no purpose and I hate my whole family besides my pap. Please help. Please. I don't wanna do this but I really do want to. Idk. Just say something to help me.

 

[hydroazuanacaine]

hey. sorry to hear you are at a low point in life. but your habit started this past summer? i've seen many short-term opiate addicts, in which i include people using much longer than you, rapidly spiral out of control before successfully quitting and never going back. i'm sure you have issues to deal with in addition to the opana, and combined they can feel overwhelming, but you're not past the point of no return. you can address them one at a time, starting with not killing yourself and getting help to ditch the opana habit. life's not always badass, but it's alright if you continue to work at it. stick around.

moving from Second Opinion to The Dark Side.

 

[neversickanymore]

Hey Slushy.. Sending love.

You can work through the withdrawals again and overcome the addiction. Then you can forge a different life.

 

[deadendgame]

hey slushy. I really feel for you man. but the thing is, drugs aren't meant to be abused like that, i think. it's meant to be used as a once in a while treat, not meant to be taken everyday. now look at you. your tolerance is probably high as fuck and you may get withdrawals trying to come off. here is what I think you should do. I think maybe cut your pills in half or something and take them whenever you have withdrawal symptoms. ween yourself off. and maybe take them once every 3 days or something. just take them occasionally. please don't be taking it all the time. but this is just advice. i also heard that opioid tolerance drops off really quick so if you can manage to go a while without them, it will hit harder when you do take them again. What I am saying is, moderation. You want your tolerance to be low. It is also good for your wallet.