jaystyle
Bluelighter
Ahhh... the life of the opiate fiend. First you get some teeth removed and a pack of vicodin... once the pain in gone but the vicodins aren't, you realize when you eat 2-3 you feel warm fuzzy and happy while you watch a movie or play some games...
Then comes the oxycodone... a percocet here and there is mildly more euphoric and enjoyable than hydrocodone, but once you get into sniffing up an OC80 to the dome vicodins become child play.
Now.. OCs price have gone out the effing roof, your physically dependent and your brain has been fuck wired into not being able to function without opiates. Logically you should donate a month of your life to quit, but instead you prolong taking OCs even though its taking 70% of your pay... so what to do?
Heroin... If you are addicted to opiates and struggling to quit, you might as well be getting more bang for your buck, right? That is my theory.... and the story above is the story of my life if you didn't notice. My questions now:
Just how BAD is it making the jump from OC to Heroin (tar for me, i'm west coast)? One part of me tells me I can plug/nasal/smoke some H and feel good and curb my withdrawals cheaper, but the other part makes me feel like H is entirely more addicting than OC with more painful difficult withdrawals, and the potential to SUPER wire fuck my head so I'll never be able to quit.
So what do you guys think? Is it logical to go with the cheaper opiate H? Or is H a road that I can never turn back from and will ruin my life forever? Just how much worse it than OC in turns of physical and mental addiction? I dont want to be a lifelong opiate addict its just so hard for me to quit... for now, I want to know what my best choice is. Expensive OC, or cheaper H (sparingly IVd; maybe on weekends once in awhile. My lifestyle doesn't permit excessive IV use I have too much responsibility and people who care about me...cant be ruiing my veins & getting track marks and risking infections etc).
Let me know what you guys think about switching to dope until I am ready to quit opiates
Then comes the oxycodone... a percocet here and there is mildly more euphoric and enjoyable than hydrocodone, but once you get into sniffing up an OC80 to the dome vicodins become child play.
Now.. OCs price have gone out the effing roof, your physically dependent and your brain has been fuck wired into not being able to function without opiates. Logically you should donate a month of your life to quit, but instead you prolong taking OCs even though its taking 70% of your pay... so what to do?
Heroin... If you are addicted to opiates and struggling to quit, you might as well be getting more bang for your buck, right? That is my theory.... and the story above is the story of my life if you didn't notice. My questions now:
Just how BAD is it making the jump from OC to Heroin (tar for me, i'm west coast)? One part of me tells me I can plug/nasal/smoke some H and feel good and curb my withdrawals cheaper, but the other part makes me feel like H is entirely more addicting than OC with more painful difficult withdrawals, and the potential to SUPER wire fuck my head so I'll never be able to quit.
So what do you guys think? Is it logical to go with the cheaper opiate H? Or is H a road that I can never turn back from and will ruin my life forever? Just how much worse it than OC in turns of physical and mental addiction? I dont want to be a lifelong opiate addict its just so hard for me to quit... for now, I want to know what my best choice is. Expensive OC, or cheaper H (sparingly IVd; maybe on weekends once in awhile. My lifestyle doesn't permit excessive IV use I have too much responsibility and people who care about me...cant be ruiing my veins & getting track marks and risking infections etc).
Let me know what you guys think about switching to dope until I am ready to quit opiates
