MissXTC420
Greenlighter
my night starts out when 2 friends( we'll call them A and E) call me up with word of Oxy's and Xanax bars.. plus a bottle of Bicardi Vodka.. let the fun begin..
we all start by dropping half an 80mg Oxy... minutes later we drop half a Xanax bar each.. im starting to doubt the fun in this expierence already, having had a lingering head ache all day.... 15-20 minutes go by sipping on Vodka ..... we each eat 1/4 of another xanax bar and snort another half of the Oxy's..
this was my first time snorting oxy's.
my headache vanished immediately as i snorted the line.. at this time i look to my friends to see what the hell they look like... A is out of it.. in her own world.. rocking back and forth in front of her computer .. she looks so relaxed.. E suggests we pack a bowl and get shit started..all i remember about the bowl is how quickly we smoked it .. my lung capacity felt huge..i gave that bong hell and it quickly returned the favor..
wow.
i have a sudden breakthrough that i am fucked up. and not only me, but A and E also.. everything was fine for a while.. we had intelligent conversation(well as intelligent as expected
), listened to The Red Hot Chili Peppers for a while..
Then E suggests A take off her shirt[ being a bi-curious female, this doesnt bother me in the slightest] which she does..
so right now im floating in my own realm..when E and A start getting touchy feel-y and i start to feel out of place.. right on time my extremely missed boyfriend calls.. we talk about how fucked up i am yadda yadda when i look over and notice both of them passed the fuck out..Great.. that means i have no ride home.. I hang up with my BF and call my room mate.. no answer.. i start to feel real panicky.. I DO NOT want to be stuck here all night awake and fucked up by myself..
i start this awful pacing routine.. back and forth around the living room talking to my boyfriend whom is now the target of my fustration.[ if he hadnt wrecked his 2000 Gt mustang the week before, i would have had a ride....lol] somehere along the line A and E wake up and apparently notcie my aggitation ... A tries to calm me down.. then my cell dies... now im fuckin pissed.. i ask if either of them is sober enough to drive... they answer no but i think they're full of shit
...no ride, no phone, and no desire to be at their apartment any longer.
my head is clouded but my mind is racing. i dont want to be here. i want to be home.
"Im walking" i proclaim.. i start to put my sweater on.. hell its only 30 something outside and about a 4 mile walk..
they try to talk me outta walking... it aint happening. im pissed. im fucked up. i want my BF. i want OUT. E suggests i take the bike.. i take this suggestion in to its fullest and decide okay. let the dum fuck give me his bike. i also allow them to dress me in proper attire[jackets, windbreaker, gloves]...i explain to them im not mad.. its just something i have to do.
i get on the bike..~wobbles~i dont know about this..i give myself a little push and im surprised by my lack of coordination and balance..
it feels like eternity...i cant feel the muscles in my legs.. its so cold.. lights are flying by.. how fast am i pedaling.. this fuckin sucks.. then my purse starts giving me trouble.. i stop long enough to fix it and freak myself out[its only about 4 am].. im trying to haul ass.. something is gonna get me.. people are watching me... fuck E for always being drunk and not wanting to drive me home..my legs hurt so bad.. i cant tell if their working right or not.. i just want to tip over and die..
i finally make it to the driveway where i then fall the fuck off the dam bike into the bushes..i haul ass to the front door..
i then wake my room mate who is in complete WTF mode.. im crying, fallling all over the place.. dizzy.. then i notice im still in full eskimo gear and begin to over heat.. dam E and his fuckin jackets...i strip.still crying i turn my phone on and my BF calls..
he tells me its okay. he's pissed i had to ride a fuckin bike home but he comforts me.. i enjoy talking to him..last i remember were dirty words spoken by none other than myself and falling asleep.
i woke up today around 5pm.. still feelin loopy.. lol
hopefully next time i wont freak the fuck out.
we all start by dropping half an 80mg Oxy... minutes later we drop half a Xanax bar each.. im starting to doubt the fun in this expierence already, having had a lingering head ache all day.... 15-20 minutes go by sipping on Vodka ..... we each eat 1/4 of another xanax bar and snort another half of the Oxy's..
this was my first time snorting oxy's.
my headache vanished immediately as i snorted the line.. at this time i look to my friends to see what the hell they look like... A is out of it.. in her own world.. rocking back and forth in front of her computer .. she looks so relaxed.. E suggests we pack a bowl and get shit started..all i remember about the bowl is how quickly we smoked it .. my lung capacity felt huge..i gave that bong hell and it quickly returned the favor..
wow.
i have a sudden breakthrough that i am fucked up. and not only me, but A and E also.. everything was fine for a while.. we had intelligent conversation(well as intelligent as expected
), listened to The Red Hot Chili Peppers for a while..Then E suggests A take off her shirt[ being a bi-curious female, this doesnt bother me in the slightest] which she does..
so right now im floating in my own realm..when E and A start getting touchy feel-y and i start to feel out of place.. right on time my extremely missed boyfriend calls.. we talk about how fucked up i am yadda yadda when i look over and notice both of them passed the fuck out..Great.. that means i have no ride home.. I hang up with my BF and call my room mate.. no answer.. i start to feel real panicky.. I DO NOT want to be stuck here all night awake and fucked up by myself..
i start this awful pacing routine.. back and forth around the living room talking to my boyfriend whom is now the target of my fustration.[ if he hadnt wrecked his 2000 Gt mustang the week before, i would have had a ride....lol] somehere along the line A and E wake up and apparently notcie my aggitation ... A tries to calm me down.. then my cell dies... now im fuckin pissed.. i ask if either of them is sober enough to drive... they answer no but i think they're full of shit
...no ride, no phone, and no desire to be at their apartment any longer.my head is clouded but my mind is racing. i dont want to be here. i want to be home.
"Im walking" i proclaim.. i start to put my sweater on.. hell its only 30 something outside and about a 4 mile walk..
they try to talk me outta walking... it aint happening. im pissed. im fucked up. i want my BF. i want OUT. E suggests i take the bike.. i take this suggestion in to its fullest and decide okay. let the dum fuck give me his bike. i also allow them to dress me in proper attire[jackets, windbreaker, gloves]...i explain to them im not mad.. its just something i have to do.
i get on the bike..~wobbles~i dont know about this..i give myself a little push and im surprised by my lack of coordination and balance..
it feels like eternity...i cant feel the muscles in my legs.. its so cold.. lights are flying by.. how fast am i pedaling.. this fuckin sucks.. then my purse starts giving me trouble.. i stop long enough to fix it and freak myself out[its only about 4 am].. im trying to haul ass.. something is gonna get me.. people are watching me... fuck E for always being drunk and not wanting to drive me home..my legs hurt so bad.. i cant tell if their working right or not.. i just want to tip over and die..
i finally make it to the driveway where i then fall the fuck off the dam bike into the bushes..i haul ass to the front door..
i then wake my room mate who is in complete WTF mode.. im crying, fallling all over the place.. dizzy.. then i notice im still in full eskimo gear and begin to over heat.. dam E and his fuckin jackets...i strip.still crying i turn my phone on and my BF calls..
he tells me its okay. he's pissed i had to ride a fuckin bike home but he comforts me.. i enjoy talking to him..last i remember were dirty words spoken by none other than myself and falling asleep.
i woke up today around 5pm.. still feelin loopy.. lol
hopefully next time i wont freak the fuck out.
lol
